This is my first erotic story ever. I would greatly appreciate all feedback. All the characters are 18 years or older.
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I was driving down the road over to my ex girlfriends house. She had something she wanted to show me. I hadn't seen her in a few months and was happy she invited me.
Dianne, my ex, was a beautiful 19 year old woman. Pretty much from the moment I first laid my eyes on her I was in love. She was 5"8, had brown curly hair and beautiful blue eyes. Her breast weren't that big, a B-cup I think (I never actually got to see her breasts), but I never was a breast man. We stayed friends even after we had broken up, but secretly I still loved her.
I had just returned from the gym. I worked out roughly 3 times a week and looked pretty good because of that. I just turned 20 and got a car as a present. It sure made it easy to get around, especially since the gym was a 30 minute bike ride away and my ex's house another 15 minutes on top of that. Now I could make the trip in half the time.
After a little while I was in front of her house and ringed. She opened the door with her usual cheerful face and greeted me warmly. I was stunned about how she looked. She wore a skirt that reached just above her knees and a very tight top. It seemed she became more beautiful with each passing day.
"Hey, great to see you again! Come in, come in"
"Good to see you too" I said as I walked through the door. "How long has it been, 5-6 months?"
"At least that. Want something to drink?" she said.
"A beer if you've got one."
"Alcohol this early in the day?"
"Hey, it's already 3pm."
"So?" she said. "If you drink early in the day you might become an alcoholic. I'm getting you a coke"
"If you decide what I drink, then why did you ask in the first place?!"
"Because it's polite to!" she grinned.
This was pretty much how we acted around each other. Arguing playfully we continued into the living room and sat down on the couch. We chatted for a few minutes about what was going on in our lives. She mainly complained about her work. I had no work to complain about because I had no job. Getting fired will do that.
"Why did you get fired?" she asked.
"Oh well, I only dropped a box with 6 bottles of $25,- wine. They weren't very happy with me" I said.
"$25,-?! Good god man! Haven't you ever heard of 'being carefull'"
"Of course I have! But how was I supposed to know that some kid had dropped a banana peel on the floor?"
"A BANANA PEEL?! Did you work in a cartoon or something?!"
Even I had to admit I felt pretty stupid for actually slipping on a banana peel. I was the centre of attention when I fell and some colleagues had to hold my boss back or he would have killed me! My parents weren't very happy when they heard I had been fired, but they always believed in learning from our own mistakes so they didn't say much.
"Anyway" I asked. "What was this thing you wanted to show me?"
"Oh right! Let me boot up the computer."
While we waited for the computer to boot up, I looked around a bit. Even though it had been a few months since I had been here, it still looked the way I remembered. Big living room, a nice kitchen and pool in the backyard. Seeing her in a bikini was the closest I had ever been to seeing her naked. Not that I was complaining. She looked absolutely stunning in a bikini.
Once the computer was booted up, we sat down and watched a video. She had made this video from scratch for a school project and was pretty proud of it. I have to admit, I was impressed she made it from scratch but it made me laugh because it so badly constructed. Luckily, she also thought it was terrible.
While she looked for the second movie she wanted to show me, I looked at her. God, she is beautiful I thought. Every time I say her, it was like I fell in love with her all over again. And I knew that every guy must feel like that when they saw her. And every time I heard her talk about a guy it made me a bit jealous.
"Here it is" she said pulling me back to the world. "It took a while but than you get a crappy video in return" she smiled. God, that was a beautiful smile. One that could make anyone happy. I knew that I had to tell her how I felt about her. I didn't want to see her with anyone else.
But saying it was anything but easy. We broke up for a reason and I never really was good at confessing my love for somebody. Because of that, I had never had a girlfriend besides her.
"Hello. Earth to Jason! Can you read me?"
I snapped out of my daydream. Without realising it I had been staring at her for quite some time.
"Why were you staring at me? You were creeping me out!"
"Oh sorry" I said "but I just can't help thinking of how beautiful you are."
She turned beet red. "Do... don't be silly. Stop making fun of me okay?"
"But it's true!" I said truthfully. "I've never seen a girl more beautiful than you. You're every guys dream. Didn't you notice when we were going out? Every guy was staring at you! I was the happiest guy in the world when you were with me. I was really bummed when we broke up. I really loved you! In fact, I still do. I ..."
I stopped mid sentence. Without knowing it, I let my real feelings slip out. I turned even redder than her and just stared at the floor.
"You.. you still love me?" she asked.
I was hoping she hadn't heard it. A foolish hope, I know but I couldn't help it. Her friendship was worth allot to me and I was afraid she would stop talking to me if she knew I still had feeling for her.
Not because she hated me or something like that, but because she was worried for my well being. She wanted me to get over her and knew that seeing her regularly would make that difficult.
She was looking at me, waiting for me to answer her question. I could lie and tell that I meant I loved her as a friend, but I never was good at lying and I hated having to lie. Especially to my friends.
I knew I had to say something and opened my mouth but no words came out. Like I said, I was never really good with girls. I tried to answer, but she already knew. She later told me that my look said it all.
A strange atmosphere fuelled by the silence filled the room. Neither of us spoke for several minutes. I don't exactly know how long it lasted, but each minute felt like a year. I had never been this uncomfortably in my entire life.
It took a while before Dianne started talking. "How long have you felt like this?"
"I've always felt like this. From the moment I first laid eyes on you."
"But, when we broke up we said we'd be better off staying friends"
"I only said that because I didn't wanna lose you. And if I have to be 'just a friend' to do that, I'm okay with it."
She was silent again and so was I.
"Yoohoo! I'm back! Did ya miss me?"
Me and Dianne looked at each other and knew who said that. Dianne's little sister.
Dianne's little sister, Allison, was an 18 year old girl. She was 5"6, had long flowing brown hair and eyes so green they could steal a man's heart with one look. Just like her sister, she had relatively small breasts, but I never really looked much at her because I was dating her sister at the time.
The two of them were definitely siblings in looks, but in characters they were complete opposites. While Dianne was shy and quiet, Allison was bold and loud. She was very popular at school and was asked out by a dozen guys every week, but she turned them all down. Nobody knew why.
"Wow" Allison said clearly sensing the atmosphere that hung in the room. "What happened here? Somebody die or something?"
"No, I just got a call from my mom that my dog is sick and I need to come home cause she has to go to a meeting and doesn't want the house to be a mess when she gets back." I quickly made up.
"Oh, that explains the gloomy look. I wouldn't wanna clean up a dogs shit when he is ill. Good luck man"
"Yeah, thanks" I said.
I walked to the front door and Dianne followed me. I put on my coat and went outside, turning back at her.
"I guess I'll see you later." Dianne said.
"Listen, about what I said in there.." I started but Dianne stopped me.
"We'll talk about it later. Don't you have a dog to take care off?" she grinned but closed the door before I could respond.
That night, when I was in bed I kept repeating what had happened over there in my head. 'We'll talk about it later' she said. Did that mean she was ok with how I felt? Did she feel the same for me? Or did she just not want to stop seeing me without saying a proper goodbye? All these questions floated around in my head.
I felt the urge to jerk off but ignored it. I was to preoccupied to even think about something like that. I twisted and turned around in bed for a few hours before I finally fell asleep.
*****
The next morning, my mother barged in my room telling me to get out of bed. I looked at the clock and saw I only had 2 hours of sleep. I wanted to go back to sleep but had a busy day ahead of me so I got out, ate some breakfast and left to do my things.
I came home around 7 to see my parents were out. A note on the fridge told me they went to my aunt to play some card like every other Wednesday.
I sat down on the couch, ordered some pizza and watched some TV, even though I had no idea of what I was watching. I was still thinking about Dianne. Every time I called her she said: "Not now. Later" and hung up.
Eventually I got bored and decided to play some games so I went up to my room.
When I got there, I saw somebody left me a voicemail. When I played it, I heard Dianne's voice.
"Jason. My parents and Allison are out so if you wanna talk, you can come over. Call me to let me know."
I wondered when she left that voicemail but decided to call her anyway. She said nobody was supposed to come back for another 4 hours so we had plenty of time. We agreed I would be there around 8 before we hung up.
I decided to take a shower before I went to her place. While in there, I thought about all the possible things that could happen that night. Would she yell? Would she understand? I played all scenario's I could think off in my head before I figured I had been in the shower for 20 minutes and the water had gone cold a long time ago. I got out and changed before I got in my car and left.
A little past 8 I got there and rang the bell. She opened and I saw she was wearing the same outfit as the other day.
"Hi, come in" she said stepping aside to let me in. I sat down on the couch while she got us something to drink. When she came back, we decided to watch a movie. We picked a comedy and had a good laugh watching it.