It was another boring Saturday night in the middle of July. I had nowhere to go, so I was in front of the computer, watching porno movies, drinking whisky and smoking. The windows were open because the night was warm. I had spent almost 3 hours in front of the screen and I had ejaculated 4 times but, since I had nothing better to do, I kept on watching. Suddenly I heard someone knocking at my door. Time was already 1.00, in the middle of the night, so I was very surprised that someone wanted to visit me that late. I put on a t-shirt and a pair of shorts and changed the site to a "neutral" one, in case my visitor was planning to stay for a while. While I was going downstairs, I heard the voice of my cousin asking:
"Are you awaken cousin?"
I opened the door and answered to her:
"As you can see I am!"
"Oh, thank God for that! I was out with some friends and we had a few drinks...In fact we had more than just a few...I am quite drunk and I thought to come and see how are you doing, since I can't go to bed yet."
"Come in then. Don't stay there because soon this place will be full of mosquitos. Fast!"
She started to laugh and she came in.
"Are you sitting again in front of the computer?" she asked me and I nodded.
She started to make her way upstairs, moving a bit to the left and a bit to the right on her high heels.
"Poor cousin!" she said "You have been completely alone since you divorced. Why don't you go out at all, to celebrate?"
"None invites me! I am not the kind of person to go out on my own."
"Why don't they? You are a very nice guy."
"How should I know? Ask yourself! You were out tonight but you didn't ask me to join you either."
"You are so right! Indeed I didn't do it!"
For a moment she was silent. She seemed to try to find an excuse for her behaviour.
"We were a gang of women. You were probably going to feel bored with us," she said finally.
"On the contrary, I was going to be very happy to meet new persons. Especially women. Are any of your friends single ones?"
"A couple of them. Three more are divorced, like me."
My cousin, Candy, is a year older than me and she lives in a house next to mine, along with her parents. She has been divorced for many years, she has no kids and she doesn't work. Her parents have enough money to support her. She is a pretty woman, in her late 40s, who looks at least 10 years younger than her age. She is slim and short. Her hair is dark brown and long and her eyes are brown too. Due to the fact that she is short, she wears high heels very often. That specific night she had a black, mini dress on. She loves to wear mini skirts and mini dresses because she wants to show off her legs. According to her opinion they are her best asset. I agree with her but I also like very much her buttocks. They are small but roundish. She also has a pair of small breasts. We grew up together, since we were leaving close to each other. Neither of us got siblings, so our relation has always been very close, like brother and sister.
I have been thinking about her in an erotic way since I was a teenager and I keep on still thinking in the same way. By the time we were kids we used to play in the garden, which is common for both our houses. Occasionally we would hide and then we took of our underwear, in order to show to the other one what kind of secret we hide in there. I remember us touching each other's genitals. By the time when I was twelve, this interesting and exciting game came to an end, since her mother discovered one day what we were doing and we were both severely punished. After that we had to play always when some adult was present, in order to guard us, or else we had to play alone.
I was watching her now and I couldn't avoid thinking how sexy she looked. The mini dress and the high heels made her legs look longer. Needless to mention that I had been jerking off many times, while dreaming of her, spending gallons and gallons of cum for her sake. Now, as I had her standing in front of me looking so awesome, I couldn't avoid getting horny. My cock started to stiffen and I decided to turn and look at the computer, cause I had only my cotton shorts on and I was sure that she was going to notice the bulge between my legs.
She lit a cigarette and told me:
"Cousin I have a problem."
"What is it?" I asked and there was true interest and concern in my voice.
She hesitated a bit, took a sip from her cigarette, blew the smoke, sighed and said:
"I have been acting in a stupid way. The other night I was out again and I got really drunk. I met a guy and we had sex."
"Don't tell me that he didn't use a condom!"
"No, no! That is not the problem. But, while we were fucking he took a video of me with his mobile."
"Fuck! How did you let such a thing happen?"
"How do these things happen? I was carried away, drunk, horny... Come on now, you know the story! You have been probably into this situation yourself too!"
I had never been into this situation but I nodded nevertheless, in order to make her feel better.
"Can anyone recognise you? Does your face show in the clip?"
"No, thank God it doesn't! That is the positive thing. Still..."
"Still... what?"
"He was fucking me doggy style and he started to tell me that I'm his slut and his little whore. Then he asked me to repeat it and call myself all these names, which I did not do. So he started to slap my buttocks and I...and I got...excited and started to scream that I am his whore and his slut and I was begging him to fuck me harder and to use me in any way he liked. Then he asked me if I needed more slapping and I said "yes please! slap me harder!" and he started to do it. This caused me to get even more excited and to scream harder what a big harlot I am and how much I love to fuck and many other degrading things."
While listening to all these, my cock got so hard that I was forced to put one leg on the other and to bend ahead, placing my forearms on my knees. My relationship with her had always been very good and we would discuss openly almost every matter. Still, this was the first time that my cousin was talking about her sexual behaviour. I was really surprised (and excited at the same time of course) to find out that she was a masochist.
Nevertheless I was supposed to pay attention to her problem and to try to comfort her, instead of getting horny. She seemed to be desperate. So I told her:
"Come on now cousin! This is not that bad, when you come to think about it. Who is going to see that video?"
"Apart from himself, he may show it to his friends."
"Even if he does, who is going to recognise you? None!"
"But what happens if he puts it in any porno site or even sites?"
"People will see a sexy woman who is fucking in a very passionate way. None can realize that it is you in that video clip. Even if someone does, you can always deny it. How is it possible for anyone to prove that it is you? None can find the guy who took this clip and ask him," I said and lit a cigarette.
"Besides I gave him a fake name and I never wear jewels. I don't even have a watch. I was completely nude, so I had no underwear. There is nothing to give me away."
Suddenly she was very happy. She shouted "Oh cousin! You are so great!" and she hugged me, giving me a kiss on my cheek.
I was sitting on my chair, in front of her, while she was sitting on a bed that I keep in that room, in case I have guests (something that happens very seldom). Behind the bed I had placed a big mirror. When we got married with my ex, we used to fuck a lot in that room and watch ourselves in the mirror. I enjoyed it particularly when she was giving me a blowjob, while being on her all four. I had a great view of her buttocks then and my wife knew, that if she wanted me to cum fast, all she had to do was to sway her ass. This caused me always an instant ejaculation.
My cousin sat back and I looked at her, with a stupid smile on my face. I was almost sure that she had touched my hard penis, probably accidentally, when she hugged me. I have always expressed openly my admiration for her. Every time she had new clothes on I told her how gorgeous she looked. I would whistle while she was getting in her car or while she was doing work in the garden. I told her always that she looks great and that she is very sexy and desirable. So I was sure by then, that she knew how much I liked her. Still, could she also realise, that I was getting horny with her and that I had been jerking off while imagining of her? I couldn't answer that question in a positive way. I was suspecting that she had an idea about all these but I couldn't be sure. Needless to say that I had never tried to do anything that was going to prove my sexual desire for her.
"Everything is ok cousin!" I told her again in order to calm her completely. Then, without any particular reason, I told her, while smiling:
"In fact, the only bad thing that can happen is that many men will jerk off, while watching you fucking!"
My cousin laughed and said:
"This, as a matter of fact, is not bad at all cousin! On the contrary, I consider it an honour!"
I was stunned!
"Are you serious?" I asked her.
"Of course I'm serious! I'm flattered to know that a guy is jerking off while imagining of me. The same thing happens with most women, if not all of them."
"Excuse me but I don't get it. What is so flattering about it?"
"I can't tell you about other women but, as long as it concerns myself, I find very exciting the idea to be the erotic dream of someone. I guess it has to do with the vanity that all women carry inside us. We love to be desirable!"
