As if I was suddenly the Spanish Legend of Don Jaun reincarnated, or Zorro as the Count of Monte Cristo, in the Count of Monte Cristo, and ready to protect her with my sword, I stared at her with romance in my heart and lust in my eyes. As if I was Omar Sharif as Yuri as Doctor Zhivago, in Doctor Zhivago, and she was Julie Christie as Lara, I visualized making slow and sweet, passionate love to her.
Then, something that I needed to know; I wondered if she wanted children. I imagined filling her belly with a baby. I imagined impregnating her and giving her two babies, a boy for me and a girl for her. I imagined how much happier I'd be with Victoria instead of with Julianna.
"Julianna doesn't want children," I said while looking over at my wife while nodding my head. "Do you want children," I asked Victoria?
She gave me a big smile.
"I'd love to have children, three children, a boy and two girls," she said with a happy laugh.
# # #
Instead of professing my undying love for her, I leaned into her and kissed her on her cheek. I wanted to kiss her on her lips. I wanted to part her lips with my tongue and French kiss her while reaching around her to feel her shapely ass through her short dress and panties.
I wished she'd turn her head and kiss me on my lips. Daring myself to do so, if she did turn her head, I wondered if I'd kiss her on the lips, part her lips with my tongue, and French kiss her in front of my wife and in front of her husband. I could only imagine what it must feel like to make out with her.
'What's gotten over me? Get a hold of yourself and stop this nonsense before someone notices,' I thought. 'You're embarrassing yourself.'
Yet, I felt like a proper gentleman kissing a lady on the cheek as if I was a character in Downton Abbey instead of the perversely perverted man that I was and the cheating rogue that I hoped to soon become. I wanted to make out with her while touching her and feeling her everywhere through her clothes before slowly undressing her. I'd love to slowly undress her and strip my sister-in-law naked.
Never have I seen a woman as beautiful as Victoria. Never have I seen a woman as sexy and as shapely as my sister-in-law. As if my wife wasn't even there, never have I had such a deep and immediate reaction to seeing another woman.
Again, I undressed her with my eyes. With my mind running away with my thoughts, again, unable to stop myself from wondering, I wondered what she looked like in a sheer, sexy, low-cut nightgown. I wondered what she looked like in her bra and panties. I wondered what she looked like topless. I wondered what she looked like naked.
Again, all of this flashed through my mind in seconds. I wondered what it felt like to kiss her, touch her, hold her, and to make passionate love to her before fucking her fast and hard enough to give her an orgasm. I wondered what it felt like to make love to her. I wondered what it felt like to fuck her. I wondered what she looked like and sounded like when having an orgasm.
# # #
As soon as I leaned into her, making me dizzy with my sudden and immediate, sexual attraction to her, my nose was filled with the sweet, fresh, and fragrant fragrance of jasmine, orange blossom, and citrus. Weakening my knees, her perfume was intoxicating. If we weren't married to others, as if I was the bachelor on The Bachelor television show, I would have immediately fallen to my knees and proposed marriage to her.
'Will you make me the happiest man on Earth and marry me, Victoria,' I thought?
For her perfume to have such an immediate effect on me, it had to be French. It must be expensive. I not only wanted to kiss her but also, something that I've never even done with my wife, I wanted to lick her but not her pussy. As if she was sweet, vanilla ice cream, I wanted to lick her beautiful face.
Daring to ask her, but needing to know so that I could buy it for Julianna, I asked her.
"What scent are you wearing," I asked? "I love it," I said. "It's an intoxicating fragrance."
She smiled as if I had complimented her, and certainly, I had. I saw out of the corner of my eye that my wife gave me a look and made a face.
"Chanel, Coco Mademoiselle," she said with a smile while holding her wrist up to my nose.
'I wished she'd hold more than just her wrist up to my nose,' I thought.
She gave me a smile that weakened my knees again. If she wasn't beautiful enough before, when she smiled, she was even more beautiful. With my wife already making a face and giving me a look, careful for Julianna not to catch me staring at her, I looked away from her to smile at my wife.
# # #
Overwhelmed by her, an uncontrollable urge, and something that I never wanted to do to a woman that I first met, I wanted to kiss her on her mouth. I wanted to part her lips with my tongue and French kiss her and continue making out with her. I wanted to take her in my arms and touch and feel her everywhere that a brother-in-law should never kiss, touch, and feel his sister-in-law through her clothes.
Then, as if possessed by the Devil, taking my time with her fully clothed body, I wanted to slowly undress her. I wanted to unbutton her blouse one slow button at a time and look to see what each unbuttoned button revealed before unbuttoning the next button. Once her blouse was all unbuttoned, as if a curtain at a striptease show, I wanted to slowly open it to reveal her sexy low-cut bra. Then, I wanted to remove her blouse.
I wanted to touch and feel her breasts through her bra. Then, I wanted to kiss her breasts through her bra while fingering her erecting nipples and sucking on her bra clad breasts. Finally, I wanted to reach around her and unhook her bra.
As if her naked breasts was an expensive Christmas gift wrapped for me, I wanted to slowly remove her bra straps from her shoulders and her arms from her bra straps. With her holding her bra cups in place with her hands, I'd want her to remove one bra cup before removing the other bra cup. Then, as if there was a drumroll of sexual anticipation going off in my head and she was a stripper about to dance around a pole topless to music, I wanted to watch her remove her bra.
'Show me your tits,' I wondered if she would, if I asked her nicely. 'Please, show me your tits, Vicky.'
If that wasn't enough, I wanted to unbutton and unzip her short skirt. Ever so slowly, I wanted to remove her skirt to see her panties. I wanted to stare at all that I could see of her naked pussy through her panties. I imagined staring at her pussy mound, her camel toe, her pussy slit, and all that I could see of her blonde, bushy, trimmed, or shaved pussy.
Not wanting to stop with removing her blouse and skirt, I wanted to remove her underwear. I wanted to strip her naked. Taking my time to enjoy every inch of her beautiful body, I wanted to have my wicked sexual way with her naked body. I wanted to make myself comfortable between her long and shapely legs and inhale her. Then, I wanted to finger her while licking her. Masturbating her, I wanted to give her an orgasm with my fingers and with my tongue.
'Leo! Leo,' I imagined her saying. 'Don't stop fingering me. Don't stop licking me. Finger my clit faster. Lick my clit harder. Finger fuck me deeper. I'm cumming Leo. I'm cumming,' I imagine her saying while falling silent to enjoy the afterglow of sex.
Then, after giving her time to recover, I wanted to mount her. I wanted to French kiss her. I wanted to make sweet, passionate love to her before fucking her fast enough and hard enough to give her another orgasm, this time with my cock. Then, I wanted to fuck her. I wanted to fuck her fast and hard enough to give her a third orgasm. Not only that, I wanted to cum in her pussy. I wanted to make her pregnant. I wanted to give her my child.
# # #
"I'm pleased to meet you, Victoria," I said instead when I wanted to say, "I love you."
As if she was the Queen of England, and I was her king, King Leonardo, I loved saying her name. Victoria. Victoria. Victoria. Vicky if only in my mind. As if she Veronica Lodge, and was my very own comic book character in Archie's comics, I wanted to marry her.
Only, with her already married and me married, too, my sudden, deep, and permanent attraction to her was nothing more than a masturbation fantasy. Without doubt, while imagining her naked and having sex with her, I'll be masturbating over her later tonight, tomorrow morning, and every day thereafter. With her living in the same three-family house but on the third floor, I looked forward to interacting with her every day.
"Welcome to the family," I said while giving her a big smile.
Instead, as if I was a deadly spider, I wanted to say, welcome to my web. Yet, it wasn't the male spiders that the female spiders needed to fear. It was the female spiders that killed and ate the male spiders. Right now, Victoria was killing me with forbidden, lustful desire. I'd do anything to take her in my arms and kiss her, to part her lips with my tongue, and to reach down behind her to feel, squeeze, and slap her shapely backside.
"I'm sorry that I missed your wedding but I was working out of state," I said while secretly glad that I hadn't watched her marry someone else.
Suddenly, I thought of the movie, The Graduate, with Dustin Hoffman as Ben Braddock, Anne Bancroft as Mrs. Robinson, and Katherine Ross as Elaine Robinson. I remembered how much he was in love with Elaine and wanted to marry her. I remembered the scene when Benjamin interrupted her wedding at the very last second before she took her vow and said I do.