My Only Love

Let me first state that my son, Adam, is the love of my life. He is my Prince, my best friend, and without him my life would be meaningless. He is the only man that I need in my life. He is my only love, as the title of this story states. With that said, I also want grandchildren some day. I would never keep him from finding that special woman that he hopes to spend the rest of his life with. But until he does, he is mine.

Adam is, in my opinion, the most handsome man that I have ever seen. He has long brown hair, soft brown eyes and even at nineteen, he has a body that most women find desirable. He works out, not to get big and muscular, but to stay in shape for sports and to impress the ladies. He started to work out when he was going through puberty to help with those awkward growth spurts. Even now though he spends about four hours a week working out

We have been on our own since Adam's father was sentenced to life in prison for trying to smuggle drugs across the border when Adam was a baby. Adam has never met him thankfully, and I never married the dumbass.

Being on our own allowed us more privacy and the freedom to be ourselves. It wasn't unusual for him to see me walking around in just my panties and a tank top. He didn't seem to mind at least. I have to admit though that at times I did that just to get a reaction out of him. I knew he had been sneaking my underwear at night from the hamper in the laundry room to jerk off to. I didn't mind that. It actually gave me a little thrill knowing he was enjoying my panties that way. I could even imagine him lying in bed with his cock all lubed up and his hand gliding up and down it as he sniffed the aroma of my pussy in the gusset of my panties. I usually ended up masturbating myself as I thought about it.

I was never one of those mothers who felt torn about the lust she had for her son. I wanted my son to bend me over and fuck me really good. I just never had the nerve to approach him about it. I knew he wanted to as well, but like me, the fear of actually bringing it up was just too strong. I could hear him at night creeping down to the laundry room to find a pair of my panties. I knew he would, and made sure to leave a fresh pair for him. During the day while at work I would sneak off to the ladies room and rub my clit through the crotch of my panties just long enough to get the material nice and wet. If I listened carefully I could hear him grunt and groan his way through a pretty good stroke session.

When we finally did have sex for the firs time, I had just closed out a pretty big case where my client was suing her doctor for malpractice. I won't go into details, but I won the case and netted her over a million dollars in the settlement. It was time to celebrate.

That night we went out to eat and had ourselves a good night of fine food, and even some dancing. When we got home we were laughing and still having fun. We hadn't even started drinking. Since he was still only nineteen, we decided to wait until we got home to have some drinks. But as we got inside, I was leaning my back against the wall and slipping my shoes off when Adam leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I felt my heart racing and a rush of warmth come over me as his warm lips touched mine. I was surprised at his bold move though and when he pulled away, I placed a hand to my lips as I looked at him.

"I'm sorry." He said nervously. "I just..."

"No, Baby, it's good, you're good. Really." I smiled, kicking my other shoe off. I stepped up to him and slipped my arms around him. "Kiss me again."

Adam did the one thing that I will never forget. He reached up and put his hands on my cheeks and leaned in and kissed me again. This time it felt so good and so warm and loving that I felt my body get weak. My knees were shaking and I reached up and held onto his broad shoulders to save myself from collapsing. Holy shit can this boy kiss!

He didn't just kiss me, he captured me. My lips were his from that point on. My panties grew damp as my arousal increased with each passing moment. When he parted again I was still standing there with my eyes closed and my lips pursed. He gave a small laugh and gave me small kiss to snap me out of it.

"I take it you approve?" He smiled.

"Wha...whoa!" I breathed, fanning myself. "Who the fuck taught you how to kiss like that?" I asked,his arms still around me. I looked up at my handsome son and he winked.

"No one." He said, "I just always wanted to kiss you like you deserve to be kissed."

I was touched beyond words. A tear formed in my eye when he said that to me. I smiled. "Well, you can kiss me like that any time you want, Baby." I said. He smiled.

"Good." He said. "I want to kiss you again now though."

I leaned up and met his lips with mine. This time it felt even more loving, and more wonderful. I felt his hands behind me, caressing my back softly. Before I knew it I as parting his lips with my tongue and I found him accepting of that little invasion. Our tongues met and I tasted him as he tasted me. Out tongues danced slowly for several moments before we parted again. I breathed again and put my face into his chest and felt his racing heartbeat. I also felt something else. He had an erection pressing against me that felt as if it were going to shred the front of his pants at any second. I smiled and pressed myself against it even more, feeling it pulse slighting through the fabrics of our clothes. I didn't say anything this time. I didn't want to spoil the moment. We were enjoying each other finally, as we should have been all along. I stepped away and moved into the living room after setting my dinner purse down.

"Join me for a beer?" I asked, leaning back into the foyer.

"You going to card me?" He joked. I laughed.

"After that kiss?" I smiled. "You are definitely the man of this house."

He smiled and took my hand as I led him into the kitchen. I took out two ice cold beers from the refrigerator and handed him one. He slipped his arm around me again and gently pulled me close. We kissed again, this time though it was sweeter, less passionate, but still wonderful. I stopped and put my head against him. "We need to consider where this may lead, Adam."

"I am aware." He said, placing a finger under my chin and lifting me up to look at him. "I am, and I am not going to back out now. I have been wanting this for a long time now."

I smiled. "Me too, Baby." I said, "So very much."

"Then fuck it." He said, and I looked up at him. "I want you more than anything in this world, Mother, and not just to make love to, but dance with you always, and to kiss you like you deserve to be kissed. I want to always make you happy and bring smiles to your face every morning and every night."

"Baby, you already make me smile those wonderful smiles." I said. "But I want all that for you too."

"Then you're not going to stop me from taking you upstairs?" He asked, scooping me up effortlessly into his arms. I was startled at first at just how easily he picked me up. I put my arms around his big strong neck and kissed him again.

"No, Baby, not in the least." I said. I went to set my beer on the table at missed. The bottle hit the floor and shattered. We ignored it as he carried me up the stairs to my room.

Adam's strong hands caressed my breasts from behind me as he kissed up my neck to my ear. Soft moans escaped my lips as the feelings I had longed for were finally flooding through me. He unzipped the dress I was wearing and opened it up and slipped it over my shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. I stood there in my bra, panties and nylons. A white garter belt rounded out my sexy ensemble. I heard him take a breath as he took in my body. I knew that I looked good. I keep in good shape. Plus I knew he had always looked at me as being sexy to him. He turned me around and looked me up and down.

"You're even more beautiful than I had imagined." he said. I blushed, and as his hands fell to my sides and down my hips, I felt more alive and more aroused than ever before. He leaned in and kissed me again, like before. That hot loving kiss that sent my body into another world, and I could feel his love and affection for me. I fell back onto the bed and took a breath as he looked at me. I smiled.

"Let's get you out of those clothes."

He had already taken off his jacket. He smiled and grabbed his shirt and ripped it open like Superman rips open his shirt to reveal his big letter 'S'. I had never actually seen a man do that before,and buttons flew everywhere, causing us to laugh. He tossed the now useless shirt aside and stood there as I unbuckled his belt. His muscles looked so well defined and sexy beneath his tank top. Usually men will flex in some way as if to impress the lady, but Adam knew he didn't need to do that with me. He knew how I felt about his strong young body. I complimented him on it every chance I got. He was young, strong and sexy.

When I had his pants open and was pulling them down, I could see the large bulge of his cock pushing at the fabric of his boxers. I had seen his bulge before, but never his cock. Not since he was a boy and I would give him his baths. He was definitely much, much bigger now. He took off his tank top and set it aside as I tugged his boxers down and saw for the first time the cock that I had been wanting for so long now. It sprang up long and hard in front of me in all it's beautiful glory. I had never seen such a magnificent cock before. This wasn't a dick or a penis. It was the epitome of what a cock should look like.

"You definitely didn't get this from your father." I said, smiling.

It was long and hard, and with thick pulsing veins and a large helmet topping it off. He was shaven too, which only made his beautiful cock all the more delicious to the eyes. It had to have been at least nine inches long and heavy. He breathing quickened and I could tell he was aroused more than he was expecting. His cock was staring me in the face. I am sure his fantasies were coming true for him to. I saw his flinch and grunt a little.

"Oh shit." I thought. "He's going to cum already."

Not wanting to embarrass him, I quickly took him between my lips just as a spurt of cum shot out. He maintained his erection thankfully. It was just a mini spurt, but it tasted divine and I loved the warmth of it as it coated my tongue. I swallowed the tasty, salty treat and took him on deeper. Adam let out a sigh as my lips and tongue moved back and forth along his long veiny shaft. I was enjoying the thick feel of it. The heat and the texture. The scent of him was intoxicating as I breathed through my nose. I loved the aroma of his sex. Male. Musky. Sexy.

I sucked on him for a few minutes before I backed off and looked up at him. "How do you want me, Baby?" I asked. "How do you take me in your fantasies?"

"On your hands and knees, with your beautiful ass in the air." He said, but as I got up to turn around, he stopped me. "But I want to see you for my first time...if that is OK."

"Your...first time?" I asked.

"Mom...I've never..."

"Oh...oh my god, Baby...you mean...I get to have you first?" I smiled.

"Yeah." he blushed. "I've never wanted to make love to anyone else but you."

I had never been so happy, so excited and so flattered in all of my life. I crawled up on the bed and lay on my back and opened my legs for him. He had a smile on his face a mile long as he kicked off the rest of his clothes and climbed in between my open legs.

"Take them off...uh..gently." I smiled.

He reached down and took my panties by the waistband and as I lifted my hips, he pulled them off and brought them to his nose. It was even sexier seeing him enjoy my smell in person. I knew they were wet from my excitement. He set them aside after a good sniffing and looked down at me. My pussy was wet and waiting. I keep a nice soft well trimmed but lush pubic bush. I love the look and the feel of it when I am masturbating and my hairs brush my palm on my way down to finger my wanting pussy. I reached down and slid a finger between my lips and slowly moved it up and down until you could hear the wetness. My clit was throbbing and begging for attention.

His cock was rock hard between his legs, but instead of jumping right in and fucking me, he got down between my legs and kissed my thighs. Oh god I was never so turned on as I was at that moment. I knew I was going to get his big cock so I was patient. But seeing his handsome face between my legs was indescribable It didn't take much for me at that point and I too came a little. I felt the rush of cream escape my lips and I looked down and laughed a little.

"It must run in the family." I winked. He laughed, but then leaned in an licked upwards between my we lips. He stopped and stuck his tongue out for me to see the white creamy fluid from my pussy on the tip before he closed his mouth and let the taste sink in. His eyes fluttered for a second before he went back down. He may have been a virgin, but he sure as hell know how to lick pussy! Either that or just having him down there was enough to get me off.

I felt his long, thick finger enter me and slide back and forth as he flicked his tongue over my clit. I was moaning by then and squeezing my breasts through my lace bra. It felt so good to have a man, the man, my son down there enjoying my pussy at the same time giving me the best head I have had in a long time.

Adam licked and fingered me until I came hard. My back arched and my toes curled as I raised up and shook. I held onto the locks of his long hair and pressed his face into me as he tongued me me through my climax. I don't know how much cream I was giving, but he was licking every drop as if he were in a desert sucking water from a cactus.

"Fuck me now, Adam." I breathed, waving for him to come to me. He got up, his cock throbbing between his legs and he leaned over and kissed me again. Our tongues met and I could taste my pussy juices on his tongue. I had tasted it many time over the course of my life when I masturbated. I loved the taste. Reaching down I found his hard cock and guided it to me.

"Push." I said, "Slowly, back and forth, little by little, get used to it, let my pussy feel you and let you in." I said softly.

He did as he was instructed and I soon felt his large cock pushing me open slowly. I could feel my insides expand as his cock pushed through, and retract as he back up and again as he moved in deeper with each thrust. I know that I came again as I felt his cock slide in easier as my fluids lubricated his cock even more. I cried out again and again as he pumped his hard cock deep inside me. I had never felt so much love in a hard cock. Adam took his time, paced himself and slowed down when he got close. He was a fucking expert when it came to keeping himself from cumming. For a virgin he was fucking the shit out of me.

Our bodies were rocking back and forth on the bed as he thrust into me and held my legs to my chest. My calves hooked over his shoulders and giving him much more penetration. I could feel his hard cock getting ready to explode inside of me, and had him stop. "Lay down." I said.

When he did I took his cock on my hand and jerked him off until I knew he was about to cum. He jerked and I watched his muscles tense. I took him in my mouth and sucked up and down until I felt his hot cum blasting the back of my throat. I gagged slightly but kept sucking. Wave after wave of hot cum came shooting from his powerful young cock. I swallowed as much as I could and let the rest shoot out over my breasts and hand. He had a massive load, but that can be expected for a virile young stud not even in his prime yet.

Adam watched happily as I licked my hand clean of his hot cum and enjoyed every drop. I smiled as I swiped my finger across my chest and scooped up a large dollop of cum. "God, Adam...what have you been eating?" I asked, licking my finger of his salty goodness. "This taste so fucking good."

"I read...a lot. I wanted to know exactly what to do for you for when we made love, and I knew we would eventually, I just knew it."

I moved over him and leaned in for a kiss, half expecting him to recoil from me after seeing me devour his hot load, but he didn't. We kissed. I didn't french kiss him this time. I didn't want to push it. "You got all of that from books?"

"Well, the internet is good for more than just looking at cats and porn." He smiled.

I pushed him to the bed and leaned over him and smiled. He looked so goddamn beautiful.