I'm jolted awake by a peel of thunder, followed quickly by lightning. Seconds later, more thunder rolls over the house. I sit up, momentarily disoriented, but then I look down at my bed mate, and the world comes back to me. She moves just a little, mumbles something unintelligible, then she's still again. She's laying on her stomach, the blanket we share is bunched up around her thighs, leaving her back, and that shapely ass of hers exposed to the room. The room flashes again, and I count in my head. The counting is less about calculating the distance of the lightning strike, and more about reliving a favorite childhood memory.
One one thousand... two one thousand...
My hand caresses her ass, then I slowly drag my fingers up, along her side.
... five one thousand... six one thousand...
I reach her shoulder, gently gather up the few strands of dark hair covering her face, and pull them back over her slender neck.
... nine one thousand... ten one thousand...
She smiles, play bites at my fingers, then turns her face toward the window, flipping that lovely hair at me, then she sinks back into the pillow.
...twelve one thousand..
Thunder slowly crawls by outside as I turn, and climb to my feet. My phone is laying on the night stand. I knock twice on the display, and the numbers 3:04 momentarily light up the screen.
"Midnight snack?" The voice behind me is sleepy.
"Three A M snack." I respond.
"Bring me a brownie." She says to the window, lifting her head just enough to squeak the words over her pillow.
"Comin' right up." I say, walking out into the hall way.
I pass by my sister's room. Her door hangs open. It's quiet and empty, and makes me think of how lonely the house must feel at times, when she and I are away at college. It's a big house, full of memories. I wonder what mom does to keep busy during the days, when we're not there. She'd lost a lot of weight over the winter, as well as toned up remarkably, thanks to one of the other neighbor moms dragging her off to the gym every morning. So I imagine that she'd been at it pretty hard while we were gone. It seems to be the empty-nester thing to do now-a-days. It's certainly healthier than sitting on the couch, watching day time talk shows and shitty soap operas all day long.
As I descend the stairs, the silhouette of the large living room window lights up the wall next to me for a moment, and I begin counting again. That memory comes back to me as I do, of nine year old me curled up in my mother's lap, terrified of the thunder, but momentarily distracted by our counting in unison after each flash of lightning.
It occurs to me that we haven't had a good storm in a long time. Lots of rain but not near this much thunder. It always makes me think of those nights with my mother, remembering how her voice, and the warmth of her body around mine, calmed me down and made me feel safe.
I barely get to one thousand three, and reach the kitchen, when the loudest crack of thunder yet, shakes the wine glasses hanging from the cabinet behind me. I briefly consider turning on the kitchen light, but then I remember that more of those huge windows occupy nearly every wall on the ground floor of the house, and I opt not to. There is always the chance that the storm has awakened our neighbors, and those lights would turn our kitchen into a giant, neighborhood theater, with my naked ass as the star of the show.
I pull open the refrigerator door, spilling light out into the kitchen. The cold air hits me, reminding me that my cock, balls and thighs are still a little wet from my earlier activities with she-who-craves-brownies, currently snoozing in my bed. I squint my eyes at the light, but they adjust quickly, and I find the leftovers sitting on the middle shelf.