Thanks again for all your posts and I'm really enjoying some of the friends I've made via e-mail. I like to hear your advice and I'm enjoying hearing some of your stories too. It's also nice to know I am not the only person in the same circumstance.
So on Monday Jessica came over. I of course had a visit from Mother Nature so I wasn't exactly feeling my sexiest. Still I managed to be able to swim none the less. Jessica wore a white bikini. Holy Shit she looked good. Her breasts are just amazing. Not huge like Denise's, not even big like mine, but they are still bigger than most girls. My guess is she is a D cup, but I'm not about to ask her. Either way they are very round and firm looking.
We were in the pool most of the morning or lying out in the sun. No we didn't go topless. I wished we had. Then I fixed her lunch and then after talking a while we went swimming again. Once we were talking in the water and I brushed past her to get to the ladder and my breasts touched hers. Wow I was horny, but I just said excuse me and acted like it was no big deal.
When we got out she wrapped up in a towel (too bad) and we sat and talked for a long time. She told me about some guy she went on a date with last week and I pretended not to be jealous. They didn't do anything. She didn't even kiss him, and when I asked her if she liked him she said she might, but wasn't sure. I was a little confused by it all, but I think she is also.
Then I asked her if she wanted to shower before she went home, but she said no. Then she changed in my room, no I was not in there, and then after talking a little more out by her car, she left. It was a great day and I never get sick of talking to her. We can just talk for ever and no matter what happens I hope I am always friends with her.
Tuesday I worked. After work I just drove over to a friend's house and hung out. She was one of the girls I went with over to Jessica's house two weekends before. She and I have grown apart a little since she ended up going to a different university. I still enjoy her a lot, but she isn't as easy or as fun to talk to as Jessica is. Still I ended up staying over there until late. When I went home my mom was already asleep in bed. Not that I planned on doing anything anyway.
Wednesday was a relaxing day. My mom and I just sat around and watched movies together. We did end up making out a little and I got her off with my fingers and sucked her nipples. I was feeling really horny and I couldn't wait till my monthly was over.
Thursday I worked again, and this time after work I had three friends over to swim. After a couple hours of watching my hot friend's breasts bouncing around in my backyard I was as horny as ever. They took off after eating something at my house and then I called Denise and talked to her for a good hour before I went for a drive. I went down to the Dairy Queen and found a couple of Jessica's friends that I had hung out with once with her. They were so nice and I talked to them for a while before I drove over with them to see Jessica.
She was shocked to hell to see me at the door with them. The two of them left around eight thirty, but I stayed. When she was saying goodbye to them her brother came home and he of course began to flirt with me right away. I've always liked him as a friend and it is so hard to just tell him, "Hey, you will never have a chance with me. Give it up!" How do I explain that with out telling him I'm a lesbian? That is just one reason why I'd love to come out to everyone. Luckily when Jessica came back in she took me by the hand and led me to her room joking with her brother to stop flirting. He of course acted cool and laughed it off, but I bet he was embarrassed. As she led me by the hand I felt so weird. I loved feeling her skin against mine. Her hands are so soft. I held her hand tight and when we got in her room I let go, but I didn't want to.
I thanked her and smiled and she smiled back at me and again I had one of those weird feelings like she liked me for more than a friend, but I was fooled before so I just ignored it.
We listened to music for a while and talked just like we used to do before "the kiss" that almost ended our friendship. And then her mom came in the room and asked if we wanted some pop corn. We ate it in the living room and watched a movie with her mom and dad, and of course her brother who came in as soon as he saw me sitting in there. He sat on the floor by the couch I was sitting on so he could, "see the TV better." Dang he has it bad.
When the movie was over Jessica was asleep. She looked so cute. I just tried to let myself out, but her brother walked me to my car. I didn't waste any time getting in, and just said goodbye avoiding any small talk.
The next morning my monthly was gone. Just in time thank goodness, because Denise was coming late this afternoon. I went straight to my mom's room that morning and crawled in her bed. She woke up smiling and we snuggled for a while before I took her top off and began sucking her breasts. She wanted to shower together. So we did. I washed her body and then she washed mine. It was fun. Then I told her I wanted to lick her ass. Now I didn't really want to as much as I wanted to surprise her with me initiating it. She got really excited and I just devoured her ass with my tongue. Then I asked her to lick mine. She seemed to love every second of it and I actually enjoyed it more than usual.
Then I begged her to finger my pussy. She did and she started gently, but before long she was stuffing her hand up deep inside me. I asked her for every finger and she gave it to me. After she had given it to me for a while I begged for her to fuck me hard. She just was slamming me with her whole hand and I can't believe I stayed on my feet. I could only go so long before I told her I had to lie down. We crawled soaked to the bathroom floor and she fisted my pussy. I kept telling her how I couldn't wait till Denise and I made love to her together. She got so excited when I said that and she started pounding me a hundred miles per hour. I thought she was going to rip me open so I had to have her stop.
I licked every finger off and she rubbed her hand all over my chest before she licked them clean. Then she went down on me and I orgasmed so fast and so hard. Then we had to get back into the shower all over again. Ha.
There was still hours before Denise would be there and I had no plans at all. So my mom suggested we go shopping. I had a feeling she wanted to do more than shop. So I talked to her about getting caught. She assured me that we wouldn't do anything stupid, but I wasn't sure. Then she suggested that we go on a vacation this summer so we could just do whatever we wanted and no one would know us. I liked the sound of that and she talked me into going shopping.
When we went into the same place that we had made love to each other in the dressing room, I knew we'd do it again. We both grabbed clothes off the racks way faster than we normally did and she kissed me before I even had the door completely shut in the changing room. We kissed so passionately and she pushed my hands up against the wall and kissed my neckline and the tops of my breasts. She wasn't trying to be quiet at all and I was both very nervous and very horny. She almost ripped my shirt when she was lifting it up and she didn't take it off me all the way. It was over my face and my arms and she was sucking my nipples with so much energy.
It was insane. I could see and she held my hands up with her one hand and slipped her other hand down my shorts. She fingered me and sucked my tits at the same time as I was pinned to the wall and basically blindfolded. I was some what terrified and I was trying so hard not to moan or make any noises at all, but my mom was slurping on my breasts and making her own little throaty noises as she was getting into what she was doing. Finally when I climaxed I moaned. I didn't mean to, but it was so intense and holy shit so incredibly long that I just lost complete control. My mom just rubbed my clit so fast and I almost collapsed from the ecstasy.
Then I squirmed free and pulled my shirt down and my mom kissed me. It was like the first time we had ever kissed. There was so much passion behind it and I can't even tell you how long or exactly what my hands did, but when it ended I suddenly had this horrific sense that everyone in the store was standing outside our changing room and they had all heard me orgasm. I almost wanted to cry and my mom could tell I was very upset.
She took charge and after making sure our clothes were straight she exited first and after making sure that no one was out there she told me to go first and then she followed a while after. Too long after for my good, because one of the women that worked there who was folding clothes not too far from the changing room was giving me a horrible look. I just had this horrible feeling that she knew it was me that had moaned, and I'm sure my red face revealed everything. I actually started to leave the store before my mom even came out, but then she caught up to me quick.
She seemed fine which killed me, but I told her we weren't doing this anymore and she told me OK, but I have the feeling she'll try it again. If I'm smart I won't let her.