Part 1: Taking Mom to Dinner!
It was my 19th birthday and I was home from college. Mom had met me at the door and given me a big hug and an even bigger package. She laughed as I opened one box after another to get to the one holding my present. Mom sat on the sofa laughing at me, as I ripped off wrapping after wrapping.
By the time I got to the present I had opened 4 other boxes. Each one smaller than the last one was! But inside the one holding my present, were two beautiful silk shirts. I kissed mom's cheek, and thanked her. Even though I knew that mom didn't exactly like these shirts, she assured me that she had picked them out herself.
Mom and I sat in the living room. We talked about this and that. Mostly about college life and how I had adjusted to it. I couldn't help looking at mom. And each time I did my heart swelled with pride. She had raised me by herself, and had worked real hard to put me in college. My good grades helped and I got a few grants also.
I tried not to wince each time mom smiled at me. She had a bad burn on the left side of her face. I was the cause of that burn. Well, I mean, it was because of me that she had gotten burned. And when she healed, the way the skin pulled tight gave her an appearance that caused some people to look away.
I knew this hurt her feelings and she didn't go out too often. I don't remember mom having a boyfriend after her accident. But I do remember that sometimes I would hear her in her room pleasing herself. She saw me smiling at her and subconsciously took her long hair and pushed it to hide her scar.
My heart tightened up and I wanted to hold her right then and there. Other than the scar, she was a real good-looking woman. She was about 5'2" and I towered over her at 5'10. She weighted a tiny 140 and I was close to 200.
Mom asked me if I would like a drink to celebrate my birthday. I said sure, the only other time I drank with her was on special occasions. Well, mom took out the rum and we had some rum and coke. One drink led to two, which led to more. As we drank, we talked. And the conversation turned to her burn.
I told mom how ashamed I was that my carelessness had disfigured her so. I told her that if I could I would take the scar for my own. She laughed and said that the scar reminded her that she had saved her son from a bad fire. That it was a fire I caused didn't make me feel any better.
Then she began to ask me about my friends on campus. Especially about the girls I went around with. I hemmed and hawed, trying not to show too much as I answered her questions. "I hope you're spending more time in your books than with some hot floozy! And if you are running around, I hope you're using protection."
I laughed. Mom always called women floozies. "Ahh, mom! You know there isn't a woman out there I could love more than you?"
Mom laughed. "It's not your lovin them I worry about. I just don't want you bringing some girl home, telling me that she's pregnant."
I swallowed the rest of my drink. This was not a conversation I felt comfortable talking to my mom about. I'm not the best looking guy on campus. But I do have a nice size dick and that got me a lot of girls and attention. But I didn't want mom to know that.
"Ahh mom, I wouldn't do that. You're too young to be a grandma." Mom drank down the rest of her drink and held the glass out for me to refill. I did her glass and my own.
"Don't try and fool me, young man. I used to bath you. I know how big you must be and that the girls would love to enjoy something that size."
I had been handing her the glass and sipping on my own when she said this. I began to choke as the drink went down the wrong way. "Mom!" Mom looked at me and laughed. I think the liquor was beginning to hit her harder than it did me.
"Jeffrey! You were big as a small boy. And you matured fast. I had to stop giving you baths cause you would get hard and get embarrassed." I turned my head when she said this. I remembered my first fantasy about my mom. And even with the burn on her face, I still remembered how pretty she looked in her housecoat. And she still looked pretty to me. Then mom laughed out loud. "I used to hear you jerking off in your room. Boy! The things you said when you thought no one was home."
This time I had to sit down. Back then most of my fantasies were about mom. I looked at mom with a hope that she wouldn't say what I knew she would. And when she saw the look on my face, she burst out laughing. "Oh Jeff! You should see your face."
I didn't want to. I knew what it would look like. "Mom! I was a kid then. You know, just finding out about sex." I could hear her laughing. And I got mad. She was laughing in my face and I felt like a kid again. I felt hurt and I wanted to hurt her back.
"So! I heard you too! I heard you in your room late at night when you thought I was asleep." Suddenly mom's face changed. She looked at me and began to cry. Now I really felt like a shit. "Ahh mom! I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."
I got up and sat down next to her. It felt so awkward putting my arms around her to comfort her. After all, this was my mom, not some crying coed. I pulled mom closer to me. She felt like a little girl in my arms.
"Mom, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just didn't like you laughing at me." Mom was sobbing softly. I could guess I must have really hurt her feelings. Mom sniffed back her tears, then reached out and took her glass. She drank it down in one gulp.
"I'm sorry Jeffie. I don't cry too easy any more. But it's been rough since, well you know?" I let mom go and picked up my own drink.
"You haven't had a boyfriend since the accident, have you mom?