PART EIGHT: Plans and Confessions
CHAPTER ONE, Plans
Emily Porter planned to have a normal life with healthy, well educated children, a loving husband, grandchildren, and retirement someplace warm. It didn't seem like too much to ask. Her plans seemed to have been changed by fate.
The changes weren't necessarily bad. It was just that she didn't know where the sudden changes in her life were taking her, and she hated the uncertainty of it all.
Emily was thinking of those changes on Monday morning after her husband and children had gone to work. She was thinking of them while kissing Patty Trent's left breast and slipping her fingers over and into her friend's hot, wet pussy. This wasn't normal behavior for a married mother of two, but she liked it.
"So they know," Patty was saying, rather haltingly as she reacted to the movement of Emily's fingers. "They're adults and they aren't exactly idiots. Oh, yes, God that's good. Yes, slow like that."
"Is that nice?" Emily purred into her ear.
"Oh, oh, yes." Patty's stomach clenched suddenly, bringing her legs up in a spasm as her climax hit her from a slow, humming start. "Oh, yes, yes, yes. Oh, Oh, stop, yes, stop."
Emily rolled away on the big double bed in the Trent's bedroom, her auburn hair strewn over the pillow. "No, they're not idiots, and they are adults, but they're my kids and I don't want to ruin them."
The idea that her kids knew of her lesbian affair was devastating to Emily, who would never do anything to harm them. They knew and she didn't know what to do.
"If this big, wide world hasn't ruined them yet, I don't think you'll be able to do it," Patty said.
Patty kissed her and then kissed down to her groin. She moved around, slipping up on the bed between Emily's legs and slipping her fingers inside of her. She lowered her mouth to the delicious lips of the pussy before her.
"What do you think I should do?" Emily asked, gasping just a bit. She looked down at Patty, just her forehead and eyes visible over Emily's pubic hair. Suddenly, the movements of Patty's tongue took her worries away. She floated on a humming sensation of pure physical bliss that centered on her clitoris and spread through her body. It was so good, so perfect, that she wasn't going to let anything interfere.
Her cell phone rang.
Catching her breath as well as she could, she flipped it open and answered it. "Hello." She lay back on the pillow, breathing deeply and trying to sound calm.
"Hi, Emily. This is Jenny Peterson." The pleasant voice of their neighbor across the street came to her.
"Oh, h, h, hi," Emily said, pushing at Patty's head trying to stop her activities for the duration of the call.
"We're going to have a little party this Friday, Emily. Just a few of our new friends, you understand." Emily did, indeed, understand. She meant her new sexual friends. "Carter, Adams, Trent, and you guys, of course. Maybe the Mosswells, but I don't know."
"Friday? But I don't think Robert will want to participate. I mean, well, I hope you understand," Emily said, trying to cover the fact that her husband knew nothing about his neighborhood's many sexual activities.
"He doesn't have to," Jenny said, easily. "Nobody has to join in, honey. As long as he's okay with you participating, we're fine. Love to have him come over, though."
"Okay, well . . ." Emily swatted at the top of Patty's head. "I'll tell Robert and get back to you."
"Great. I'll be looking forward to your call."
The older woman hung up and Emily snapped her phone shut.
"You haven't told Robert anything," Patty said, her voice muffled against Emily's soft flesh. "Have you?"
"No," Emily admitted. The feeling was gone. Patty's efforts on her clit were wasted. "Stop. Okay? I'm not going to cum now."
Patty stopped and moved back up to lay facing Emily and resting her head on her hand. "If he doesn't know, it's called cheating" she said.
"I know, yes, but what if he thinks I'm a lesbian? What if he thinks I want to leave him? Oh, hell, Patty. I didn't figure we'd continue like this."
"If you don't tell him, you'll have trouble anyway. Come Friday night, he's going to wonder why you guys weren't invited to the party."
Emily closed her eyes, trying to find some way to get through this week. There was nothing but the truth to save her, and that was no salvation at all.
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Claudia Adams got the call shortly after Emily. She had just put 2 year-old Meredith down for her nap and she was headed for the shower when the phone rang. Since she was 8 months pregnant, she had no robe large enough to cover herself and was walking nude to the bath room. She stood looking at herself in the vanity mirror as Jenny introduced herself.
"I know we haven't gotten together in this way before," Jenny said. "But Terry Carter told me that you guys were great fun. Hey, that's what were after, too."
"I would never have thought anyone in this neighborhood was a swinger," Claudia said, smoothing her hand down over the taut skin of her massive belly. "And to think Andy and I would, you know, would do that. Well, it's quite a surprise."
"So you'll come then?" Jenny asked.
"Oh, yes, we wouldn't miss it."
Claudia closed her cell phone and studied herself. Her huge belly with large breasts laying atop it wasn't exactly unappealing, but Claudia couldn't see any sexiness in it. Well, you can never figure men. She turned on her shower, rubbing her swollen pussy absently as she did, and then got in under the spray. Her fingers moved into herself and then up to find her clit, circling, rubbing. And, as she gave herself a mild orgasm, she thought of the party and tried to count how many people that would be.
She didn't really know, but it was a sizable crowd.
#
Terry and John Carter were excited to go, of course. Their new lifestyle really agreed with their marriage for some reason, and they'd never been happier than now.
Aside from Emily, it was Patty who was having the most trouble bringing a spouse. Charles just laughed and shook his head rather shyly when she brought the party up. "You go have fun, honey. Tell me about it later," he said.
"I'm not going without you," she said. "I don't tell stories that well, and I feel guilty that all of your fun is second hand."
"No, it's first hand with you," he replied.
"That's sweet, dear, really, but I wouldn't feel right going without you." A look of pained concern clouded her face as she spoke. "The idea makes me hot, and I want to go, but going without you wouldn't be any fun."
"Really?"
"Of course. And there's something else, too. This whole time it's only been me and, you know, the ladies. I haven't been with a man other than you. Not ever."
Charles looked at his wife with a mixture of amazement and pity, his mouth seeming to search for words that weren't there. Finally, he spoke."
"Never?" he said.
"Nope. Nobody but you."
The normally ebullient and self confident woman seemed so fragile that Charles wanted to take her up in his arms and promise to help her with anything. Even to have sex with another man. He could see himself, and probably the majority of the human race, in her yearning to experience everything possible during her time on earth. To leave no feeling unfelt.
He hadn't made that connection before. He'd thought her exhibitionism was just dirty fun, a relatively harmless way to liven up a day. But now he knew the truth, and the truth was inside him as well as her. Even if a person is smart enough to know when they've got a good thing, they will still want more.
"I know it's dumb," Terry said. "It's perverse, for that matter. But I don't want to do it with another man unless you're there to watch. I have to have my partner close by."
"God, I love you," he said. "Okay, I'd be glad to accompany you to the party. And I want to watch you all night."
"But you can get laid, too. This is an equal time thing, you know."
"Maybe I will," he said quickly. "I don't know. All I know is that I don't want to miss your first time. I want to see it happen."
Patty flew into his arms and held him tightly to her as she kissed him deeply. "Oh, thank you, honey! I'll be fun! I promise."
Charles wasn't so sure about that. It wasn't that he was worried about her having trouble being with another man. Patty could conquer any obstacle. And he wasn't worried that he'd get jealous, because he knew how much she loved him. No, it was his own nerve and abilities that he was afraid would fail him and he might not be able to get it up with an audience of sorts. Of course, he wouldn't know unless he gave it a try.
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Robert Porter was feeling a different conflict within himself. Ever since Emily had taken him over for the voyeur experience at the Trent's house, he had been feeling increasingly restless and at odds with himself. Increasingly horny. He and Emily had been screwing nightly for a week, but he woke up in the morning wanting sex and thinking about it all day long.