In this Chapter, Sadie comes to terms with her daughter's obsession, and agrees to take Eva up on her offer...
***
It was late morning a few days after her... extremely unconventional talk with her daughter, and Sadie was once again alone in her own house. Her husband was back to work over the weekdays, which unfortunately gave her quite a lot of time with nothing to do but dwell on her own thoughts.
She hadn't seen, heard from, received a call, or even just received a text from Eva since that fateful discussion last Saturday, yet even so her daughter and everything she'd said had been firmly entrenched at the forefront of her mind ever since her little girl had walked out the front door. She may have been sitting quietly on the couch with a book in her hand, but the mature woman had been incapable of having a calm moment at all the last few days. Every single time her errant thoughts slipped back to her daughter she felt her heart start to beat just a little too fast, she constantly felt anxious and couldn't seem to stop fidgeting, and even if she had a book in hand or the tv on or even if her own husband had been speaking to her she eventually realized she hadn't processed a single thing she'd just read or heard.
No, the only things Sadie could give any thought to at all were her daughter and the things she'd told her... and about her confession. She'd never had a clearer image burned into her brain than the face that Eva made as she told her, her own mother, that she loved her, that she wanted to
make love
to her... that she wanted to be the one to
impregnate
her. And every single time those thoughts went through her head again Sadie felt her heart flutter, her skin itch, and something in the core of her belly ache needfully.
'It's crazy, it's just flat-out crazy!'
the woman tried desperately to tell herself over and over each time she caught herself having these thoughts. But no matter what she tried to distract herself with, the long-dissatisfied mother just couldn't help herself from remembering in extreme detail all of the sordid, erotic stories Eva had told her. She could picture perfectly in her mind all the intense, passionate ways her daughter had expressed making love to so, so many beautiful girls. And she couldn't stop herself from imagining the younger girl pressing herself down into another amorous female, lodging something long and hard inside them, lacing their womb with sperm and forcibly
inseminating
them...
With a sharp gasp Sadie felt a rush of pleasure race through her pussy, and with her face beet red she looked down and was actually startled to find her book was long since put aside and her hand had somehow wormed its' way down her panties without her consciously noticing. She was touching herself; she was thinking of her own daughter having sex with other woman and she was touching herself!
For only the briefest moment, Sadie felt a twinge of disgust try and root itself in her thoughts, but only seconds later another image of her daughter making love to a woman popped right back into her head. Her fingers instinctively pressed into the soft curve of her womanhood, and with a breathy gasp of a moan that tiny feeling of shame was abandoned, and her moral barriers started to collapse like a row of dominos.
Shimmying her jeans and panties down beneath her butt, Sadie started to finger herself more intensely, letting her head melt back against the sofa and wantonly moaning out loud as she outright fantasized about the exciting, depraved life her daughter had secretly been living all these years.
She imagined Eva as the strict, professional teacher she was, surrounded by a dozen impressionable young high-school girls, all so eager to worship and please their teacher as she taught them how to explore their own bodies and each other's.
She imagined Eva's two best friends from her own days in school, Stacy and Kelly, girls she'd known since they were children too, had grown so accustomed to seeing them around her own home, and now wondered how many times the three little vixens had snuck upstairs, stripped each other down and licked themselves to intense orgasm right beneath the mother's nose.
She imagined her friend Harriet Kauffman, remembered how happy and proud the woman was when she started to show her long-desired pregnancy, and now she could clearly picture how it happened; how her own daughter had pinned the similarly middle aged woman into the bed she'd shared with her husband, penetrated her deep over and over, had Harriet crying out her love and desire for the girl almost half her age, and begged Eva to be the one to give her the baby she wanted, pleaded for Eva to
breed
her...
And as all these lovely thoughts stormed through her head, Sadie's moans were only growing higher and airier, her fingers pumping desperately fast into her far too long ignored pussy, until finally the inevitable occurred. Now the sinful mother was imagining
herself
under her own daughter's control. Sadie imagined
she
was the one who was pinned and helpless beneath Eva as her beautiful daughter thrust a fat dildo inside of her. She imagined calling out her daughter's name, begging the younger girl to mark her as her own, permanently bind them together. And she was so close to being able to feel just what it would be like to have Eva pump her full of some stranger's seed, make her pregnant with the baby she so desperately wanted... only now she realized it wasn't just any child Sadie desired, it was
Eva's
child she needed to have!
With such a powerful thought commanding her, Sadie spilled fully over the abyss and swore to the empty house as a mind-blowing climax tore through her. Everything inside her trembled like an earthquake, from her slit to her womb, it all pulsed and throbbed violently from this newly accepted need to make love to Eva, to conceive a child with her own daughter.
Once she'd finally exhausted herself, Sadie melted against the couch, heart pounding in her chest, breathing hard as she gingerly pulled her fingers out of her puffy, red lips. With her system clearing, as she now had to sit there, her naked butt leaking her passion and staining her couch, Sadie's thoughts started to become a bit more lucid again, and she couldn't help but realize just how warped she had to be to have just masturbated to the thought of her own daughter.
And yet, even as her sense of shame fought so hard to keep a foothold in her mind, to batter and berate herself for what she'd just done, a far louder voice was telling her that not only had
she
wanted that orgasm, but so had her daughter. Sadie wasn't trying to use Eva against her own will, the younger girl had made it abundantly clear that she had wanted to make love to her mother a lot worse than the other way around, and for much longer too.
There wasn't a hint of doubt that if she offered the chance, Eva would jump on her in a heartbeat... and that meant the choice was one-hundred percent Sadie's to make. But could she do it? Could she really throw away everything she'd known about being a good mother, about being a decent human being just to give in to some impulsive lust and commit incest with her own daughter?
...
...
...
And breathlessly, maybe in more disbelief herself than anyone else would've been, Sadie felt the words slip past her tongue.
"...I can't believe I'm really gonna go through with this."
***
The following Friday evening, Eva was at her own house waiting rather anxiously, fighting off the numerous butterflies in her stomach as she waited for her mother to arrive. A few days earlier the young woman had received a call from Sadie. Her mother didn't have a lot to say, and even after a simple greeting there was a long pause before she said anything else. But ultimately her mother, very simply and very quietly, had told Eva she'd be coming over to her home on Friday, and then had hung up without waiting for a reply. She hadn't called or texted back since, and Eva hadn't tried to press any further herself.
So with little else she could do, Eva rode out the rest of her week, faking her way through every school day and just waiting for her mother to arrive at the end of the week. The younger girl had incredibly high hopes for just why her mother was going to come over, but was still riddled with anxiety since Sadie had been so brief and vague.