So there I was, in the shower, paying extra close attention to my male-specific anatomy, thinking about only one thing: What do I do next? After the dream-like experience a few days ago, how do I continue without advancing on my mother too quickly? I mean, I'm pretty sure if a guy's mom sneaks in his room at night and jerks him off, eating his cum, he has to take the next step, right? Incest or not, I'm not gay and I had to think of something.
Trouble was, I was this close to convincing myself the whole exquisite sexual episode had been a dream. I mean who is that lucky, to have the person they've been lusting after actually make the first move, while you just lay back and take it? And even after I told myself "yes, it actually happened," I was still scared to take the next step. No matter what kind of rebellious, tough front young guys put on, deep down we're all mommy's little boy. We're all afraid of getting in trouble with the most important person in our lives.
All my success with girls my age, all my working out and all my confidence, and still, I was very nervous. It felt like back in high school, like the first time you go to the prom. You know there's nothing realistic to worry about, but you can't stop your stomach from doing uncomfortable things to you.
What do I do next?
I like my showers pretty damn hot, so finally, after a long, steamy soak and a nice long think about how to do this, the solution presented itself. It took one of my frequent shower-jerks to bring it out, I think. I always have to sort of brace myself against the wall when I cum in the shower, or else the force of the orgasm makes my knees buckle, my legs feel like jelly. I wonder if that's why old guys are always falling in showers.
Anyway so yea, what I came up with was pretty straightforward. Figuring I wouldn't press my luck too far, I would simply return the favor she had given me. I'd sneak into her room the next night, and do stuff to her, maybe shoot a hot load somewhere on her that she'd notice when she awoke. If she wasn't already awake from my sexual actions, that is.
Then I remembered my mother isn't nearly as sound a sleeper as I, and I'd need to do something to ensure she'd really be out.
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"How's the wine mom?" I asked of a cheap but drinkable bottle of Chianti.
"Mm," she started, swallowing, "it's good! You know me I'm not a big wine drinker, but this goes down easy, I like it. Very fruity!"
"Yea, it's pretty good. I like Italian wines, they're my favorite," I said. Not that I'm a connoisseur mind you, but I know the difference between grape juice and table wine.
We were having a steak dinner, cooked by yours truly, and I had selected the wine for a few reasons. First, a good red with a steak is about as good as a man can get when it comes to dinner pairing, which goes without saying. Second, I needed to get her drunk, or at least tipsy.
As the dinner passed on, I kept refilling her glass, hoping she wouldn't notice what I was up to. Why would she? Who would suspect such a foul thing for a son to do? I had that to my advantage. And being a woman, I knew she only needed a few glasses to get a bit loose.
After dinner, when mother had changed into her practically transparent night robe, the same old routine as you know, during the usual me-sitting-there-filled-to-the-brim-and-mom-doing-the-dishes ritual, I announced that I would be heading to bed early.
"Oh, so soon?" she responded.
"Yea I had a tough workout today, I think I'll just go to bed early."
"Alright, well come give me a hug before you go," she said, predictably.
At that moment as I approached her from behind, with her hands occupied with the dishes, something told me to just push my luck a little. She had already felt my penis against her leg that one time, and I knew full damn well she had felt it thoroughly the other night, so why not?
I slid my arms around her from behind, saying, "I love you, thanks for dinner," as I did so.
"Aww your welcome. Good night darling," she said, not turning away from the sink.
I didn't let go immediately, though. Instead, I scooted further toward her backside, and eventually my soft package made contact with her big, juicy ass.
"What th-" I thought I heard her say, almost too softly for me to hear over the running, steaming water. But then she just kept on with the dishes, her rubber gloved hands continuing to clean.
My cock instinctively began to harden, until I was at half-mast, and still I sat there, lightly grinding my mushy meat into her. I wanted to make sure she felt it, but still be able to play it off like I didn't notice. I let my junk mash into her a while longer, until I felt I had pushed it as far as I could go, then I slowly released her.
"Goodnight mom," I said, as provocatively as I knew how without sounding gay, or like a rapist.
Then, I lightly let one of my hands rest on her ass. I gave it the slightest, imperceptible squeeze, and then I was off.
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A few hours later, after barely succeeding in the battle against masturbating for quick release, and after I was sure my mother had fallen into a deep, wine-aided slumber, I made my move.
I crept into her room, which is easier than it sounds, since she keeps her door open at night. I saw her in the soft orange glow that the hall nightlight created. She was breathing quite heavily, the wine plan seemed to have worked. Hah!
I wasted no time, I was already rock hard just from the sheer taboo of the whole situation, so I gently drew back the covers from her sleeping form and bunched them to one side of the bed, and, waiting for a beat to make sure she was sound asleep, proceeded to crawl up to her legs. I smelt her freshly washed hair (from her nightly shower, I guessed) and body now up close, and it was like turn-on nectar to my nostrils. She was laying on her right side, it's not like she was open and ready for business, but I figured she wouldn't wake up from me rearranging her a bit.
Actually, I had to decide what it was I was actually going to do, which I hadn't quite nailed down. What's the first thing you do if you have a knocked-out girl right there, and you're alone?
Boobs.
I slowly reached up to the top of her velvety night robe, finally about to see (as well as I could in the near-darkness anyway) what had been hiding behind the damn thing for months now. Tugging gently, I lowered the robe down in subtle fashion, watching as the delicate fibers gripped her naked flesh, grabbing on a bit at nipple level, and finally falling completely off her wonderful titties.
And there they were. My mom's big breasts. They were gorgeous, even better than I had imagined. I mean, it's one thing to jerk off to your mental image of something, quite another to have the real deal right before your eyes. They weren't too big mind you, not saggy and old-looking, but they were big enough to get a nice handful. And they appeared youthful, too. For a middle-aged mother, I suddenly realized how youthful her body appeared in the orange glow of night. Her breasts slowly rose and fell with her deep breathing, her nipples semi-erect, since it was a bit chilly with the covers off.
I had to taste them, I'd go crazy if I didn't. I knelt down, with my elbows on either side of her, and I let my tongue poke out, like a little child with an ice cream cone, then lick its way around the areola of her left breast, wetting it. I flicked it around the nipple next, teasing it, and, satisfied with that, did the same to the other breast.
Her breathing remained unchanged.
Finally, I had to do what I'd been wanting to do for ages. I slowly let the full pap of her right boob into my nuzzling, sucking mouth. Mmmm. Her nipple naturally hardened a bit as it was nibbled and sucked, and it tasted terrific. I suckled ever so softly, and just enjoyed the sensation of my own mom's breast in my mouth, for the first time since I suckled her as a baby. Her nipple was so soft, and yet still quite erect, in my mouth. I bit down just the slightest bit, gently nibbling her swollen tit with my teeth, and then alternated between affectionate munching and swirling my tongue around it.
My dick was harder than titanium at this point, needless to say. It had nowhere to go but jam itself against my mom's thigh, so I figured I'd give the fellow some attention. I reached down, grabbing my cock and unleashing it through the little hole in my boxers, and as subtly as I could, I pushed my mom's legs over a bit, and then together, forming a tight seal of thigh flesh around my scalding, throbbing dick. Damn that felt good, her thighs were so soft!