Here's the second part. To everyone who sent me feedback, thank you very much. I hope you enjoy the second part as much as you like the first ~ lillie bit
It had been two weeks since my encounter with my brother's friend. The bruises had healed, and my nerves were almost back to normal. I was humming to myself while I sat reading a book in my bedroom when I heard the front door slam. Footsteps on the stairs announced that my brother John was home from football practise.
We hadn't talked much since I'd kissed him, I guess he hated me now. I sighed, how could I have been so foolish, but it just felt so right. The picture of him in my head and the thought of those soft lips pressed to mine, brought about that familiar tingly feeling between my legs.
John didn't even bother to poke his head in my door when he walked past my bedroom. I sighed, hesitated for a second, then rose off my bed. I snuck a peek around my door, all clear. I could hear John rummaging around in the bathroo. I crept closer, peering through the crack in the door. The sight that meet my eyes made my skin crawl and my breath caught in my throat. There was John, standing infront of the mirror, his shirt was off, I could clearly see the bloody marks that marred his perfect back. He was washing his face clean, his lip was swollen and bloody, and though it wasn't there yet, I could tell he'd have a black eye in the morning.
He was so intent on what he was doing, he didn't even notice me as I slipped into the bathroom.
"John?" I whispered "what's happened?"
He clutched the basin as he closed his eyes. Not turnng around to face me, he spoke very softly and evenly. "Nothing, now go away".
I took a step towards him, reaching out for him, as soon as my fingers touched the skin of his back, he spun around to face me. I could see nothing but pure hatred and anger in his eyes as he hissed at me, "I said get the fuck out Billie."
I caught my bottom lip between my teeth, but said nothing as I ran from the bathroom, I ran back to my bedroom, flinging myself on my bed, my head buried in my pillow, I closed my eyes and sobbed so much I didn't think I'd stop. I barely felt my bed dip as John sat down next to me. "Seems I'm saying sorry to you alot Billie" John half spoke and laughed, but I could hear the stress in his words. "I didn't mean to take my anger out on you, I'm sorry Billie, look at me please"
His words were all I needed to hear, I turned over onto my side, looking up into his eyes, that old familiar pang of want sprang up between my thighs. John reached out towards me slowly with his hand, a frown ran over my face as I took in his features, oh he was still the most handsome guy I'd ever known, but his face was marked and swollen. I dared to reach for him again, tracing a single finger along his jawline, he smiled a little. I spoke, soft and gentle "Tell me what happened John"
John took two deep breaths before he spoke, his voice was strong and unwavering, "I took care of a little problem", he started. "A problem?" I enquired. "Yeah, two problems actually" John turned to face me, but this time, his eyes were downcast, "Stan and Eric, those assholes were talking in the locker room, thought I couldn't hear what they were saying, plotting and scheming to get you alone again, saying what they'd do to you when they did" he took a breath before continuing "When I confronted them on it, they said the most horrible things, started saying the only reason I didn't want them touching you is because I want you for myself" John stopped talking and looked over towards me. All I could do was gasp. John closed his eyes, and sighed "What got me so mad Billie, is the fact that they're right". I sat there stunned, had I heard my big brother right, had he said he wanted me.
Quickly John got off my bed and started for the door. Oh god, I have to stop him, I thought to myself. "John" was the only word I could say. John stopped in his tracks and turned around to face me. His face was so sad, his eyes didn't sparkle like they used to. "I'm sorry Billie, I'm so very sorry" John whispered. His words broke my heart, and i couldn't take it anymore, I closed the distance between us in a flash. Cupping John's face in both my hands, I didn't talk, just pressed my lips to his. John didn't fight, infact he opened his mouth, I did the same. A small soft moan of pleasure escaped me as his tongue touched mine for the first time.