Today was a quiet day. No college for me, Jase was busy, mum was at Gran's, dad was out somewhere, and I was home alone, alone with my thoughts, sat just in my panties. Why had I licked and kissed Ash's fanny? Did that make me a lesbian, not that it mattered? I though not, because I still loved the feeling of a cock and would much prefer a cock inside me than a toy and preferred a boy licking my fanny, although I had yet to experience a girls touch down there, I wasn't rushing to get the experience. I just didn't know why I had done it to Ash. A week ago, I hadn't really any thoughts about sex, hadn't even experienced it, yet now my whole life seemed to revolve around it.
I was thinking about mum's toy, and whether I might go and get it and have a play when I heard the front door open. Oh crumbs, I had hoped for a few hours alone. It was, of course, dad.
"What you doing sweetheart?" Dad had just walked in to my room, in fairness my door was open as I thought I was going to be alone.
"Dad! I haven't got any clothes on, how about some privacy, please?"
"Don't be silly, after what we have been up to recently, you and I, there is nothing to hide."
"That is not the point dad, and you know it. Why are you home?"
"Can't I come home and see my favourite girl?"
"Dad, mum should be your favourite girl, not me."
"Well, yes, but she is not here, and you are, so, of all the girls here, you are my favourite. I wondered if you might want to explore a little more?"
"Dad, no, please, not really."
"Why not sweetheart? What is wrong with a little personal time with your dad?"
"Dad, you are my dad, not my boyfriend and I don't think you and I should be doing that stuff, okay?"
"But sweetheart, you make me so hard, the very thought of your sweet fanny drives me crazy."
"Dad, no, either wait till mum gets home and do it with her or go and do it to yourself. It is not my job to deal with that." I had done some searching on the internet, always tricky because you never know what your parents can and can't see in terms of your online history, but I did, and I know dad and daughter is wrong and illegal. I don't want to lose my dad and I don't want him and mum to split up, so, no. I have decided that I won't. I can't take away that we have, but that doesn't mean it has to happen again.
"Oh sweetheart, just one last little time baby girl, just once?"
He was giving me that sorrowful look and I was in two minds, I hesitated and at that point he came over and kissed me, and as he kissed, he held my boobs and then pushed me back on the bed and kissed me through my panties. Oh crumbs it felt good, oh so good, the electricity started in my crotch and I knew that I was wet and ready. Dad began to pull at my panties and my resolve almost vanished.
"No dad, please." I managed and tried to twist away from him, but his hand was inside my panties and then his finger was inside me, wiggling.
"Dad, no, please, no. Stop it."
"Don't you want it sweetheart, don't you want some fun time with daddy?"
"Dad, no. I mean no." My body didn't mean no, it wanted my dad to have me right then, to pull my panties off and put his cock inside me and shag me. But I knew it was wrong, and I had to make a stand. If dad forced me, then I would have to tell mum, and I did not want to do that.
Dad sat back up, "okay sweetheart, that is okay, if you don't want to then we won't, I won't ever force you, and neither should anyone else. If anyone wants you to have sex and you don't want to, then you tell them forcefully no, just like you did me. I still want to though; I can't take that away."
"I am not cross with you dad, and I am not saying it wouldn't be nice, I am saying it is wrong and I am saying I don't want to. I don't mind cuddles when I am dressed, but I don't want to see you naked and I don't want to touch you, or you touch me in that way, and I don't want you to see me naked. Please dad, give mum those things, not me."
Dad got up and smiled. "Okay sweetheart, no problem, just remember, if our bedroom door is closed, no peaking. I don't know what it is, but the past few days I have been feeling so very sexy."
"Yes dad." My dad left and went downstairs. I don't know if he came home for some other reason, and finding me home, thought he would take the opportunity, but I was determined. No, not with my dad. Only with Jase, and I had been feeling very sexy the past few days too. After a while dad shouted up that he was leaving and to tell mum he would be home at around five thirty and see me later.
I was all a fluster. My body had nearly betrayed me. It wanted sex, it wanted my dad's cock inside, it wanted the thrusting. I wanted to hear the slap slap of my dad's belly as he pounded his hard cock inside me. After the door shut I went down and slid the bolt, I did not want any more surprises. I went to get mum's toy, I would have to make do with that.
I opened mum's bedside drawer, but it wasn't there. What? Where could she have put it. I carefully looked through all their drawers, but I couldn't find her toy anywhere. Did she realise I had found it and so had hidden it so I couldn't use it?