I love my sister's butt. Or, I should say, I'm in love with it.
My name is Ted, I'm 19 years old and I live with my parents and sister Lisa. Lisa is a year and a half older than me and we both go to college - me at a community college, her at the university.
Growing up, I never looked at Lisa sexually. Sure, when hormones were raging, I might have glanced at her chest every once in a while, but that was it. She was always just my sometimes annoying older sister.
That changed, however, last year when I was passing her room one day. She had just gotten out of the shower and was dressing. She hadn't closed her door the whole way, and I could see that she was naked standing in front of her dresser going through a drawer.
I was about to just go into my room - I didn't want to invade or her privacy - when I saw what became from that day my center of absolute attention: her big butt.
We're an Asian family, and, for the most part, Asians are on the small side: height, breasts, butts, and sadly, penises. Not every Asian person conforms to that, but it's mostly true.
This is why I was so enthralled with Lisa's butt. It was huge. Big and round. From the porn I looked at online, it looked more like a Spanish or black girl's butt. It was the perfect example of a big bubble butt. The fact that Lisa was thin with a small waist made her butt look that much bigger.
I stared at her butt for longer than I should have, my penis growing in my pants. When it looked like she was going to turn around, I quickly walked away and went into my room and shut the door.
I took off my pants and started playing with myself thinking about her butt. How had I never noticed it before, I wondered. The more I though about it, I realized that Lisa pretty much only wore baggy pants or lose fitting clothes. She's probably self-conscious of it, I thought.
Like I said, we're an Asian family and we live primarily in an Asian community. All the girls we went to high school with - many of which are also going to our same colleges - look similar. I think this is why my sexual tastes leaned towards bigger: big breasts and thighs and, of course, butts.
I rarely look at Asian porn; I opt for black or Spanish girls, sometimes white girls.
It didn't take me long to come thinking about Lisa's butt. Little did I know then that that would be pretty much my only source of masturbation material for quite sometime.
I tried to get glimpses of Lisa's butt but failed. She kept it well covered. In fact, a lot of the times the clothes she wore made her look kind of fat. I got so desperate I burst into the bathroom one day when she was showering hoping for a little peek. But she was behind the curtain and I couldn't see anything and she just yelled at me to get out.
I even thought about hiding in her closet or setting up a camera somewhere, but I realized if she caught me I'd be dead. My parents would probably through me out of the house too.
I resigned myself to the fact that I'd probably never see it again. My nightly masturbation sessions thinking about seeing her beautiful butt would have to do.
But that was all about to change.
It was about seven o'clock on a Friday evening and I was watching TV when I heard Lisa's car pull into the driveway. Our parents were out; they usually went out on Friday nights.
I heard the door open and Lisa walk into the kitchen.
"Hey, Lisa," I called from the living room. She didn't answer.
Lisa and I weren't real close; even though we lived in the same house there were days where we wouldn't see or talk to each other, but I think we had a pretty good relationship.
I got up and walked into the kitchen. Lisa was pouring herself some orange juice.
"Hey," I said. "How's it going?"
She looked up at me. Her eyes were red and I could tell she'd been crying.
"You okay?"
She nodded.
"What's wrong?"
She put the juice container on the counter. "Nothing."
"You sure?"
She picked up her glass but then put it down again.
"I had my first gym class today," she said.
"Gym? You have to do that in college? I thought we were done with that after high school."
Lisa nodded. "That's why I thought, but it's a requirement. I signed up for volleyball. I always liked that in high school and I was pretty good too."
"What, your team lose today?" I asked with a chuckle.
She shook her head. "Playing was fine, it was actually kind of fun. It was afterwards that sucked."
She took a sip of her juice. "The gym was really hot and I worked up a sweat so I thought I'd take a shower. Some of the other girls did too, but not all of them. So I shower and go back to my locker. I was talking to some of the girls, we were just joking and laughing, but when I took my towel off to get dressed, everything stopped."
I couldn't help my picture my naked sister in that locker room and I felt my penis start to respond. "What do you mean?" I asked.
Lisa hesitated for a few seconds. "Everybody was looking at my...butt."
I didn't know what to say.
"Most of the girls in the class are Asian and they're all, you know, kind of small. You probably know some of them, they went to our high school. And they're looking at me like I'm a freak. I mean, they're acting like they're playing around, like I'm in on the joke, but I saw them."
Lisa's voice was starting to break and she sounded like she was going to cry again.
"They all start saying stuff about it, how big it is, that I'm half black or I'm the Asian Kardashian sister."
Tears welled up in her eyes and started streaming down her face. I grabbed a napkin and handed it to her. She wiped her eyes and blew her nose.
"What did you do?" I asked.
She shrugged. "I pretended to go along with their jokes and I got dressed as fast as I could and I got out of there. Teddy, I don't know if I can do that again."
Suddenly, she hugged me. I wasn't expecting it and backed up a step, but I hugged her back.
"It's alright, Lease. Forget those bitches. They're probably just jealous anyway."
"Jealous? What do you mean? Why would they be jealous?"
I broke the embrace and looked Lisa in the eye. "You said so yourself, they're all girls with little, flat asses. They'd probably kill to have yours."
Lisa frowned. "I'd kill to get rid of mine."
"Don't say that," I said. "I love your butt."
As soon as I said it, I knew I shouldn't have.
"You love my butt?"
"Well, I, uh..." I stammered.
"When have you, I mean, how have you...?"
I looked at her for a moment thinking about my options. I could lie and just tell her that I meant I loved her butt in a general way, like "you're great, there's nothing wrong with you."
I could go one step further than that and say that from what I could tell she had a great butt and she should be proud of it.
Or I could just tell her the truth. I opted for the latter.
"About five months I ago," I began, "I passed your room and saw you in there."
Lisa looked confused. "Yeah, so?"
"You were naked."
Her face turned red. "Oh my god. You saw me naked?"
"Well, not all of you, just your butt."
Her faced turned a darker red. "Oh, god, you saw my giant ass?" She turned away from me. "Did it gross you out?"
"Lisa, look at me."
She slowly turned and reluctantly looked me in the eyes.
"You have a great ass. Much better than those girls we went to high school with."
Talking about Lisa's ass, with Lisa on top of it, had gotten my fully erect. My penis was painfully pushing against my jeans.
She shook her head. "You're just saying that. I know it's big and gross."
I shook my head. "You're wrong. It's beautiful, one of the best I've ever seen."
She smiled a little. "Oh, yeah? How many have you seen?"
I blushed. "Well, not that many in person, but plenty online."
She thought for a moment. "I don't believe you. I think you're just saying this to make me feel better."
"It's true, Lisa. In fact-" I stopped myself from saying too much.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"Tell me."
I sighed. This might be the only way I could convince her.
"After I saw your butt that day, I went and I, uh..."
"You what?"
"I, uh, thought about it and..."
"And what?"
"I masturbated."
Lisa's eyes got wide. I thought she might scream or start crying again, but she surprised my by laughing.
"You...jerked off thinking about my ass?"
I nodded, bashfully.
"Oh my god, you're such a perv."
My erection long gone, I felt completely ashamed. I mumbled something and turned to go to my room, and possibly never leave it again.
"Wait, Teddy," Lisa said, grabbing my arm. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that."