I was lost in my fantasy.
An aunt.
A nephew.
A mother.
A son.
All together.
An orgy of forbidden sexuality.
I thought about it as I remembered the taste of my nephew's cum.
I thought of it as I showered.
I thought of it as I prepared dinner.
I thought of the "dark secret," my "dark secret," I had promised to share with my nephew.
Suddenly, everything was moving faster than I imagined possible.
I already had crossed most of my lines. I was contemplating crossing even more.
No, not contemplating.
Planning.
My mind was racing by the time he joined me in the kitchen.
I had expected some awkwardness.
There was none.
I poured him a glass of wine. I already had one.
I went over to him, handing him the glass.
I kissed him.
It definitely wasn't an "aunty" kiss.
The way he looked at me, I knew I owned him. Body and soul.
Amazing what your first blow job can do to you, even at 18!
Now, I would have to teach him that sex wasn't love, and love wasn't sex. Those lessons would be more complicated. I wanted him to enter a world of pleasure, without the hangups and confusion so common today.
But first, I had other plans.
I looked at him.
He was looking at me.
"Remember I mentioned my 'dark secret'?"
"Yes."
"Do you want to enter my secret world?"
"Yes. Yes, please ..."
"I'm bi-sexual. I have been for a long, long time. I like women every bit as much as men. Maybe more. With the exception of you, of course."
He said nothing.
"Have you ever fantasized about two women together?"
A soft, "Yes."
It was getting easier for him to admit intimate things. He was opening, slowly, but he was opening.
"And we are going to have a contest."
"A contest? What do you mean? What does that have to do with your secret?"
"A contest.
"A contest to see which one of us gets into your mom's panties first. You. Or me."
You had to see his face.
It was classic.
Shock.
Stunned surprise.
Mouth open.
But I also was looking right at his mid-section. I saw the reaction. It already was visible. It jumped. Just a little. But it moved.
"You're kidding. THAT'll never happen!" He said it so emphatically.
"No. I am NOT kidding.
"And I DO think it will happen.
"Let me get dinner ready, then, while we eat, I will tell you the story ...this IS what you want, isn't it? You do want both of us? We ARE the great loves of your life, right? You have been fantasizing about these very things, playing with our panties, looking up our skirts, but you never believed they could happen, could come true, right? But they have. They've started too, just as you imagined them. Right?"
It was whispered. But it most definitely was "yes."
I let him think about it, and I could see that he was thinking about it, sipping his wine, while I finished preparing dinner. I could see that he was thinking about it from the obvious bulge in his jeans, a new pair, since I had yet to wash the other ones.
I took my time.
I was enjoying the anticipation.
As I sat down, I began the story.
"The weekend after you helped me rearrange the cabinets over the refrigerator, you do remember that, right?"
"Oh, yeah. Yes. Yes, I do."
"Your mother and father were over here. I had a party, for a lot of our friends we all know. Your mom had been drinking. A lot. Standing in the kitchen, at one point, she came very close. She, of course, knows I'm bi-sexual. I've never made a secret of it. She looked right at me and said she'd never been with another woman, but wondered what it was like. She asked me if I really enjoyed it. I told her, in some detail, exactly WHY I enjoyed it. It wasn't the first time that she hinted an interest ... But this time I KNEW she was interested.
"You want to know what I think?
"I think your mom is a very horny lady. I don't think you dad is home enough.
"I think she is toying with both of us.
"And I don't think she knows how dangerous that can be. Or maybe she does, and maybe that's what she really wants ..."
He had stopped eating while I talked. He was staring at me, still with the mouth half-open, deer-in-the-headlights look.
"You can't be serious?
"My mom would never have sex with you. Never. She'd never do it with me."
"Of course I'm serious. We were talking earlier about exactly how you are going to go about seducing your mom. And I am telling you, I bet you will encounter little resistance. Perhaps some in the beginning, but, if you persist, it won't be as much as you think, and I guarantee you will get where you want to be. Just start slow ... Just like you did with me. Start slow. Move slow. Make sure she is relaxed. If she tenses, back off. Then restart. Lull her. It won't happen the first time you touch her. But it will happen. Look up her skirt. Look for the wet spot. Watch for her to squirm. Listen for a moan."
He was staring intently at me now. His eyes hadn't wavered. I knew I had his attention. All of it.
"You're serious!"
"Yes. Dead serious. Really.
"Do you want to stop?"
"No." Quick. Firm. No hesitancy. None at all.
"Eat. You might need your energy later."
And I laughed.
So he did he. But his was much more a nervous laugh.
I was so turned on I could barely stand it. I had to believe he was, too.
So, I asked.
"Turned on?"
"Yes."
"Me, too. I am truly enjoying this. I want you to, too!"
"Yes ... I am ... honest."
As if I had any doubt.
After I finished cleaning up, and he helped me with the dishes, a first, I went into the living room and lit some candles. I didn't both with the lights.
Standing up, I moved up close in front of him. Leaned into him. And kissed him. A deep, long, wet kiss. It quickly became a mutual kiss. We fell back onto the sofa, still in a lip lock.
I like kissing. And he wasn't complaining.
I like making out. And we had plenty of time.
But he still was quite shy.
Awkward.
His hands failed to take advantage of an obvious situation. After everything, I would have thought he would have been primed for more, that his hands would be roaming freely over my body.
Not so.
Cuddling next to him, I broke the lip lock. Looking into his eyes, I asked him if he liked to masturbate. I wanted to turn him on. I wanted him thinking about sex. About intimacy. I wanted him sharing his sexual secrets with me.
Softly. "Yes."
"Me, too.