Hi, Lucy again, this continues directly from part 6, so if you haven't read that (or the others) you'll be lost right away.
The Sunday I got back from thanksgiving break, I was so excited to see Denise again. We now had a relationship. I was falling in love with her and yet we hadn't made love yet. That's what this chapter is about. Also I was struggling with wanting to come out, and of course worrying about what Denise would think of my lesbian relationship with my mother, plus I was trying to figure out just what that relationship was.
I got back to school before Alley and Denise did. I was there a good hour before Alley came back. She stayed in the room with me and we talked about our weekends for about an hour. It was great that even though she knew I was a lesbian she didn't seem to look at me any differently. I even talked to her about Denise and she seemed fine with it. She is a good friend.
Now when Denise came back, Alley left and I asked her if she'd please give us a while alone. She told me she'd be gone the rest of the day and that was fine with me. For a good hour Denise and I just talked, and the whole time I couldn't help but feel like I was hiding something from her. I so badly wanted to tell someone, anyone about my mother and me, and finally I had a friend that I felt like I could open up to and share anything, but this was just too big and I was afraid Denise would never understand.
After a while I started finding an excuse to touch her or hold her hand and finally we kissed. I get light headed every time I kiss her. She is such a great kisser and feeling her next to me just makes me feel so amazing. We kissed a long time and then I began to take her shirt off and she asked about Alley coming back. I told her she wouldn't and we suddenly both started stripping like our clothes were on fire. My mouth was on her breasts first. They are so fricking huge, and soft and firm at the same time. Her nipples get so big in my mouth and Denise loves when I suck them. I spent a long time on them, but this time I wanted to make sure I tasted her pussy. She lay back on the bed and I licked her pussy. She loved it and so did I. I tickled her clit with my tongue and spread her lips and licked deep into her hole and then brought my tongue up to the clit again. I did this over and over again as I watched her rubbing her own breasts. Occasionally she'd put her hands on my head and I liked how that made me feel, feeling her fingers running through my hair. She'd look down at me every once and a while and we'd stare into each other's eyes. I will never forget the look on her face. She was completely in ecstasy and she didn't have to say anything for me to know exactly what she was feeling right then.
When she climaxed she tried so hard not to make any noise and part of me just kept wanting to tongue her so I could hear her moan, and screw anyone who overheard us. Instead I stuck my fingers inside her. I hadn't even thought at the time I did it, but Denise was a virgin. I was gentle with her and all I could think was how I couldn't wait till she would hopefully share a dildo with me someday.
After a while she returned the favor and licked my pussy. She wasn't quite as good this first time as my mother or even Sydney, but I was so caught up in the moment that it took me no time at all. We lay around naked for quite a while afterwards. I just kept looking at her and smiling and feeling like this was what true love was, and looking at her body and thinking how did I get so lucky.
I bet my hands found an excuse to touch her breasts at least once every five minutes. As time flew by I decided we should probably get dressed before Alley came back, but we still stayed on the bed in each other's arms until she actually did come back. We kissed so much and just couldn't get enough of one another. I wished so badly that I could be her roommate so we could spend every night in each other's arms.
When Alley came back she was alone and the three of us talked. She acted like she didn't know about Denise and I and neither of us made a fuss. I certainly didn't want to ever make Alley feel uncomfortable around us, but when Denise left for the night I did kiss her in front of Alley without even thinking. After she left I was all giddy and silly acting and Alley just laughed at me. That night I lay their thinking about Denise and how I wondered if we would spend the rest of our life together.
Over the next couple weeks Denise and I found time now and then to be alone, and we talked about if we should come out or if we should keep it all a secret. We did a good job of hiding our relationship from everyone except Alley, though we wouldn't do anymore than hold hands in front of her or maybe a quick kiss goodnight. Denise and I did make out one morning in the shower. She actually jumped in and joined me which surprised and scared the hell out of me, but after just a short time she was out and in her own stall. Still it was very hot.
After she was out though I stood their just staring as the water ran over my body and I was thinking about my mom. I knew I shouldn't have. I knew I was in love with Denise and had gotten to the point where I was ready to give up any sort of a sexual relationship with my mother now that I had found the girl of my dreams, and yet as I stood there in the shower that morning all I could think about was running my hands over my mother's ass in the shower and sticking my tongue up her asshole. I suddenly felt very horny and not at all like I had been feeling the last couple weeks. Sex with Denise was wonderful, amazing, but sex with my mother had been dirty and risqué and taboo.
I suddenly wanted to feel that way again. That day after class I called my mom and during part of the call I talked dirty to her to see how she'd react. She loved it and it made me want to touch myself. At first I just told her how I missed making love to her body and how much I had loved our long weekend together, but then I told her things I wanted to do to her and I told her I wanted to make love to her in the middle of a busy restaurant right on the table in front of everyone. She told me she was touching herself too.
Then my mom said she'd like to make love to me while Anna watched and I mentioned I'd like to let Anna join us and that made my mom cum. After I climaxed, we both talked about how crazy we had just been, but I wondered if my mom had really wanted me to do something with Anna. I certainly did have a fantasy about making love to my mother in public for all the world to see, but I would never ever act on it.
Alley brought Nikki into the room later that night and Nikki brought up how Alley had told her I was a lesbian, but that she wouldn't tell anyone. I was actually kind of pissed at Alley, but Alley later insisted she had done so only because she had been really drunk the weekend before and it slipped. We sort of had a fight that night, but before we went to bed I was feeling actually a lot better about it, and since Nikki had been pretty cool about the whole thing it made me wonder if maybe I could come out to everyone.
My only concern was would Nikki, and Alley especially, act the same around and towards me as they did now, if everyone else knew I was a lesbian. Or would they be afraid what people would think of them. It was sort of bullshit. I really didn't know them that well. They could very easily become back stabbers, but for now they were sweet so I just enjoyed the openness.
Then one night I finally flirted with Nikki. I'm not sure why I did it. She was always such a flirt with everyone, and such a dominate personality that I just felt like putting her in her place. I rubbed her shoulders and kept brushing my breasts against the back of her head, and when she teased me about how I'd never enjoy a man's dick, I told her I could make her cum in seconds with just my tongue and fingers. She actually gave me a look that was a cross between pure shock and curiosity. I wouldn't act on it, but part of me wondered if Nikki would experiment with me if I wanted her bad enough.
Winter Break came soon enough and I had to say goodbye to Denise, but I promised her I'd text her all the time and also that I'd have a big surprise for her when we got back.
Over break my mom and I were different. First off she took Anna and me on a trip to Hawaii. The problem was they spent so much time together that I felt like I was intruding on their romantic get away. Now seeing the two of them in bikini's all the time was great, and we had separate bedrooms so it wasn't awkward at night, but I still wished Denise had been with us. There was one night when my mom and I stood on the balcony and I snuggled up next to her and just for a moment I pretended that I was with Denise. Feeling my mother's huge breasts against my back made me think of her, and I turned and kissed her not even thinking if Anna was around to see. She kissed me back just for a second and then stopped herself. I told her that I wanted her, and she just smiled at me. She reached around me and grasped my breast and I just melted at her touch. I would have had sex with her on the balcony, but she would have none of that. She cupped my breast and kissed my shoulder and then with a wanting sigh she left me there.
After we got back from Hawaii the first night that the two of us were alone we didn't even hang out in the same room, and she also didn't come to my room that night. The next morning I went to her bedroom and crawled in bed with her. We didn't say anything. I kissed her very passionately and we just rubbed our bodies together until we both climaxed. Then I sucked her enormous breasts until I finally just collapsed on her body and we fell back asleep.
When I woke up my mom was running her fingers through my hair and I just rested on her chest and we smiled at one another. We hung out all day until she went on a date with Anna. She brought Anna back that night and as I lay in bed hearing them moaning I crept to her bedroom and listened at the door. I could hear it was Anna and I assumed my mom was doing her with the dildo from the sound of it. I wanted to just barge in and watch them, but instead I masturbated outside their door. When I orgasmed I went back to my room and thought about Denise and wished my vacation was over.
The next morning I just left the house early and went to a friend's house. I talked with her a long time and when she asked me if I had a boyfriend down at school I told her I was dating someone. She asked me all these questions and I had to watch what I said so that I didn't say "she" or "her". I couldn't wait to change the subject. I was away at school now and I really considered just telling her I was a lesbian, but I knew if I did she'd tell everyone. That's just the kind of girl she was.
