Driving back to the house took us six hours. Then we were there about an hour as we went through the house and gathered up all the things mom thought she needed. It's amazing how much stuff we accumulate, and think we really need. But when you get down to the real necessities of life, you don't need any of that shit. Mom knew she had only so much room in two vehicles. She decided, just before we left, that she could fit everything she wanted in two vehicles. I think she just wanted to ride with someone, and not be alone during the twelve hour round trip. Jean told me she'd ride with mom in mom's car. I knew the two sisters would probably talk the entire drive. I got worn out just thinking about it.
Driving long distance always gives you plenty of time to think about things. And I had a lot to think about. First there was Jean. A few years ago I was whacking off fantasizing about her. Now I had her all to myself. But what we had was so much more than just sex. She made me feel so alive and energized, and yet content at the same time. But then there was this overwhelming desire to care for her and protect her. I was beginning to really come to grips with how vulnerable she was. I had seen it from the very beginning. But now I was experiencing it as our relationship deepened. It was that vulnerability that initially pushed her towards me. But now it was her love for me that kept her with me. A love we both shared for each other.
Then there was mom. What the hell am I going to do with her? Both Jean and I love her, and there's no way we aren't going to help her and support her as much as we can. Jean and mom had shared a sexual relationship for years, unbeknownst to me. Now I've tasted the fruit from that tree. That's a tree I intend to keep eating from. As Jean and mom have no intention of ending their relationship, neither do I. I knew Jean was accepting of that. But I also knew there would always be this insecurity within her, she would lose me to mom. That wasn't going to happen. I just had to keep her reminded of that. So I had two women, sisters, that I loved and now basically owned.
I know most people wouldn't understand any part of what we had between the three of us. First, there was the incestuous nature of our relationships. I had no doubt there would be those who judge us when they discovered the relationship between the three of us. But I didn't care. And I knew Jean and mom wouldn't either. We shared something most people will never experience in their lifetime. An intimacy so deep, it is hard to describe. It simultaneously satisfied a hunger within each of us, and made us hungry for more. It quenched a thirst, and yet made us thirsty for more. It created a contentment, while at the same time creating a yearning that made us discontent.
Then there was the whole "ownership" thing. Most people look at that as fucked up. To be honest, I did too, not too long ago. I never wanted to own someone. That's just weird. But as Jean and I evolved into that, it became the most natural outcome between us. Being owned was what defined who Jean was. To say it was a 'need' in her would be an understatement. Being owned was so ingrained in her psyche, she was lost without it. That's what she meant when she said she felt empty and lost when uncle passed away. Her identity was not just in herself, but in being owned by a man. I was that man. And I was beginning to understand the weight and gravity of owning someone as vulnerable and valuable as Jean. So for those who think 'owning' someone is just about having unbridled sex, you haven't got a fucking clue what you're talking about.
Then there was this new revelation from mom that she wanted me to impregnate her. Now I'll even admit, that's fucked up. Hot! But fucked up! I mean, what would that make the child? My sibling, or my son/daughter? And if you say 'both,' well that's fucked up too. But forget about what I would be struggling with. What about that poor kid? Are they going to be fucked up their whole life psychologically and possibly physically? Are they going to see themselves as some kind of freak offspring of a messed-up mother and her son? I wasn't going to resolve anything in my head during that twelve hour round trip. I knew there would be plenty of discussion about this in the weeks ahead.
Finally, there was the pecking order. I knew I was going to have to declare Jean's priority in my life, and mom being secondary. I wanted to say it in a way that would minimize the pain it would cause mom. I was walking a tightrope. Call me a selfish pig. I don't care. I was determined I was going to keep both of them. I knew Jean wanted to keep mom in our lives and in our bed. She knew it was unrealistic for her to keep mom as a lover and not share her with me. Lucky me. But mom had to understand her place and accept it.
We pulled in the driveway, the first leg of our journey complete. We had made good time, only stopping for gas and a bathroom break once. I climbed out of my car as Jean and mom were getting out of mom's car. "Let's get this done. I want to be back on the road as quickly as possible. As it is, we probably won't get home till after 10:00 tonight."
As Jean and mom filled up suitcases and boxes with whatever mom wanted to take, I hauled them out to the cars. An hour later both cars were full. We took one last walk through the house. That was a mistake. Mom broke down in the living room, collapsing on the couch, sobbing uncontrollably. Jean sat next to her, doing her best to console her. Even though mom knew this was coming, the inevitability of finally leaving dad overwhelmed her. Jean sat next to her and held her tight, allowing mom to cry it out.
After mom finished crying it out I knelt in front of her and took her face in my hands. "You're going to be safe with us mom. We're going to take care of you. You can stay with us as long as you need." Jean just shook her head confirming everything I said. "You belong with us right now. And as far as I'm concerned, you belong TO us right now."
Jean put her hand on my arm. "We talked about that all the way here baby. She understands what you and I have."
Mom spoke up. Her face streaked with tears. "I understand what you and sis have sweetie. I would never come between you two. I am so happy for both of you. I'll confess I'm a little jealous. What you two share is something I've longed for my whole life. But I will never come between you two. NEVER! I will just be happy if I can share a small part in what you have."
I smiled at her. "Oh you're going to be sharing a whole lot more than just a small part. Wouldn't you agree my sexy slut?" I asked Jean, smiling at her. I wanted mom getting used to how Jean and I spoke to each other. She had happily relinquished the title and role of aunt for being my lover, bitch and slut.
"I would agree completely." Jean turned mom's head to face her. "It's going to be nice having another bitch around the house." The sisters kissed, their tongues probing the other's mouth.
"Oh good grief! Knock it off you two, or we'll never get out of here." I said as I was about to stand up.
Mom grabbed my arm and looked at me with a longing in her eyes. "Can I be your sexy slut too?"
I chuckled as I reached forward and grabbed one of her tits. "You already are bitch. You already are." Then it dawned on me I had just called mom a bitch. I realized the barriers that had been in place for the first twenty-one years of my life were crumbling quickly. "As a matter of fact, I just had a wicked thought." I looked at my watch. "But we don't have time. We need to get you to the bank while it's still open so you can empty out your safety deposit box, like you said."
"Yes! I need to do that. I have some money and a number of documents in there I want with me. But what was your wicked thought baby?" Her tears had become a smile as she asked.
I smiled again as I squeezed her tit. "Take you upstairs and fuck you in the bed you've shared with dad for years."
Mom gasped.
Jean giggled. "You are a dirty boy, you little mother fucker."
I leaned forward and kissed Jean. "You ought to know my filthy cock sucking slut."
Mom just watched us with longing, wanting to share what we had. Not realizing to a certain degree, she already did.
Mom walked out of the bank carrying the backpack she had taken in with her. Both Jean and I thought that odd, thinking she was just retrieving some documents and her passport. The backpack was empty when she went in. We could tell it was full as she exited the bank.
"How much paperwork did you have in that safety deposit box sis?" Jean asked.
Mom just smiled. "Not much. I mostly just wanted to get my passport."
"So what's in the backpack?" I asked.
"Money!" She giggled.
"What?!" I started looking around in shock thinking this is not the place to be having this discussion. "How much money?" I whispered, even though there was no one close enough to hear what we were talking about.
She giggled again. "I'm not sure. But I think it's over $100,000."
"What the fuck?" Now I was really getting nervous. I looked around again. "OK. Let's get out of here. We're not stopping anywhere except for gas and bathroom. Let's get back home. We'll talk about this when we get home."
I thought the first six hour leg of our journey was long. I was nervous the whole drive back. When we stopped for gas and restroom break, I watched the cars while they used the restroom, then it was my turn. I was never so relieved as when we pulled in the driveway of the house at 10:30 pm.
"We'll unload the cars tomorrow." I looked at mom. "Take that backpack up to your room. We'll talk about that tomorrow." The sudden relief of being home, coupled with having driven all day, and I was feeling the exhaustion.