Bonnie sat quietly and stared out the window as we drove. She hadn't said much this morning, which was unusual since she was typically quite talkative in the mornings, but I fully understood why she was quiet right now. I'm sure she was experiencing some anxiety over what was about to happen to her. Perhaps, I thought, she was contemplating changing her mind.
When I proposed this, I gave it to her straight and didn't pull any punches. I was completely honest when I told her what to expect. I warned her it would be embarrassing and humiliating. I told her she would be utterly, completely and repeatedly exposed during this ordeal - not only to me, but to others, too. I told her she'd be on display as they did things, sexual things. She'd be touched intimately and when it was over, all her modesty will have been stripped from her. In essence, her entire body -- including her most intimate female places - would be been seen and touched by many people.
It would seem as though all of that would be unbearable for any eighteen year old girl, but, it was exactly what she asked for. In fact, she begged me for it.
It all began after my divorce when my daughter, Bonnie, started to visit me at my apartment on the weekends. From her very first visit, there seemed to be numerous instances of me accidentally catching her in the bathroom with the door open, or in her room partially undressed. She would walk around without a bra on under her shirts, and in the skimpiest attire.
"It's just us, Daddy." She would say, reasoning to me that she didn't have to be that careful with just the two of us there. Although I didn't say it to her, I knew she'd never done any of this when I was living at home before the divorce. Something had changed now that I was out of the house.
For example, the night of her first visit, we were going to watch a movie after dinner. So, after helping me clean the kitchen, she said she was going to change her clothes and then meet me in the living room. When she joined me, she was wearing a thin t-shirt and a pair of tight, pink panties. That's it.
She didn't have a bra on, and her pert teenage breasts jiggled with every move and her nipples were clearly erect, poking out the front of her shirt. Just looking at her, I could see the outline of her high set boobs under her shirt and I remember thinking to myself she might as well have nothing on. The t-shirt came down just below her hips so her panties were completely uncovered, and she didn't seem the least bit concerned that her mound and cleft were on prominent display to me. Plus, her panties were tight and although they covered her, they didn't leave much to my imagination. I could see the swell of her mound and the way her pubic hair puffed her panties out in front. It was agonizing, and, it was wonderful all at the same time.
I tried to act like it wasn't bothering me, and I tried hard not to stare at her, but frankly, it was impossible. Throughout the whole movie, I stole glances at her while she sat next to me on the couch. She'd glance up to catch me looking at her and then casually turn her attention back to movie, as if she had no idea what she was doing to me. About halfway through the movie, she shifted her body to lie back on the couch, laying her head on the padded arm and stretching her legs out in my direction. At first, I could only see a small triangle of her pink panties as they strained against her mound, but when she shifted again and brought her knees up, it allowed me to see the strip of pink material covering her vagina. In essence, I had a full view of the gusset of her panties, from front to back.
Her panties were creased up in between her lower lips lewdly, like she'd intentionally pushed them in between her labia and left them like that to catch my stare. As I continued to peek at her, her legs fell apart little by little until her knees were gaping open, affording me a view of my daughter that a father probably should never have. I completely lost interest in the movie and sat there gawking at her. After a while, I shook some sense into myself, and knowing I needed to walk away for a few minutes to get my composure back, I asked her to pause the DVD so I could get a glass of wine from the kitchen, and when she did, I got up off the couch to go get it.
I knew she'd given me a hard-on. I knew it was wrong to be sexually excited by the way my daughter was exposing herself. But, it had been over two years since my ex and I had sex, and I wasn't in a relationship or having sex with anyone yet. Honestly, my daughter is a woman and I'm a man, so I think my hard-on was completely explainable. I wasn't necessarily happy that I had a hard-on looking between my daughter's legs, but I was horny and she obviously didn't care that I was looking at her panty covered pussy.
Unfortunately, when I stood up, my hard cock immediately tented the front of my pants. I tried to be nonchalant about covering it, but I wasn't quick enough and Bonnie saw the way my cock was poking my pants out in front of me. I saw a small smile creek up from the corners of her mouth, and remarkably, she didn't make any effort to look away. She caught me dead to rights with a hard-on from looking at her, and she knew it.
When I returned from the kitchen, she was in the same position, but it looked to me like her panties had been shoved up in between her pussy lips even more than they were before, and I could see an indentation and a small wet spot on her panties right where I guessed the entrance of her pussy hole would be -- meaning she'd touched herself while I was gone. This was getting freaky, and in as much as I didn't want to keep staring at her, I was beyond the point where I could help myself from doing it.
Right before the movie was over, she apparently fell asleep on the couch next to me and her legs fell all the way open as she snoozed. I sat there terrified, wondering if she was faking -- secretly watching me between her closed eyelids to see what I would do. Her crotch was fully open to me, and as I looked down at her panties stretched across her teenage pussy, I had an overwhelming desire to look closer -- to examine her as much as I could.