As I was extremely unwell, I was not bothered that I was stark naked in presence of my Dad, or for that matter in presence of any man, for the first time after I grew up. As he was wiping me, even in that state of health, I felt the warmth of his care.
Next morning, I was much better and realised that Dad saw me in complete nude for the first time. I felt a bit awkward and shy. At the same time, I wondered if dad liked my nude body. Though I was well enough to do my personal chores dad did not allow me to do so. As I was able to walk, at bath time he took me to the bathroom. He was less hesitant this time and took my nightgown off. I felt quite nice as I displayed my dark young body to him. He looked at me quite admiringly and I felt proud. As his affectionate hands washed and cleaned me I enjoyed the warmth. Though I was pining to feel his hands on my boobs he almost avoided touching me there except for a few seconds, that too with a towel.
After bath, he brought me back to the bedroom and gave me my panty and nothing else. He made me sit on the bed in that semi-naked state and combed me with a lot of care. He even tied my hair in a knot and generously sprayed cologne on my body. He was in his shorts only and I felt very much attracted to his hairy chest. I placed my head on his chest and hugged him. I felt very nice as my boobs and nipples touched his body. He and I held each other for some time and I was pining for his hands and mouth on my boobs. I am sure, he was willing too but didn’t do any thing more than caressing my back. After a while he disengaged from me and made me dress up. I was very disappointed and he must have been too.
Dad bunked office for the second day, which was most unusual for him. He & I spent the whole day together and had a good time talking to each other. He asked me about my boy friends and I freely talked to him.
At bedtime, he again undressed me though I was well enough to change on my own in private. Both of us delayed the process of dressing up and I felt my desire rise again as I noticed his admiring look savouring my nudity. This time, I could not resist myself and hugged him again. I kissed his hairy chest and also his cheeks. I was feeling wonderful as my naked body was pressing against him. My lips automatically got drawn to his lips but he for some time did not reciprocate. Then his resistance broke and he started kissing me.
I felt his strong manhood and held it over his shorts. He also softly played with my boobs. I got pretty excited as the kiss continued. I unbuttoned his shorts and held his strong manhood in my hand. It had grown enormously big & strong. I broke the kiss and looked at it closely – it was dark, very thick and there were thick veins on it, which made it more virile. The foreskin was partly open showing its pink head. It was an awesome view for me and I just couldn’t resist myself and knelt down to kiss it. I felt like fully possessing it and holding it tight in my hand I kissed and licked it all over.
Dad pulled me up, held me close on his chest and slowly moved on to the bed. He lied down and made me sit by his side. I now took my face close to his towering shaft and fondled it with my hand, lips and tongue. I closely explored the hairy area around and felt his balls. The stretch behind his balls and all along his crack there were enormous amount of hair – I made him lift his waist and leaked that hairy stretch like a hungry animal. I licked his crack and he moaned very softly and sweetly.
As I was engrossed in licking, Dad’s hands were on my boobs – he pressed them initially softly and then very hard. He was the first man I ever tasted closely and savoured his virility. Dad suddenly got up and made me lie down. He started exploring my body with his lips and tongue. He kissed my neck & ears and I moaned in ecstasy. He now licked my hairy armpits. It was a great sensation and I reciprocated by licking not only his armpit but also all over his chest. He placed my lips on his tiny nipples and with the slightest touch of my tongue they stood erect; how sweet! He prompted me to bite the nipples – he moaned with every bite and softly slapped my hips encouraging me to bite stronger.
Now he attacked my boobs – he licked all over and then chewed the nipple. At the same time he pressed the other boob. I never felt so excited before. He went down all along my belly and reached my hairy erotic zone. For quite some time he explored my bush with his fingers, lips and tongue. He then turned me round and licked all over my bum. He parted my crack and softly explored with his fingers.
“What nice hair”, he softly whispered.
I suddenly felt his tongue in my crack – Wow! How nice I felt. He again turned me round. He folded and parted my legs – and then parted my pussy lips. He inserted his tongue and started licking and sucking. I screamed in excitement. He found my clit and chewed it making me hit the roof in excitement.
I started screaming, “Dad I want you inside me”.
“Yes, you will have me”, he whispered.
He asked me if I was a virgin.
As I nodded, he said, “It’s very painful, ma”.
“I don’t care”, I retorted.
He asked me when I had my last period. I told him my next one was due in a day or two.
He nodded his head and said, “Let me see how I can keep it least painful”.
He placed a pillow under my hips. He brought a thick sheet and folding it a couple of times, placed it under my bums over the pillow. He spread my folded legs as much as he could and with his fingers put a lot of gel inside. He brought his wonderful manhood close to my pussy and slowly pushed it. I felt it was too big but still was eager to take it in. he gave a strong push and it went in partly – Oh!! What a shock it was – I felt a strong pain but also strong current of pleasure. I moaned softly. Then there was another thrust and I felt it almost ripped me open – wow! the pain was like being pierced by a steel shaft.
But at the same time, it sent an avalanche of wonderful, intoxicating pleasure through my body. I lost my sense completely. Dad stroked me very softly and with each stroke I was getting mad with the pleasure multiplying. After a few such strokes I was in frenzy and came like a volcano.
After I recovered, I felt his manhood was still inside me and it was moving again. Soon he was stroking me to another round of pleasure. Pain was almost not there and the pleasure was multiplying with each stroke. Soon I felt a lot of hot liquid filling my tunnel. The warmth of the hot liquid generated another phase of pleasure and I climaxed.
After a while, Dad pulled me up from bed and took me to the bathroom. I found the sheet had spots of blood. Dad washed me affectionately and brought me back to the bed. He removed the stained sheet and affectionately put me to bed. I slept naked all night tightly hugging him. That was the only occasion I enjoyed Dad’s love. (This part is a secret, which I never shared with any one)
My mom was a very sweet natured and docile person. Her aggressiveness in sex was in great contrast with her nature. She and I were very close and friendly. I had no secrets from her. She was also very frank with me, but was uneasy in discussing sex with me. She told me that he had a boy friend before marriage, but avoided telling me if she slept with him.
She once confessed that she had a soft corner for my uncle (her younger sister’s husband). Uncle always visited our house in the afternoon when dad was in office. Once when dad was away, he stayed overnight. That night, mom and I slept in one bedroom and uncle in the other. At the dead of night, I discovered that mom was not in her bed. I guessed she was with uncle and tiptoed out to watch them. The light in the other bedroom was off and I could not see anything. I could only hear sounds and was sure they were making love. I had a little bitter feeling in my mind. Much later, I woke up to see that mom was stealthily walking into our bedroom and she was wearing nothing other than a flimsy sari, which made her body quite visible. Though I was eager to find out more I never asked mom about her relationship with uncle.
Mom was quite narcissistic in nature and loved to watch herself in the mirror. She also loved to flaunt her physical beauty. Her boobs sagged a bit but were very soft with large nipples. With only women around, she would always like to expose her body at the slightest opportunity. When relatives came to stay with us, she would always change in presence of the female relatives. She often created a situation so that other women have bath with her in the same bathroom. As I grew older and understood intricacies of life, I felt that a lesbian psyche worked inside her.
On Sundays, it was a routine that she & I soaped each other’s back at the time of bath. I was not very easy about my own nudity. So, when I called her in the bathroom, I had my panty on and covered my front with a towel. She would normally take off her blouse, petticoat & bra and loosely tie the sari on her body. After soaping me, she would stand under the shower and then ask me to soap her back. The wet sari left almost nothing to imagination, but she did not bother. Once in a while, she would strip completely. Till such time I got married, I never felt very easy with our nudity. But later I started enjoying the nude bathing with her.
My dad’s death was rather sudden & unexpected. Both mom & I were under deep shock for a few weeks. Later, we were struggling to cope with the void created by his death. As I was already working and dad had saved enough money, we were financially secured. But otherwise, we felt extremely insecure. Mom was more devastated and took a long time to come to normalcy.
Even after coming back to normalcy I felt that she missed dad a lot, not only emotionally but also sexually. She & I slept in the same bedroom, as she was unable to sleep alone. At night, I did see her putting her finger under her sari and masturbate. She was used to have sex every alternate day with dad and at only 46 her sexual urge was great. At this stage, my uncle increased the frequency of his visits to Calcutta (he lived in North Bengal). This gave me a sort of relief and I mentally approved their relationship.