I was 21 when I married Rick, my high school sweetheart, and we were blessed with twin daughters the following year. Our marriage was doomed from the start but we had our minds made up and we thought that we could overcome anything.
Six years later, I found myself living comfortably, but alone, with my two six year old princesses. Rick had met someone else and decided he needed a change. I, on the other hand, ended up a single mother on the verge of losing my mind. Rick spent little time with the girls until they were eleven. Once he moved out of state we lost all contact.
When the girls were just teenagers I met Brent but I held off on officially dating him until I was sure that he was suitable. The girls knew him only as my friend at first but eventually they figured everything out. They were happy to have him around but never really considered him a father figure. Had he come along earlier, things may have been different.
As the girls neared high school graduation, Brent and I decided that it was the right time for him to move in. I had lived in the two bedroom, brick home, that Rick and I bought shortly before the girls were born. It always felt empty after he left but it feels much more complete now.
Brent and I have a great relationship; we are both very open with our feelings, wants, and desires. I truly feel like we are the perfect couple although sometimes I wonder if I didn't make a poor choice. Surely, the impact that he has had on my girls has been profound, but he has at times made me question my character, morals, and ethics. I can honestly say that I have enjoyed our adventure thus far but that doesn't mean I did it without regrets or reservations.
The Twins
Kacie was born first and at 19 years old she stands at 5' 5" and is approximately 115 pounds. Kacie is the brainy type although she opted to go to Community College instead of leaving home. She aspires to be an accountant someday and is very active in her part-time job as a dance instructor at a local school.
Kalie was born second and she is about an inch taller and with that comes an additional five pounds. Kalie is a bit more of a rebel and has less direction. She works in retail and has no big dreams for her future. She is waiting to find the right guy and will no doubt be dependent on him in the future.
Both girls are absolutely beautiful. They have green eyes and long walnut hair. Although they are not identical twins, they are very similar in their appearance. Despite being referred to as 'the twins' by most of the people who know them, even a stranger is able to tell they shared the same womb.
Brent
Brent is extremely handsome with his dirty blonde hair and muscular build. I first encountered Brent online but after more than a month of emailing, texting, and eventually speaking on the phone we met in person. It took another six months for him to meet my girls and then two years before he moved in.
Our dating life was fairly normal and our sex life was out of this world. He knew exactly how to make me feel good and in exchange I was more than willing to give him anything and everything that he wanted. We set no limits in our sex lives and although that is just one small facet of a complex romantic relationship it was nevertheless very important.
Brent and I both loved to watch porn and he was always most interested in watching teens. He especially liked when they posed as babysitters. I didn't mind watching that at all because I found it a big turn on as well. Watching a young woman with an older man was thrilling to me. In fact, my first sexual encounter was with a man quite a bit older than I. Brent and I would often begin our love-making after spending some time in front of the computer. He especially enjoyed when I gave him a hand-job or used my mouth while watching but he never let me down. I was always repaid with the most sensual, tender, and extremely pleasurable sex. Everything was just perfect.
Fantasy
Given that Kacie and I were busy during the day, Brent and Kailey spent a great deal of time together at home. I knew that he was attracted to my beautiful 19 year old daughter but I was sure that she was safe in his care. Although he was relatively new in their lives, and by no means family, he looked out for the girls and they always knew that he was there for them.
Kalie was the first of my girls to become sexually active and I knew exactly when it started. In fact, I knew before it started. Our open relationship led to some uncomfortable conversations at times but I would always bite my tongue and hear them out regardless of the situation. When Kacie told me that she had given her boyfriend a blow job I wasn't shocked. Instead, we talked about safe sex. Shortly-there-after, she had her first time. Sparing the details that I didn't need to know, she was very open with me and told me right away. Although I wished she had waited until I picked up the birth control pills her doctor ordered, I wasn't too dismayed.
I knew that Kalie had relationships with a number of guys over a roughly one year period but I was content that she was careful and made wise decisions. I was a little surprised that she was as open with Brent as she was with me about her experiences but I wasn't really bothered. I knew that they had grown close and she trusted him as much as I did.
One night, when the girls were out and Brent and I were alone, our lives took a rather unusual turn. We had amazing sex and were laying in bed when we began to discuss our fantasies. It was at that moment that he told me he would love to watch Kalie have sex with her boyfriend. Dumbfounded, I had no response for his comment. He sensed that I was uncomfortable, apologized, and shortly after we were asleep.
I woke up before Brent that Saturday morning and as I lay in bed I began to think about his strange comment. Kalie was having sex with her boyfriend already, would it hurt if Brent watched? What was I thinking? How would that even happen? It was out of the question and would simply remain a fantasy. His stupid fantasy, not mine. We spent the morning together, had breakfast, watched television, and there wasn't a word of his twisted admission the previous night.
Craigslist Slut
I came home from work to find Kalie home alone. As was our ritual, we sat at the dining room table and talked mindlessly as we drank coffee. Kacie wouldn't be home for awhile and neither would Brent. We had this quality time typically twice a week and I very much enjoyed our time together. We were just about to head out for ice cream when Kalie opened her laptop and said that she had something important she wanted to talk to me about. I had no idea what was coming.
I watched as she opened up Craigslist, clicked on 'casual encounters' followed by w4m and began to scroll down the page. She clicked on an ad that read, "Craigslist Slut." She hadn't said a word in awhile and was turning her laptop to give me a better angle from which to read:
*19yo slut looking for M to fulfill dads fantasy - fuck me while he watches, no strings attached - send full body pic with subject yes daddy*
I couldn't believe what I was reading. Did she know about Brent's confession? How? This was unreal!