My Father-in-Law My Sperm Donor

This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Please let me know what you think.

Sohee lay uncomfortably on the exam table, her feet in the stirrups. Even the slightest movement caused the paper under her to make crinkling noises as she waited. She was undressed from the waist down, a paper sheet covering her so that only the doctor would be able to see and examine her when he came in. And when he did, she instantly recognized him, because he was her father in law. Dr. William Moon was a fit, handsome man in his 50's, with neatly trimmed salt and pepper hair, wearing gray Fig scrubs.

"Are you ready?" he asked as he stood next to her.

"Yes," she nodded, but couldn't look at him.

"And you're sure this is how you want to do it."

Again she nodded. "Yes," she replied.

"Ok," was all he said as he walked to the foot of the bed and stood between her legs. He pulled his scrub pants and boxers down. "Sorry but it's going to take me a bit to get ready. I wasn't expecting this."

Sohee stared at the ceiling but in her peripheral vision could see his arm moving as she heard him stroking himself. He was looking awkwardly to the side, not wanting to look at her face or her most intimate area as he tried to get erect. Finally, he shuffled forward until he was inches away from her and Sohee's mouth went dry as she felt her heart beating so hard she felt it in her throat as her mouth went dry. She couldn't believe this was actually happening.

William asked one final time. "Are you sure?"

"Yes," was all she could say as she thought back to the chain of events that brought her to this point.

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Sohee Chang was born in Korea, but came to the United States when she was six years old. Though she grew up in the States, most of her life revolved around the Korean church her father founded. When she went to college, it was her first time on her own, but she found a church on campus to attend. While her friends partied and played hard, she studied and prayed hard. She knew that God heard her prayers and had helped her get a full scholarship to this elite college. There was no way her parents could afford the tuition. Being pre-med was difficult and she prayed for help to get her through the demanding curriculum. And again her prayers were answered and she was accepted into medical school.

When she started medical school in a new city where she didn't know anyone, she found a church to attend. There she reconnected with someone she knew in college - they met in the college church and were in the same friend group but weren't close. But when she saw David Moon again she was so thankful to see a familiar face and felt her prayers had again been answered. He was so supportive of her and would take her out to de-stress after exams. They got closer and she realized how much he helped her and supported her through those difficult years of studying so when he proposed to her she said yes.

Sohee really looked forward to getting married and their honeymoon because even though she was still a virgin, she had read and heard such wonderful things about sex. She never had a boyfriend before David because her parents were so strict, and they told her that she needed to wait until she was married to do anything with a man. Everyone at church echoed her parents' sentiments that sex was a very special experience that God wanted to be saved for marriage. "For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife; and they shall become one flesh." And she was told that waiting would be worth it because becoming one flesh for the first time after being united by God through marriage would be such an amazing and wonderful blessing.

And this was what Sohee believed and why she was so excited when David carried her over the threshold to their hotel room after the wedding was over. She would finally become one with her husband and see for herself what sex was all about. They had done a lot of kissing but that was as far as they went because they wanted to save themselves for their wedding night. David was also a virgin. Though he didn't grow up in a religious family, when he went to college, he became very involved in the church and became a very devout Christian. Though he did date some, he never kissed a girl until he met Sohee. And though they kissed, he didn't even try to touch her in any intimate way because he was afraid he would be tempted to do more and they wouldn't be able to stop.

David set her down and they were alone for the first time as husband and wife. She looked at him, suddenly shy.

"Hello husband."

"Hello wife," he responded.

Then they came together and started to kiss passionately as they pulled each other's clothes off. For the first time they pressed their naked bodies together. Sohee could feel David's erection digging into her stomach as David grabbed her bottom pulling her tight to him. She wanted to touch him and explore his body but was too shy to do anything. Meanwhile it was obvious that David was enjoying fondling her bottom. He started to walk forward making her back up until she felt the back of her legs hit the bed. Then he pushed a bit more and Sohee fell back onto the bed with David on top of her. Her legs had opened up when she fell and she could feel David's hardness between them.

"I gotta get something," David said as he abruptly got up. He walked over to his suitcase and pulled out a bottle of lubricant. "I was told this can help, especially the first time," as he rubbed it onto his erection.

Sohee barely heard what he was saying, because her eyes were transfixed by the sight of his engorged penis. This was the first time that she had seen one completely erect. Of course, she had seen penises during her medical training, but never in this state. So THAT was about to go inside of her, she thought to herself and make her a real woman. And finally she was going to know what it felt like to make love.

David put the bottle down and climbed onto the bed and laid on top of her. Sohee spread her legs to give David better access. As they kissed again, she could feel him thrusting his hips forward, but she was already so wet with her own arousal that his lubricated penis kept sliding in all the wrong directions. He didn't need the lubricant at all, but didn't realize it. Finally, he hunched forward and his penis slid partway into her and was stopped by her hymen. Sohee involuntarily took in a sharp breath.

"You ok?" David asked.

"It's ok," she replied. "I want this. I want you, all of you, so that we can become one."

She spread her legs wider and used her arms to pull him closer. David needed no further coaxing and let nature take over as he pushed past her hyman burying himself completely inside of her. Sohee felt a sharp pain as her hymen was torn, which was then replaced by a dull ache. He pulled out part way then pushed back in, the ancient rhythm of reproduction guiding him, in and out filling her in a way she had never experienced. As he continued to pump in and out of her, even the dull ache faded as she began to feel a pleasurable pressure begin to build inside of her pelvis. But after only a minute, David began to pant as his thrusts became more urgent and quicker and suddenly his whole body went rigid as he groaned. She felt him get even larger as his member rhythmically pulsed as he filled her with his warm seed.

He collapsed on top of her, their now sweaty bodies sliding against each other. She felt his member shrink and slowly slide out of her. That feeling of pleasure that was starting to build then faded away.

"You ok?" he asked again.

"I love you," she replied, looking up at him.

"Did it hurt?"

"A little at first but then it was fine."

"I'm so happy we waited, aren't you? That felt amazing. I'm sure over time it will be good for you too."

But as time passed it didn't really get much better for her. Though there was no more pain, and though she enjoyed the closeness, it was over too quickly. From start to finish was usually less than a minute. And Sohee wanted to explore his body and have him explore hers, wanted to explore their sexuality together as a married couple. But David never varied from his routine. Once a week on Saturday night, he would join Sohee in bed and as he kissed her would undress her. He would then apply lubricant onto his penis, push her legs apart then enter her. After he thrust in and out of her a dozen times, he would ejaculate inside of her. He then would tell her how great it felt as he cleaned himself with Kleenex, put on his boxers and would go to sleep.

Sohee would then lay quietly in the dark wondering why women enjoyed sex so much. She wondered if something was wrong with her. She knew from her medical training that many women couldn't orgasm with vaginal intercourse. And that masturbation could help her figure out what would increase her enjoyment of sex. But Sohee wanted to learn about sexual pleasure together with her husband because it was such a special gift from God, specifically for married couples. Trying to learn more about sex on her own felt wrong. She turned to the Bible and prayer which had always worked for her in the past, but there was more about what not to do than what to do. Song of Songs had some beautiful passages about love but it was all very metaphorical and not very practical.

She wanted to explore David's body but whenever she tried to touch his penis, he would push her hand away and tell her she didn't need to do that. He would then enter her and finish quickly. And she wanted him to explore her body. She felt this desire for him to touch her breasts or explore her womanhood, but he seemed uninterested in those parts of her body. He only seemed interested in her rear end, grabbing it whenever they would kiss and when they had sex. She would try to guide his hand to her breast but after a second or two of squeezing, would return it to her bottom until he came. The urge to squeeze her nipples or rub her clitoris would sometimes overwhelm her during sex but she felt it was wrong to stimulate herself so she would just lay there until David was done.

And she could not fathom how people could enjoy oral or anal sex. It seemed so unclean and repulsive. Why would a woman want to suck on a man's penis? And she couldn't imagine that a man would willingly want to put his mouth near a woman's vagina. That just seemed so gross. And why ever would a woman allow a man to enter her anal opening was beyond comprehension. The fact she even thought about these things and was curious and wanted more out of sex made her feel guilty since her husband was satisfied. Especially because in every other way David was a great husband. He had a great job in consulting, was funny, supportive, hard working, and took good care of her. God, after all, had answered her prayers and provided a wonderful husband for her. She figured her prayers for her to be able to enjoy sex was insignificant, so she accepted their sex life for what it was.

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The years went by and Sohee finished her training in family medicine and they moved to Charleston, South Carolina to be closer to David's parents. His father, Dr. William Moon was a well respected infertility specialist and was able to help Sohee get a great job with a practice in the same medical office building as his practice. It was nice being close to family and David's mother was so good about making her feel welcome. They started to go to the same church and got together once a week for dinner on Sundays at David's parent's house. Since David traveled a lot for work, many times during the week his mother would have her over for dinner or would drop by and bring her dinner. She seemed to know when Sohee wanted the company or when she wanted to be alone. Her practice thrived and life was great In Charleston.

Until David's mother was diagnosed with advanced pancreatic cancer and passed within a year. David's father was heartbroken. Sohee tried to fill the void left by the loss of her mother in law. She now had David's father over for dinner every Sunday and would have him over or bring him dinner during the week. This brought the three of them even closer together. During this time, David and Sohee also started to try to get pregnant. However, this caused some friction in their relationship because they now had to have sex when Sohee was fertile, which wasn't usually on Saturday, their sex day. Sometimes David would go along with it, but other times, he would make excuses to avoid having sex with her on those days.

After a year of trying Sohee still wasn't pregnant. So she went to David's father's practice and saw his partner. All her tests came back normal. But when David got his semen analysis back, it showed that he had no sperm. Several tests confirmed this. Sophie was stunned. After all of her prayers, she could not believe that God would want them to be childless. When they reviewed their options, adoption and donor sperm, neither was right for them because they wanted a baby who was genetically a part of them. One night right after she finished praying for help to conceive, she opened her Bible to see if God had an answer for her. The passage in front of her was the story about Lot and his daughters. "One day the older daughter said to the younger, 'our father is old, and there is no man around here to give us children as is the custom all over the earth. Let's get our father to drink wine and then sleep with him and preserve our family line through our father."

Suddenly, Sohee realized God had given her the answer. If David's sperm were no good, what about using his father's sperm through artificial insemination? The baby would then have David's genes. But how to get David and his father to agree to this? First, she had to convince David. One Saturday night after dinner she broached the subject with David from a genetic perspective - they wanted children to be genetically related to both of them. Since David had no siblings, the closest male would be his father. After much discussion, he agreed that his father would be the ideal option but how to bring it up? Sohee decided to take a medical approach. When they discussed the issues with David's father, he took a very clinical and pragmatic view and felt that if he could help in any way, he would. The main problem was keeping the identity of the father of the baby a secret.

They were in a tight knit medical and church community. Many people would probably have a hard time accepting that Sohee was carrying her father in law's baby even though it would be through artificial insemination. So they came up with a plan. Sohee would come in to see David's father's partner for a procedure called intrauterine insemination where the sperm was prepped and placed inside her uterus. When she was fertile she would go to the office with a specimen container with David's semen. Once she got there, David's father would take the specimen to the lab but on the way would switch it with his semen. That way, no one else would know who was the true father of the baby. Everyone would assume the baby was David's.

Everyone was on board for the plan and they decided to put the plan in motion the next month. But the one thing that bothered Sohee wasn't the fact that it was her father in law's sperm they were using. She just felt it was such an impersonal and sterile way to conceive. She felt that God intended to create new life out of a man and woman becoming one flesh. And the procedure did have risks. Finally the morning came when her ovulation test turned positive. She called the office to come in for the procedure and was told the doctor she usually saw was out for a family emergency. Given that David's father was the only other infertility specialist, she no choice but to cancel. At the end of the day, she walked upstairs from her clinic to Dr. Moon's office to talk to him. Her father in law listened as she outlined her concerns.

"So what do YOU want to do?" he asked when she was done.

"I really don't know. I've been wrestling with this and the only solution is one I can't ask of you. Though if we think of it from a purely medical perspective, it would be safer and easier and take the same amount of time."

"Tell me honestly, what do you want? And what does David think?"

"I haven't told David because he would not understand. He doesn't even understand why a woman would let a male gynecologist do a pelvic exam. He doesn't realize it's not a sexual thing though outside of the medical world, a man putting his fingers inside a woman's vagina would be considered sexual. Similarly, if you were to deposit your sperm inside of me, this would purely be a medical intervention. But just like we are keeping the identity of the baby's father secret, we would have to keep this a secret because no one else would understand." She paused then continued, "But I can't ask you to do this."

"You know I will do anything for you guys. If this is truly what you think is best, I will help you."

And with that, Sohee found herself laying on the examination table with her feet in the stirrups waiting for her father in law to impregnate her.

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William Moon could not believe this was happening. His daughter in law was laying on the exam table as he stroked himself to get hard enough to have sex with her. When David introduced Sohee to them and he got to know her, William was so excited for his son. Sohee was bright, sweet, driven and on top of that a beautiful young lady with a petite Asian body but with relatively large breasts for her tiny frame. He knew she would be a great wife but with a body like that, he knew David was going to have a great time in bed with her too. But William never thought of her in that way, he was just happy for his son. Sohee reminded William of his own wife and they had had a wonderful sex life until she became ill and passed. After that, William felt lost and it was Sohee and David that centered him and gave him something to look forward to with their weekly dinners. And when they were having problems conceiving, William's heart ached for them. But never did he imagine that it would come to this.

He tried to be dispassionate and objective as he placed the tip of his penis at his daughter-in-law's vaginal opening. After all, this was just a medical procedure to help a patient conceive. But as he tried to enter her, he realized she was completely dry.

"Your body is not ready," he said as he pulled back. "Unfortunately as you well know we can't use any lubricants because they can be spermicidal. Maybe if I step out, you can masturbate to get lubricated."

"I've never done that."

"Oh, okay then. What does David do to get you ready?"

"We always use a lubricant when we have sex."

This surprised William. He would've guessed that a woman like Sohee would get aroused easily.

"Hmm, well do you want me to see I can help you get lubricated with some manual stimulation?"

"You're the expert, just think of me as a patient and use your medical knowledge to help me conceive."

He sat on a stool between her legs and for the first time really examined her. Before, he had avoided looking too closely out of courtesy. She had the sparse pubic hair of Asian women surrounding her delicate labia that lay on either side of her vaginal opening. He placed a finger on her clitoris and slowly started to rub it. But after a while of no effect he realized that Sohee was probably so anxious that she couldn't get aroused with manual stimulation alone.

"I'm afraid you're so stressed and anxious right now that you can't get aroused."