MY MOTHER: BETTER THAN PORN
My mother wasn't especially prudish or super conservative, but she did have some quirks about sex. She had no problems with sex itself, or even with masturbation, but she did have a thing about porn. She felt it was to impersonal, that to sit in front of a computer screen all night could become addictive. So she lectured me against watching porn. Whenever she caught me jacking off to sexy women on the internet, I would surely get a lecture.
"You should be with a girl," she'd say. "Sex is meant to be a shared experience. It's not health to sit in your room by yourself pretending you're with someone."
I could expect variations of that lecture every time she caught me. It got to the point where she threatened to take away my laptop. And then she did take away my laptop. So when I was horny, I had to resort to buying dirty magazine down at the corner market.
The great thing about online porn, in addition to it being so easily available, was that it was anonymous. I could look at a sexy naked woman, pretend she was mine and satisfy myself with my hand without anyone ever knowing. Now I had to go to the corner market where people knew me and ask for some of the dirty magazines behind the counter.
The last time my mother caught me, though, things changed.
I was laying on my bed, pants off, thumbing through one of the magazines I bought since my mother changed the passwords on all the computers in the house. I thought she was gone one night so I was relaxing on my bed stroking my hardon looking at pictures of naked barely legal girls and big-titted MILFS when my mother barged in.
I was totally busted. Nowhere to hide, naked with the nudie magazines spread out on my bed and Mom storming at me. "What is wrong with you?" she asked, her hand raised, and slapping me across the top of the head. "What have I told you about this? You should be with people, not pictures. Why can't you find a nice girl and do it the natural way?"
I tried to get my mother to understand. There's nothing I wanted more than to have a pretty girl I could have sex with. At my old high school, I had not problem getting dates. But then when my parents divorced, I moved with Mom and had to switch schools. This was different. It was my senior year and I didn't know anyone. The girls at school were cliquish and paid no attention to me
"I want a girlfriend, Mom, more than anything. But it's hard to make friends here. The girls here won't give me the time of day, so what do I do when I'm horny?"
Mom suddenly relaxed and showed me sympathy. "There's nothing wrong with you," she said. "I shouldn't have said that. I didn't realize what you were going through. I was so caught up in the divorce I forget that it affected you too."
She lifted up a sheet to cover me and the dirty magazines and sat at the edge of the bed. "I understand you have physical needs. Sexual desires are ordinary. So what if we did this. What if I took my top off and let you look at my breasts while you masturbate? That way you are looking at a real person instead of a static picture."
I couldn't believe it. My mother was offering to partially strip so I could jerk off? She had a nice figure for late thirties and I must confess I imagined sucking on her tits before. And now it was actually happening!
She slowly unbuttoned her top and removed it. My cock had softened the instant Mom burst in, but with the talk of taking her top off and letting me jerk off in front of her, I got harder and harder by the moment. "It's okay," she said. "Go ahead and enjoy this." She undid her bra and displayed her perfect B cups and quarter-sized nipples. I started drooling, they were that perfect. I grabbed my cock and started stroking. I became obsessed with her tits the more I looked at them and I asked her if I could massage them.
"Of course," she said. "That is a natural part of it."
I sat up and cupped her breasts, squeezing each one in my hands. They were so squeezably soft, just firm enough. "These feel great, Mom. But when I'm massaging them, I can't stroke myself. Would you do that for me?"
I suspected my mother had been thinking about modeling for me once I turned 18 based on how quickly she suggested it. But I don't think she intended to go this far, to let me touch her while she stroked my cock. She breathed heavier and heavier, almost panting, feeling her son's hands on her breasts, her son's cock in her hand. The more I caressed her breasts, the more I desired to wrap my lips around them, to suck and lick. "Can I suck on your tits, Mom? Is it okay to do this?"
"We love each other, son. Especially now that it is just the two of us, we have to take care of each other. In every way."
I could feel the pre-cum pooling at the tip of my cock. I could go on like this forever, my mother's breast in my mouth as she stroked my rock-hard cock. I wanted to last, but I couldn't. The intensity grew to the point I couldn't take it anymore. "I'm cumming, Mom."
I thought she might stop but instead, she kept going, stroking me with one hand at the same steady pace and rubbing her tits and pincher her nipples with her other hand until I exploded, the deepest orgasm I ever had. I dropped back on the bed, my cum all over my belly and my thighs - and my mother's hand. She reached for the towel I had bedside and cleaned us both up.
"That was amazing, Mom."