"That was a loud sigh son," mom commented as my younger brother Ben sat down on the couch.
Ben had just got home after spending some time at his friend's house.
"Just tired mom," he replied.
"Well maybe if you spent a bit less time socializing you wouldn't be so tired. And don't forget your exams are coming up."
"Yes mom."
I smiled as I recalled the times I had the same conversations with my parents. I was seven years older than Ben and I now worked as an administration assistant for a law firm.
Ben had flopped down next to me on the couch, wearing just a pair of boxers. It was late spring and already we were enjoying hot days and sticky humid nights. We were watching a movie on tv. Mom and dad were sat on armchairs on either side of the couch.
Half an hour passed and there was a sex scene in the movie we were watching. Even now, as an adult, I still find it a bit uncomfortable watching a sex scene on tv in the same room as my parents. Like I say, I shouldn't. I'm an adult. I've had a few boyfriends, although I've now been single for about four months. Mom asks, but I tell her to drop it!
I noticed Ben shifting a bit on the couch which caught my attention and caused me to look at him. I was just about to return my gaze to the tv when I noticed a bulge in his shorts. I double checked and realized he was sporting a tent in his boxers. My god my little brother had an erection!
This confused me. Confused me because Ben was always my little brother. Rightly or wrongly I never saw him as anything but a kid. This perception was not helped by the fact that mom treated us both like kids nearly all the time. But Ben wasn't a kid. In his last year at school he had clearly grown up without me seeing him as anything but my baby brother. We got on ok but the seven year age gap meant we had never really done much together.
I tried to look back at the movie but my eyes kept gazing back down to the bulge in his shorts. Finally the scene finished and Ben's 'situation' returned to normal. The movie finished and we all went off to our bedrooms. In bed I always sleep in the nude. I closed my eyes but all I could see in my mind was the tent in my brother's boxers. Before I knew it my hand was reaching down between my legs and I gently toyed with my pussy lips. Without realizing what I was doing I was soon rubbing my cunt furiously and enjoying an amazing orgasm.
A couple of days passed and I thought no more of those events. I spoke to Ben normally and just passed my masturbating to the thought of his bulging boxers as just me being more horny than normal. I certainly didn't have any indecent intentions towards my kid brother. That evening however we found ourselves in a similar situation. Mom and dad in their armchairs. Ben sitting next to me on the couch wearing just boxers on another hot and sticky evening. I glanced down at his shorts but saw nothing out of the ordinary. Our parents went off to bed but Ben and I stayed up. I flicked through the tv channels and found a movie from about 2000 called Monsters Ball. The movie starred Halle Berry and Billy Bob Thornton and I remembered it featured a particularly erotic sex scene in which Thornton has sex with Berry in her living room. I selected the movie, which had only just started.
"This is quite good Ben. Have you seen it before?"
He shook his head. I gave him a brief outline of the story but he moved to get up.
"Well I think I'll go up to my room," he said.
"Oh no stay Ben please. Keep me company. Please."
"You're a big girl now," he laughed.
"Please Ben. Just stay."
I looked at him with big doe eyes.
"Oh ok then, but don't get pissed if I fall asleep."
"I'll just tickle you if you do," I teased him. He always hated it when I tickled him.
We settled down to watch the movie. Sure enough the scene I had in mind came around. As we watched the two actors fucking madly on screen I looked down at Ben's shorts. Again he had begun to shift and squirm a bit. I smiled to myself as I saw the tent in his boxers. We sat in silence as the scene played out, my eyes never leaving the bulge in my brother's shorts.
"That was so...hot!" I exclaimed.
Ben grunted in reply.
"Do you know, it looked as if they were actually doing it, in real life. It really did," I continued.
Unable to stop myself or even think about what I was doing I reached down and grabbed the lump in Ben's shorts.
"What the...!Fuck! Emma! Fuck! Get off!!"
Ben jumped out of his seat, brushing my hand away.
"Sorry bro. I couldn't help it. I just noticed you were a little excited..."
"Emma! Please. For fucks sake."
"Sorry."
"How would you like it if I suddenly grabbed your tits or something?"
"Sorry. I said sorry. I just got turned on by the movie. I wasn't thinking. Sorry."
"Well...ok...but...like...you know..I didn't get a feel of your tits or anything did I? And I was turned on too."
"I noticed."
"Emma! Fuck!"
"Ben, sorry. Ok. I can't keep saying sorry."
"Ok well just..."
"Ok. I know. Friends?" I held out my hand to shake.
"Friends. Jesus!"
"I was horny. I probably wish you had grabbed my tits."
"Emma!"
He got up again and walked out to the kitchen. I sat staring at the tv, not really watching it. Nice one Emma, I thought.
Ben came back in, clutching a glass of water.
"Can I sit down again or are you going to...again...?"
He sat down.
"I know this sounds silly but until I saw your...bulge...I didn't realize you were..err...big. I still think of you as a little boy."
"Emma? Do you know how old I am?"
"I know, but you know, you're still my little brother. In my eyes. Obviously not so little now, I realize."
"Yeah well what did you expect? That it would still be like it was when I was five?"
"I know. I know. You're a big boy now. Very big!"
"Yeah thanks but..."
"Jeez...what's wrong with me? I'm so horny I even came onto my little brother"
"Stop calling me your little brother. Fuck!"
"Sorry. I know you're...not..."
"Emma.."
"Huh?"
"Stop. Ok. Just stop."
"Yes. Little brother!"
"Emma."
We sat in silence for about a minute. A tension bubbling away just below the surface.
"Look, here you are! Now will you stop calling me little brother?" Ben asked as he pulled his shorts down, exposing his now soft cock.
"Oh," was all I could say.
I stared at it for a moment. It began to twitch. Maybe this was turning him on too? To test the water I reached out again, lightly running my finger tip along it.
"Emma..."
"Feels nice. Very nice."
Within moments his cock was hard again. I stroked it before tightening my grip around it. Ben was silent as I began to jack him off. I could feel the wetness between my legs as I stroked his cock. Was this my plan? Was this what I wanted all along? When I chose this movie? When I begged him to stay? I don't think so. But then I wasn't complaining. And nor was he right now as I looked at his face, beginning to screw up as he edged closer to cumming. His breathing was heavier. Oh my god, my own brother! Had it really come to this? Was my love life so rubbish that I had now resorted to seducing my baby brother? Was I that fucked up? Evidently so.
I could stop at any point. Couldn't I? I could come to my senses. Just think girl. He's your brother. Stop before it's too late. I could? But one look at Ben's face told me he was enjoying it. And suddenly. Boom! It was too late. A bridge crossed. A gate opened. A point of no return. No going back. A moan from his lips followed by a jet of cum from his cock. Then another. And another. Several, each less forceful than the previous, until nothing came out. Just a few twitches of muscle. I looked at him. Offered a nervous, shy smile. My eyes asking him if everything was alright. Had I just ruined everything? He smiled back. Not wanting to look at his face anymore. Not wanting to make eye contact, I stood up. I went to the kitchen and picked up three sheets of tissue. I came back in. He was still sitting there, his cock now semi erect. I offered him the tissue, which he took and wiped as much cum as possible off his body. He stood up, pulled up his shorts and headed out.
"I'd better go and...tidy up. I'd better...we'd better...'night sis."
" 'Night Ben."
I went up to my room. No sooner was I lying in bed naked when I couldn't resist rubbing myself to probably the hottest climax I've ever known in my life.
The next morning I awoke and immediately remembered the night before. Without understanding why I realized I was crying. I rushed to have a shower before going to the kitchen. Mom and dad were already there, but no sign of Ben. He appeared about five minutes later.
"Morning mom! Morning dad! Emma," he chirped, sounding unexpectedly happy and relaxed. Was he acting?
"Morning little bro. Sleep well?"
"Yes. You?" he asked me, a sly smile on his lips.
I smiled back. The smile two people give to each other when they share a secret. When they know something they don't want anybody else to know.
"You two are happy this morning. Must be something in the air," dad remarked cynically.
Two weeks passed. Nothing else happened. Ben acted completely normally to me and in time I learned to do the same to him. We both had fairly busy social lives and didn't find ourselves sharing the couch at all during that time. There were still the occasional secret, furtive smiles. A knowing glance. But I began to assume that what happened that evening was a) a one off, and b) hadn't affected our brother/sister relationship in any way.
Until...a Thursday night. I came in from a friend's house at about ten, having had perhaps one glass of wine too many. Mom was in bed, not feeling well. Dad was sitting in his armchair, wearing just pajama bottoms. Ben was on the couch wearing just boxers. I went to my room to change, putting on a pair of shorts and a thin white t shirt. No bra, and thin enough to show my nipples were hard. I went downstairs and sat next to Ben. Within half an hour dad went to bed, leaving just me and my brother watching tv. I looked at Ben.
"Are you going to get hard tonight?" I teased him.
"I thought you'd forgotten that," he said nervously.
"Had you?"
"Are you kidding? My sister jacks me off! I'm hardly going to forget that!"