"Listen, this isn't a good idea," I said to Brad weakly.
"Ssshhh," he quietened me, "just relax. We talked about this."
"I know, honey. But, this was crazy enough before. We should leave well enough alone."
Brad looked at me in his caring way that he knew would soothe me. It'd been more and more this way, since my husband had been staying gone, and I'd relied more and more on Brad for emotional support.
"What is the word?" he asked me, not really wanting to know himself, because we'd already been over this a couple of times. No, he was asking me again as a way of telling me I had a safety net. A way to stop things at any time.
"Red," I replied as I closed my eyes.
Brad embraced me and I leaned into his embrace, as we stood next to the hotel room bed. I couldn't believe we were here again. The room was so quiet and seemed its own little world, where my son and I created our own place and time. Tonight was no different.
Brad pulled back from me and walked to the overnight bag. I turned to the window, with its wide view of the city, many stories up from where people were going about their Friday evening.
I was looking out that window, when Brad came up behind me. He reached his arms around me and held the black blindfold in front of my face.
"Are you ready?"
"Yes," I nodded, a resignation in my voice.
He brought the soft cloth to my face and adjusted it to where it covered my eyes. I felt him clip it in place at the back of my head.
And with that, I was in the dark. No more city view from the window, no more looking about the hotel room, and no more visual of my son to know he was there. I mean, I trusted that he wouldn't leave. We'd discussed that part too, and I knew he wanted to stay. But still, not being able to see him... .
The first night with Brad, it'd been very dark, but I was able to see and it was very different. Now, my senses kicked into overdrive as there was no sight and only darkness.
Brad started the zipper down the back of my dress. Even though, I'd known that this was to happen, it now struck me that I was going to be completely nude soon, and I wouldn't know how or who may be seeing me.
The zipper came to its end right at the base of my back, and Brad then placed his hands to my shoulders and slipped the dress over them, as he let his hands drift over my chest, running them over my bra and stomach to get my dress to the floor.
"Yes," he softly spoke when he saw that there were no panties where he expected them.
"Tell the truth. You want this, don't you?" he said.
I felt a slight tremble at this as I knew he was feeling emboldened.
His hands easily unclasped the strap at my back and my bra fell from my chest.
I felt my nipples harden in the cool air of the room and I tried to stay motionless. Brad's fingertips traced at my stomach, and I went to place my hands on his.
"No, no. Remember what we said." He said it gently, but firmly. I put my hands back to my sides.
His fingers made their way slowly upward. Right at the bottom of my breasts, he let them linger. He then brought his hands from the bottoms of my breasts to hold them in his hands, cupping them. I sighed heavily. He gently squeezed them, and I sighed a little harder.
His fingers came to my nipples and traced them in circles. He pulled at them and I felt my response between my legs. He only did this a moment, and it was as if he sensed my arousal and stopped, only letting me get to a certain point.
He took me by the hand and brought me to the bed, guiding me and helping me recline down until I was fully laid out on top of the bed. The bed was soft and comfortable as I tried to make myself relax. I stretched my legs and moved my arms by my side, trying to orient myself to the bed as I laid there in blinded darkness.
I heard Brad beside the bed, and when I heard him pick-up the phone and start dialing it, I again trembled. Even though I knew he was going to call downstairs, it still startled me.
"Yeah, okay." This was all he said and hung-up.
He lifted my left wrist and I felt the scarf encircle it and pull it away from me. Within a couple of seconds, my wrist was stationary and out to my left at the bed post.
Brad went around the bed and grasped my other wrist. He deliberately pulled at me and my torso involuntarily lurched to my right. I sharply inhaled, as I knew he was letting me know he was handling me. I reflexively brought my legs together, and held them there as I realized his pulling motion had centered me in the bed.
When the other scarf had been fixed to the other post, there was silence as I could only imagine Brad looking down at his mother, laid naked before him on the bed, her wrists cuffed in scarves he had himself tied to bed posts. I breathed heavily, knowing how exposed I was and how obscene it must have appeared, me laying there before him and having let him arrange me this way.
I could hear him undo his belt, unzip his trousers and start to undress. I couldn't help a little squirm of my hips as I lay there trying to picture his body standing beside the bed.
Suddenly, the bed moved down a little and to the left as Brad got on the mattress beside me. He was careful not to let me feel anything of him at first and all I had was silence and darkness. I could sense him near me and I laid there frozen waiting to feel him.
The only thing I felt was a sensation at my lips. Smooth warm flesh. Not lips, not a hand. The hardness and smoothness traced at my lips and I parted my lips in anticipation.
Brad put his cockhead at my mouth and rested it there and I kissed at it letting my tongue press to him.
Off to the side, I heard the door. A key worked the lock and the door opened. Brad brought his cock from my mouth, and the next I felt he kissed me and he got up.
"She's hot," a young male voice said to Brad and I could only sense them standing beside the bed. Then, I heard more clothes seeming to come off, as I felt what had to be Brad's hands at my legs.
He massaged up and down my hips, occasionally rubbing his hands over my stomach. The darkness made the room seem vast and I was ever aware of how exposed I was. Brad's touch felt soothing , but my legs were still together, even though I knew they could see the little brownish-blonde strip of pubic hair plainly visible to them.