I knew darned well that I was going to cave eventually. I just didn't know how quickly it would happen and how it would be accomplished. My ex and I adore each other -- just not in the same city. Not in the same province, for a long time. The sex was always good and every time we tried to get back together, two things happened.
1) We ended up in huge terrible arguments that led to horrible breakups.
2)We ended up producing another daughter, three girls that we both love dearly but who are determined to drive the pair of us to an early grave.
Case in point: our middle child, Heather. She is a beautiful child. She's a dark-skinned brown-eyed brunette (my ex, Monique, is black). Heather is intelligent, funny and a Straight-A student. Never a problem, she has a part-time job and banks her money religiously, spending only small amounts on herself.
Heather is also spoiled and willful, when she wants something or sets her mind to it, she can be disturbingly single-minded. In this case, the object in question was something I wasn't caving on in a million years. My beautiful daughter wanted a motorcycle.
There was no way, not in a million years, not ever, not going to happen, not a chance that I was going to let Heather have a motorcycle.
I am sure all of you fathers with daughters know exactly what's coming.
I knew somehow she would manage to find a way to wrap Daddy around her little finger and get herself a motorcycle. I was determined to hold off for as long as I could. I couldn't really stop her from buying one as she was then 20 and an adult, but she was an adult living under my roof RENT FREE. I held the trump card.
Or so I thought.
"You know she's going to win, Sean," Monique said to me over the phone. "I'm just curious to see how she does it."
I had to admit to curiosity about that myself. Heather may be spoiled and willful, but she isn't petulant. She wouldn't sulk or anything like that. She did try debating my point but I think they're dangerous and I didn't want her riding one. When she pointed out my hypocrisy (I had ridden one when I met Monique) I reminded her that I had been in three accidents and now drove a much more sedate Lamborghini.
I did not expect my daughter to win me over with seduction. Please readers, I am not a child molester and although I knew my daughter was beautiful, I never thought of her in that way. Not until I came home one night and found her curled up in my bed wearing a tiny white teddy and a feather boa and white stilettos that all looked incredible against her dark skin. Heather is more beautiful than her mother; she got the best of both of us. "Daddy," she purred in a husky, sensual tone. "I'm here to make you a little -- proposition."
My daughter stood up and even her way of moving had changed. It was now sensual and alluring and she wasn't averting her gaze. "You like my outfit, don't you Daddy? I will wear things like this for you -- and ONLY you -- as often as you want. Do you understand what I mean, Daddy? I'm willing to become your lover. You get what you want if I get what I want."
Okay, you can all think it because I thought it too. Consider this if you will -- I was a 43-year old bachelor not dating anyone seriously. My work at the Lamborghini dealership I co-owned with my brother kept me busy and I hadn't had a chance to go out and meet a lady in a while. In front of stood a mocha-skinned beauty with dark, curly hair and the body of a
Playboy
centerfold. She's an adult, I'm an adult and dammit, I wanted her! I pulled her close and snarled "Okay, you devious little bitch, you win!" There is a saying "a stiff prick has no conscience" and mine sure as hell didn't seem to.
Heather walked to the bed and stretched out on it. "No Daddy, we BOTH win," she told me. "I've wanted to find a way to fuck you for a long time; I've wanted to know why mom kept fucking you over and over. Show me Daddy -- make me your little slut, your little
biker slut.
"
How do you argue with something like that? I sure as hell couldn't, so I joined Heather on the bed. She showed me skills that proved to me she wasn't a virgin. I wasn't taking advantage of her; she drove me crazy with a tongue skilled beyond her years. I was being undressed at the speed of light and when I was totally naked, by cocoa-kitten climbed on top. "I'm going to fuck you so well Daddy, you won't want to fuck other girls," she purred. "I'm the kind of girl that gets in deep and makes a man want to come back for more and more."
She was telling the truth about that, my Heather was. Her body almost seemed to slither on top of mine and when she moved, she also seemed intent on taking my breath away. Heather's body was demanding that I gave her my best work and she writhed and twisted, her ebony beauty catching the light every so often. It gave her a beautiful glow and I knew that as wrong as this was, it was going to happen again and whenever she wanted it too. I knew as well that this wasn't just about a motorcycle, that was only a small part of it. My middle child really wanted Daddy to fuck her and she had set out to fulfill her wish.
I spent hours in bed with my daughter, making sure she got as much out of me as I got out of her. When we finished, we went down to the dealership and she picked out the bike she wanted. To my surprise, she didn't want me to
buy
it for her as I had expected, only co-sign the paperwork. "You silly man," she laughed as we drove home. "Did you think all this time I wanted you to pay for it? No Daddy, I had the money saved for a large down payment, I just wanted to get your approval."
Okay, I felt like a huge schmuck.
I should have known things weren't going to be that simple either. I mistakenly assumed that Heather would keep our little liaisons to herself. I never counted on the fact that she would share them with one of her closest confidantes and that, in turn, would lead to a further complication.
I was home by myself one night; my girls had gone out with friends. Frankly, I was glad to have a night free from Heather; although it was possible she might sneak into bed with me later. The sex had been non-stop and in the interest of full disclosure, it wasn't always my daughter who initiated. The first time I saw her in those slinky leather pants and black boots, I nearly tore her apart in bed. Heather didn't seem to mind a bit.
I was surprised to receive a visit from my oldest daughter, Nicole. She had been living with her boyfriend, Terry. From the expression on her face, things were not going well. My 22-year daughter knew all-too well how I felt about Terrance. Look up "asshole" in the dictionary and you'll likely see his picture beside the definition.
"I want to move home, Daddy," Nicki said after hugging me hello. "Terry wants to control every facet of my life and I just can't stand it. Would it be okay if I came back here to live for a while, until I save up enough money to afford a nice apartment of my own?"
I looked at her quizzically. "How do you plan to do that if you're going to be paying me rent?" I insisted that once the girls graduated high school, they had to contribute to the expenses of the house, including our cable, electricity and phone bill.
Nicole looked at me with her big brown eyes and wiped a stray auburn curl from her forehead. She looks like my side of the family and is taller than Heather by almost 5 inches. "I was hoping that maybe I wouldn't have to pay rent, if we could work something out," she asked me with a crafty smile.
"Work something out, how do you mean?"