A/N -- Hello all. If this story looks familiar, like I explained at the beginning of 'The Thin Line Between', shit the fan and I went radio silent for quite a while. A few of the stories are simply uploads of previous stories so people can enjoy them again after a couple of years, but it has given me the opportunity to makes some minor edits and adjustments. As always, hope you enjoy it, whether it's the first time of reading or not. If you hate it, well, can't please everyone!
This follows a familiar trope at the beginning, but I'm of the theory that, after such a betrayal, where would someone go looking for love?
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Let's be honest, you never believe it's going to happen to you. You read stories on the internet. You read novels. You watch movies. You hear about it from friends or relatives. But you never truly believe it will happen to you. You believe your girlfriend, fiancΓ©e or wife wouldn't do that to you. She loves you and would never tear your heart out in such a manner.
But, of course, you are deluding yourself. Not everyone, of course. It doesn't happen to everyone. But when you have doubts, there is usually no smoke without fire. It took a long time for the doubts to creep in, for me to start questioning one or two things. I didn't set a trap or anything like that. I knew that, one day, I would discover the truth pretty much by accident.
We'd been married for five years by the time I discovered the truth. We dated for two years before we moved in together, or more to the point, I moved in with her. We lived together for another two years before I popped the question. I looked forward to a future together. Marriage, kids, the works. She was career minded at the time and the kids thing eventually faded but we were still happily married. Gorgeous. Intelligent. A real diamond. Even my friends joked about what she saw in me. But whenever they saw us together, she would hang on my every word, always close and affectionate. I loved her just as much in return. We were partners in crime and I genuinely thought we would spend the rest of our lives together.
But you never think it's going to happen to you.
I'm not sure how cheating spouses are generally caught. Is it because they get over confident? Let slip the truth? So brazen that it being discovered is almost guaranteed? I don't know.
Me, I simply found my wife in bed with my best friend having arrived home early from work. I wasn't home early to catch her in the act. I thought she would still be at work and I'd simply finished early for the day. But I walked in the front door of my house and heard noises upstairs. By the time I'd made it up the stairs and was standing at the bedroom door, all I did was clear my throat for my best friend to leap off my wife, watching her pull up the covers to hide her shame. My best friend... The prick decided to look smug for a moment.
I'm sure some people probably expected me to turn violent, at least in regards to my best friend. But while I was angry, mostly I was just disappointed, and definitely heartbroken. To have your wife cheat sucks. But for her to do that with my best friend? That's a double whammy that you could probably never recover from. In an instant, you've lost two of the most important people in your life.
I could have asked 'Why?' from both of them. Or how could they do it to me? But, in the end, nothing they could say would really matter. I'd found them being intimate. She was my wife. He knew that, yet he chose to sleep with her behind my back. Some friend.
"So this obviously means a divorce," I stated.
When she didn't even say sorry, or beg me to stay, staying silent as I just stared at her, that told me everything I really needed to know. To not even sit there, try and justify, not that one could ever really justify such an action, I just turned and walked into the room where we kept our belongings. I wasn't going to kick her out as it was still her place. So all I did was grab a bag, pack most of my clothes, returned to the bedroom where I took off my wedding band and placed it on the bedside table.
"You'll be hearing from my lawyer," I said.
She still didn't say anything. To be honest, she looked utterly ashamed and almost incapable of any words. Tears had formed. Crocodile or real, I didn't care. My best friend by now looked the same. I think he now realised what he'd done. Not only had he been screwing my wife but he'd just ruined a friendship that had lasted for most of our lives. To be honest, that hurt more than the cheating spouse. At least two decades of friendship over in an instant, and for what? A little bit of sex?
Heading out to my car, I sat in the driver's seat and stayed there for I'm not sure how long. I think it was probably shock. I was surprised I didn't start crying, even bawling my eyes out. Instead, I just felt incredibly numb. I guess it's the realisation that part of your life is now over and, somehow, you have to rebuild.
What I didn't want to do that night was sleep alone in some hotel, no doubt with a bottle of booze, feeling all depressed. I couldn't speak to my best friend. That was over. I didn't really feel like talking with my parents. So that left only one person who, aside from my soon to be ex-wife, was probably the most important person in the world to me.
I dialled the number and waited through a couple of rings. "Hello."
"Natalie, it's David."
"Oh, hi, Davey." My sister paused a moment. "What's wrong?" I guess my tone wasn't its normal chipper self.
"I need somewhere to stay tonight. Don't suppose you have a spare room available?"
I silently thanked her for not asking what was wrong. "Of course. When will you get here?"
"Well, I'm currently sitting in my car outside my house so... I should be there in an hour or two."
"I'll put some beers in the fridge."
I couldn't help but chuckle, as she seemed to know exactly what I needed. "Thanks. You're a diamond."
"Drive safe. Have you had dinner?"
"No. I was but..." I trailed off.
"I'll cook up a little something too."
"You don't have..."
"I don't mind," she stated, interrupting my protests, "Just drive safely, okay?"
"Will do."
Two hours later, I parked my car behind that of my sisters, grabbing my bag from the passenger seat and slowly walked towards the front door. It opened and my sister walked out to greet me with a hug. Her daughter, my niece, Alison, or Aly from short, also wandered out to say hello.
"Tell me about it later," my sister whispered into my ear. I just nodded as the pair of them led me inside.
"Are you staying tonight, Uncle Davey?"
"Yeah." My sister met my eyes. "Maybe a bit longer. I don't know."
She seemed happy at the response, skipping towards the door. Natalie led me to the spare room. I wasn't surprised to see everything had already been cleared away, the bed had been made and it already looked like a bedroom. I dumped my bag on the bed and suddenly felt myself slump.
"You okay?"
I nodded. "Yeah, it's just been a shit day. Well, a shit few hours at least."
"Once Aly is in bed, you can tell me about it."
"Going to need a beer or two for that," I muttered, "Probably more, to be honest."
After dinner, and once Aly had gone to bed, I sat back and sipped the bottle of beer as she joined me, a glass of wine for her and the rest of the bottle in a bucket of ice. She didn't ask any questions, simply giving me time to get my thoughts in order. It took a couple of beers before I felt able to say something. I surprised myself by how... calm I felt. No tears. No tantrums. I wasn't even really angry. Again, just a feeling of abject disappointment and emptiness. It wasn't that I had expected it but... well... life does throw the occasional curveball...
"I'm definitely getting a divorce," I finally stated once I'd opened my third bottle of beer.
"What happened?"
"I walked into our bedroom to find my wife and best friend in the middle of..." I sighed. "Well, let's just say they were enjoying time together. All I had to do was clear my throat for them to stop. She at least looked ashamed, though whether it was being caught or something else. He looked smug for a while before the realisation of what he'd actually done seemed to hit."
"What did you do?"
"I could have ranted and raved. I could have got into a fight with him. But you know what? Would have been pointless. I caught them, that's all that mattered. So I simply packed a bag, took off my wedding band and left it with her, got in my car then I called you."
"Did you have any idea she was having an affair?"
I shrugged. "No, and I would never have guessed it would have been with him. Sure, we've both been busy at work, but that's during the week. I thought our love life was fulfilling though. We were together every weekend and our intimacy hadn't dropped off at all. I never actually believed..."
"Are you sure you're not being too quick?"
"No. Call me old fashioned but doing that is unforgivable in my book." I was already adamant in my mind about that. "She broke the vows, Natalie. We both promised to love, honour and cherish each other. We made a commitment to each other. The only thing I now think is... Was there anyone else? Who knows? I'd rather not know."
"Will you go into work tomorrow?"
I took another sip of beer then nodded. "I will but I'll be speaking to my lawyer first thing."
"You can stay here for as long as you want."
"Thanks."
"That's what little sisters are for, right?"
"Look after their broken big brother?"
"Something like that."
I woke up the next morning to numerous texts and voicemails from the wife. I deleted all the voicemails but read one or two of the texts. They were as I expected. Denial at first. Not of the actual act I'd caught her in, but that it was a one-time thing, a mistake, that it had meant nothing. The later messages were obviously sent after a bottle of wine, as they turned soppy, insisting that she loved me, she wanted to work on our relationship, that I was the most important thing in her life.
I sent a simple, sort reply to the very last text.
I want a divorce. My lawyer will be in contact.
It was all went rather smoothly, to be expected once I'd explained the situation to my lawyer. I didn't want her house despite the fact my name had been added after I'd moved in. That was our only major asset and she could now deal with it. Other than that, it was simply signing the papers and that was that. I was now a single man. My sister offered me the spare room in her home for as long as I needed it.
That was seven years ago.
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