Samantha glanced across the table at her husband. The resentment for the last eight months was burning inside of her. She desperately wanted to scream at the top of her lungs, freeing herself from the chains that were binding her. Thirteen years they had been together but this last one felt like a lifetime in and of itself. Dinking her third whiskey she turned to watch the bride and groom on the dance floor, desperately wanting to tell them to run while they still could.
Alcohol had been a poor choice tonight. It made all those buried and repressed feelings she kept concealed screaming for an escape. This was the last place she wanted to be, pretending to be happily married watching her sister-in-law tie the knot. Samantha finished her drink and set it down. Immediately a hand came down placing a fourth whiskey in front of her. She looked up and saw Tommy. He gave her a knowing smile as he walked away. Samantha wondered why he was always so willing to listen; why he was always so willing to take her side. After all it was his brother that had here downing whiskey to dull her pain, yet he never questioned her side of the story.
Tommy knew she had her faults but he knew his brother's pitfalls as well. He knew it wasn't her that had them again in debt over their heads with two children and mortgage they could barely afford. He also couldn't fault her for her anger, as he knew this wasn't the first time she had to struggle to bail them out of a situation she had not created. He wondered why she was so willing to stay by Joe's side, why she was again doing this to herself. Maybe she stayed for the children, or maybe she still loved him, he couldn't be sure. All he was sure of was that longing look in her eye he had seen in so many women before her.
Tommy and Samantha although never overly close had always got along well. There was always this playful banter between them with an underlying sexual tension. He remembered once trying to seduce her, but that was a lifetime ago. He was nothing more than a boy who was drunk and she was only a girl hopelessly in love with his brother. She had kindly turned him down and she became the one he never had.
Now he was anything but a boy. He was an experienced lover who had seen more than his fair share of action. The Navy had taught him many things including how to take control of a situation and go for what he wanted. Both of which helped him seduce countless lovers. Tommy thought about the look he had seen in her eyes and wondered if he should help alleviate her need. Both of their sexual desires had begun earlier that morning when he had called. He had simply phoned to ask what time they were all leaving to go to the wedding and what he should wear. Samantha had still been sleeping when she answered and almost unknowingly told Tommy she had just been dreaming of him. He had let her statement slide by without comment figuring she hadn't meant to reveal that to him. He did however file it away for later.
They spoke for a few minutes about the upcoming day and Samantha gave Tommy advice on what he should wear. Their conversation was both short and sweet. About an hour later Samantha realized she had forgotten to buy a card. She was sure if she forgot a card than Tommy did as well. She took her cell phone out of her pocket and sent Tommy a text asking him if he needed her to pick one up. He told her to please pick him up a card and informed her he was on his way to her house to pick up his Harley.
Samantha was just about to leave when Tommy pulled up. She told him if he needed his clothes ironed that he could bring them over and she would take care of it. Samantha was willing to do anything as long as it meant he would be attending the wedding, she was not it the right frame of mind to tolerate his family without him. He had always been her rock at family functions and the one keeping a steady stream of alcohol coming. He was also the one who hated the false show of family fun and happiness just as much as she did. Samantha took a long hard look at Tommy before she quickly jumped in her car leaving Tommy and Joe talking.
Samantha had been less than a mile away when her cell phone buzzed. The text message from Tommy was telling her to go to his house; he would be there in five minutes so she could get his clothes and help him take his off. Samantha laughed at his text and quickly changed directions to head for his house. She was only there for a minute when she heard the Harley pulling into the driveway. She watched him get off the bike and together they walked toward the house. He unlocked the door and they both headed for his bedroom. There she pulled out two pairs of pants and told him to try them on. Tommy went out into the hallway to try the first pair on. He came back in and Samantha noticed that they were a little too tight and they bantered back and forth about his gaining weight. Though the truth being told it was more that he had continued to fill out, only an image of the boy he had once been. It was an observation that had not been lost on her. Samantha checked the size on the next pair and handed them to him. He asked her to turn around so he could change and then in the same breath said never mind it doesn't matter and quickly started to strip off his pants. Samantha couldn't help looking at Tommy. She watched as he removed the first pair of pants noticing he was not wearing anything under them. Samantha consciously tried looking anywhere but at his member as he put on the next pair, but she couldn't help stealing glances.
Once Tommy was sure these pants would fit he again began to strip down to put his jeans back on. This time Samantha couldn't help but openly watch as he got dressed. She noted how similarly he was to his brother but also that he was slightly larger and thicker. Looking at him she could feel herself getting wet and quickly tried to change the focus of her thoughts to the things she still had to get done before the wedding. They walked out of the house together and placed his clothes in her car. As he was getting back onto his bike he smiled at her and told her she hadn't done a very good job helping him take his clothes off. Samantha made another reference to her intimate dream and how horny she was and that it probably wasn't the best idea but if she changed her mind there would always be enough time for that later. After a little more casual conversation they both left his house and headed for different directions.
A little while later he texted her again telling her she should have done something about being horny. She replied telling him she wasn't sure if she was ready to cross that line, but that a little alcohol would most likely help her get over her reservations. He texted her back stating they could take a ride on the bike, find some old road to pull over on and just see what happened. Her answer was wedding, alcohol, ride and sex in that order. When her phone went off again it simply displayed ;).
Samantha returned home from running her errands and proceeded to get both her and Tommy's clothes ready. When Joe and she left Tommy had not yet returned. She texted him telling him where he could find all his things pressed and ready to go. He replied saying he would show her his thanks later. The next time they saw each other was here at the wedding and now he had just placed that fourth whiskey down in front of her. She watched him walk away and sighed silently wondering if she would in fact sleep with him. Samantha wanted to desperately. She knew if all you wanted was cheap meaningless sex Tommy was your man, and discretion was his middle name, but it was Joe's brother and she still wasn't sure if she could go through with it.
Lost in thought she didn't see Joe come up behind her. He rubbed her arm and she just glared at him. He asked her if she was ok and she assured him she was, though she could tell he didn't believe her. Joe was just about to pursue it as her phone buzzed. Picking it up she saw she had a text message from Tommy. Joe queried as to who it was but not knowing what the message contained she lied and said it was her girlfriend Emily. Quickly she turned her attention back to the phone to read his message while Joe just sat down silently beside her. Tommy's message asked her if she still wanted to go for that bike ride. Without a second thought she typed back most definitely. A few more texts floated back and forth discussing when they were going to leave all the while Joe sat right next to her and Tommy was no more than five feet away.
The evening was progressing slowly and both were anxious to leave. They casually watched each other on and off from across the room. At one point Samantha noticed Tommy flirting with a brunette at the bar. She watched for a while even pointing it out to Joe. When she saw them exchange phone numbers she smiled and took out her phone. She texted Tommy and asked him if he was going to get lucky. He responded, "With you maybe. ;)"
Samantha could feel herself getting excited even more than she had been earlier in the day so she threw caution to the wind and the following were the series of texts that followed, beginning with Samantha's response.
"I'm yours, you just need to tell me what you want me to do."
"We could start with road head."
"No problem, I love giving head."
"Swallow?"