My dream had always been to become our tribe's strongest warrior. We were the last natives of our archipelago and the last representatives of our culture. I had spent almost my entire life so far--the first 19 years of it--training with our warriors when they were available and training on my own when they weren't. I had acquired the skills and the body for it. It was obvious for myself and for everyone that I would become part of our vanguard when I reached 20. Or at least, so I thought.
The first step was to become a warrior's personal apprentice. It was supposed to be a rubber stamp. I was already in disbelief when the first one rejected me. I had trained so much with the captain, and he always congratulated me. He looked to the side as I tried to insist and closed his door. I couldn't understand, but perhaps it was because of his title as captain? Perhaps he had no time for an apprentice. But why not just tell me if that was the case?
My shock, sadness, and disappointment only grew bigger as more and more warriors rejected me. What was wrong with me? Had they been making fun of me all this time while I trained with them? Were they lying when they said I had the potential to be the next legendary fighter? I tried to get an explanation from each of them, but they all simply looked away as they refused. I couldn't hold my tears in when I realized there weren't any of them left to beg. I ran back home and sat on my bed.
There was only one warrior left to ask, the strongest of our tribe. My own father. But no one had ever been the apprentice of someone closely related to them. Of course, there would be a fear of nepotism and someone being chosen solely because they were family but not worthy. But it wasn't the main reason--not even close to it. The reason was the ritual associated with being someone's, apparently.
All our warriors are males, and their strength is built up in their parts. To become as strong, or even stronger than his master, an apprentice had to consume his male energy directly. In other words, his seed. The ritual wasn't seen as something sexual in theory, but still, no one had pushed it far enough to do it with a family member. So my father was, of course, off limits. Even more than for the average person. My mother has been dead since I was a baby; he raised me on his own and was both of my parents in a way.
However, he was the highest-ranked warrior in our tribe; perhaps he could find someone who'd accept or force them to. I knew it was his rest day, so he was in the room next to mine right now. I wiped my tears off my face and made myself look more dignified. "Come in," he said after I knocked, and so I did.
"So, have you found yourself your master already?" He asked me, sitting on his bed.
"I actually wanted to talk about that."
"What? Did something happen?" He asked as he noticed my disappointed look.
"They all... they all... they refused." I stuttered.
"Really? No one agreed? Did they tell you why?"
"No."
"I'm sorry, Leax."
"Can't you... I don't know... Convince one of them or something?"