I was riddled with shame in the hours that followed me spying on my son masturbating. It was not something a mother should do. It was depraved and wrong. I promised myself that I would never do anything like it again. And yet, in the days that followed, I found myself thinking about my son more and more. No matter what I tried to busy myself with, images of his tremendous cock flooded my mind.
I pictured his rock-hard abs, his bulging biceps, his muscular legs, his tight buttocks, his big heavy balls, and his huge, thick cock. I saw his closed eyes, his face contorted with pleasure as his dick spasmed and shot his cream all over the shower wall. I imagined myself on my knees, his endless streams of cum flying all over my face and breasts. And I found myself getting wet at the thought. I pleasured myself countless times over the memory.
Whenever I saw my baby boy around the house I was reminded of what I'd seen in the shower. Sometimes it even seemed like he knew. There was something in the way he looked at me across the dinner table, or in the garden. It was the kind of look that told me he knew a secret I'd rather he didn't know. When I saw that knowing grin on his face I wondered if perhaps he had seen me through the gap in the door after all. But no, of course, he hadn't. He would have said something if he had.
I got home from work on Tuesday evening and dropped my bag on the kitchen table. It had been one hell of a day. My team had spent all week preparing for a huge presentation that we were delivering to the board. The presentation was tomorrow so we'd spent the whole day running around like headless chickens to put the final touches on it. Now, more than anything else, I needed a very large glass of wine.
I grabbed a glass from the cupboard and pulled a bottle of red off the rack. Just as I was pouring the delicious red liquid into the glass I remembered that I'd forgotten to load the laundry this morning and my outfit for work was still dirty.
"Oh, Jesus and his 10 bells!" I complained as I plonked the bottle on the counter and hurried out to the laundry room.
I was greeted by the sight of my son, Tristan, standing shirtless at one end of the room, curling dumbbells.
"Tristan, I didn't know you were in here," I said, suddenly finding myself flustered for no good reason. Seeing him work out made him look so manly in ways his father had never looked.
Tristan seemed to pick up on my demeanor and he smirked in that way I was becoming all too familiar with. The smirk that made me think he had seen me watching him in the shower.
"I always work out after school, Mom," he said a little breathlessly.
He must have been working out for a while because his torso glistened with a thin coat of sweat. His muscles bulged as he moved. His chest alone looked like it could take me and an army of strangers on at the same time. His big biceps rippled as he lifted the heavy weights. His abs flinched as he brought them down slowly in front of his body.
"Okay then," I said in a small voice. I tore my eyes away from him before they drifted further south.
I bent over and grabbed the laundry bag and began rummaging through it to find tomorrow's outfit. Behind me, I heard my son's labored breathing as he pumped iron. I hazarded a glance back at him and saw that his eyes were locked on me. I looked back at the laundry quickly.
Had he been staring at my ass?
I continued rummaging, a little thrill running through me at the thought that my son might be staring at my derriere. I gave my tush a subtle wiggle before finding what I was looking for and standing up straight.
I took my time loading the machine, stealing sneaky glances at Tristan. He was no longer staring at me. He was looking down at the weights in his hands. My gaze traveled down to his loose black shorts and I was disappointed to see that no bulge was visible through the material.
"What do you fancy for dinner?" I asked, starting the machine and turning to face my ripped son.
He dropped the dumbbells and lay down on the bench. "Hmm," he pondered, wrapping his thick fingers around the barbell. I imagined those fingers gripping his cock which was easily twice as thick as the bar in his hands. "Something with sausages maybe. I'm in the mood for sausages. How about you, Mom?" As he lifted the barbell off the wrack, he turned his head to look at me, that shit-eating grin on his face once again.
I met his gaze and my tongue flicked across my lips unconsciously. "Yeah, I'm in the mood for sausage," I replied.
He looked up at the ceiling, spreading his legs wider as he struggled with the weight. "Sausage it is then," he grunted.
I left the laundry room wondering if that had been an innocent conversation about dinner or a filthy innuendo. I found myself hoping for the latter.
I finished pouring that glass of wine and settled down on the couch. I flicked on the TV to unwind for a bit before I started dinner. My mind drifted to thoughts of Tristan and his delicious body, panting away covered in sweat just a few meters away. As I turned up the volume on my TV show, I absent-mindedly began to play with my breasts. I closed my eyes in glee as I squeezed the fleshy globes and imagined my son was doing it. I could almost feel him biting down on them as he sucked on them. My middle finger and thumb pinched one nipple between the both of them as I rubbed it, feeling it stiffen in my fingers.
I shuddered as I felt my body respond, feeling an ache between my legs. My free hand moved from its resting place on the couch and slowly descended to my clothed groin. I rubbed myself lightly through the fabric of my jeans, imagining what Tristan would feel like if he were here doing this instead.
I was pulled out of my lusty daydream when my husband arrived home from work. I downed the remainder of my wine before grabbing Mark's hand and dragging him upstairs. I rode him relentlessly, picturing my son the entire time, until I orgasmed explosively all over my husband's underwhelming cock.
*
Two days later I was feeling much more relaxed. The presentation at work had gone amazingly well. I'd received a bonus for my hard work and was due to receive a pay bump too. I'd booked a personal day so I could squeeze in some self-care to help me relax after the stressful couple of weeks I'd had. The first part of a self-care day was waking up late. Of course, Mark had woken up when he got up for work, but I'd simply gone back to sleep as soon as he'd left the room.
I slept like a log and it was gone 10 am when I finally woke up properly. As I lay there in bed, I stretched my limbs, enjoying the softness of the sheets against my skin. My thoughts drifted to the past week and my conflicted feelings towards Tristan. The way he looked at me made my stomach turn with desire and yet repulsed me at the same time. I couldn't deny the hunger for his big, thick cock that had stirred inside me.
I shook my head, trying to dispel those thoughts from my mind as I got out of bed. Today was supposed to be a day of relaxation, not one of depraved lust. Those thoughts and feelings were wrong on every level. Maybe after a day of self-care, I would be able to get my head in order and finally stop having such perverted desires.
I climbed out of bed and the sun crept through the gap in the curtains and warmed my naked body. The first thing I needed was a steaming cup of coffee. I pulled on my dressing gown and padded downstairs. The lay-in had done me wonders and I didn't yawn even once as I made myself a coffee.
As I carried my coffee through to the living room I heard the sound of the TV drifting down the hall. Mark was at work and the kids were at school so there was nobody home to be watching TV. I tutted and shook my head. Somebody had left it on. Honestly, kids had no regard for energy bills.
I pushed open the door only to see my son lounging across the couch in just his boxer shorts. He didn't look very surprised to see me. He turned his head lazily and smiled. "Oh hey, Mom. Why aren't you at work?"
"I took a personal day," I said. I took a seat on the other couch, trying to resist the urge to look at his body. "Why aren't you at school?"
"Some issue with the power. School's shut today," he said with a shrug.