My name is Amir and I'm a 19 year old Muslim but I don't believe in God or Islam, never have and never will but my family are very devout Muslims, they pray, fast, go to mosque and wear traditional Islamic garments including the hijab for my mom and sister. My family still think I'm devout as well but it's only an act on my part because they'll kick me out their house and disown me if they find out I'm a dirty kafir (unbeliever / infidel).
I masturbate everyday as most men do but I'm still a virgin and never had any kind of sexual interaction with girls but it's all I ever think about. Girlfriends are not permitted in Islam so I'll have to get married and I can't be assed with that. I'm only 19... I don't want the married life this soon.
One evening I was in my room watching some porn and saw a video show up in the recommended section titled "Hijabi girl gets taken advantage of by step bro". Now I've never actually watched or even thought about Muslim porn or anything because it's not really my taste but just out of curiosity I clicked on the video and decided to give it a watch.
Sure enough it was a cute little hijabi girl being tricked by her step bro into sucking his dick. Basically in the video he told her that in the Quran it tells women to obey men because men are the providers, they are guardians of females and women should serve them with obedience. Something I totally disagree with but yeah, that's Islam for you.
I girl in the video clearly wasn't a Muslim and was just wearing the hijab, I guess it was some kind of fantasy role playing thing western men are into? I dunno. But she was really fucking hot though... So I pulled out my dick and jacked off to it. After I had finished I sat there pondering the narrative of the video and my mind started wondering... I thought to myself maybe I could trick a girl into doing that to me? But how? How do I go about this? In my religion men and women are not supposed to mix with each because apparently it causes temptation and can lead to sinning. I wasn't very social and lacked confidence because I had never really been exposed to women in my teenage years so didn't really know how to talk to them or chat them up etc. I could probably try tinder or something but I didn't wanna risk putting my real face on an app like that and one of my non Muslim male friends recognising me and exposing me.
Then I got a filthy idea in my mind, I could trick my 18 year old sister Nadia, just like in the porno I watched. I was both horrified and excited at the thought because she was my little sister and I was thinking this way about her... but she was kind of the perfect subject to try this on. Firstly she trusts me, I'm her older brother after all, and secondly it does say in the Quran to obey men. Here's the exact verse, it's An-Nisa, 34 and reads:
"Men are the caretakers of women, as men have been provisioned by Allah over women and tasked with supporting them financially. And righteous women are devoutly obedient and, when alone, protective of what Allah has entrusted them with. And if you sense ill-conduct from your women, advise them first, if they persist, do not share their beds, but if they still persist, then discipline them gently. But if they change their ways, do not be unjust to them. Surely Allah is Most High, All-Great."
My sister knows a lot about Islam, much more than me, but I don't think she's ever actually read the Quran all the way through, most Muslims probably haven't even though they say they have. The problem is this verse is open to interpretation. Is it talking about all women? Female family members? Wives? What kind of obedience? What if you don't financially support her, does she still have to be obedient to you?
I needed to reword this verse so that was a bit more "direct" and less open to interpretation but my family are very sceptical of online sources because they might be inaccurate or just straight up fake. I needed a physical Quran. I was doing some searching online for fake Qurans and stumbled across a website that lets you buy a custom Quran, where you can make changes to it, edit verses, take verses out or even add new verses etc. Fucking perfect!
So I decided I was going to buy a custom Quran, edit it a bit and then replace it with the authentic one my sister has in her room. I edited the verse above so it now said:
"Men are the caretakers of women, as men have been provisioned by Allah over all women and tasked with protecting them. Wives should be devoutly obedient to their husbands and sisters should be devoutly obedient to their brothers, and when alone, protective of what Allah has entrusted them with. And if they require of their women sexual intimacy, it is their obligation to answer his desire. If they refuse, advise them first, if they persist, they will be condemned to hell fire, but if they change their ways, do not be unjust to them. Surely Allah is Most High, All-Great."
It's only a subtle change but it's perfect and not open to interpretation like the original. I made sure the size and cover of the book stayed the same as an authentic Quran so she wouldn't notice any difference and then placed my order.
A few days later the book arrived in the post and my mom took delivery of the package and left it on the counter for me. When I came home from college she told me a package arrived for me and asked what it was. I just told her it was a book for college and that it would help with my studies. She accepted that answer without thinking twice.
I grabbed the package and went upstairs to my room, opened it and flipped to that specific verse, and there it was, written out exactly as I typed. Awesome! Now to replace it with the one in my sisters room. Our rooms are next to each other so I can hear when she leaves and after a short while I heard her door open and saw her go into the bathroom. I seized my opportunity and took her authentic Quran from the shelf and replaced it with my fake. Such a devilish plan, I really hope it works.
I wanted to leave it there for a while to make sure she didn't notice anything out of the ordinary so after about a week I saw her in her room and asked her a generic question regarding Islam that I pretended I wasn't sure about. She answered it on the spot but I wanted her to check the Quran so she would know that her Quran was "real".
I said to her "Well what does the Quran say exactly? I don't want your opinion I want to know what Allah says about it."
"OK" she said "let me have a look in the Quran."
She grabbed the Quran off the shelf, found the verse in question and read off the answer.
"See I told you, basically exactly what I said."
"Well I was just checking" I replied. She put the book back on the shelf and didn't notice anything. All that was left was for me to make my move.
I was pacing around my room trying to build up the courage, if this goes wrong I'll be kicked out, disowned, I'll be totally fucked. I was going over every scenario in my head about how to word it and how to approach it etc. This went on for a few more days until I finally plucked up the courage and said fuck it. It's now or never.
My parents were visiting family in Morocco, that's where we emigrated from, so it was just me and my little sister in the house. She had just finished evening prayer and was in her room studying so I approached her room, my cock already semi hard. I opened her door and asked how she was, if she needed anything, some money etc just small casual talk. Then I dropped the bomb.
"Nadia, you know women are meant to obey men?"
"Yeah" she replied.
"Well I need you to obey me and give me sexual intimacy."
"WHAT?!" She gasped. "I'm your sister I can't do that are you insane? Get the hell out of my room, go pray for forgiveness right now."
I argued back "Muslim sisters are meant to obey their brothers, Allah says so."
"Yeah but not with sex stuff!"
"Yes, with sex stuff too that's what it says."
"No it doesn't!" she proclaimed.
"I'm not lying I'm not making it up that's what it says in the Quran" I yelled back.
She jumped up off her bed.
"I've got my Quran right here look I'll show you."
I took a deep breath and gulped because now was the moment of truth. She opened the Quran and found the fake verse I edited weeks earlier. She started to read it out loud and then her voice slowly went quieter.
"Speak up I can't hear you" I said.
