Take a journey with me...
So I took a break from this story series for a couple of reasons.
The first reason also has a couple of reasons behind it. So does that make it 4 reasons? Or are the 2 parts of the first reason simply expansions on the first? Maybe together they represent a completely separate reason? Does that make it 3, then?
I told you I'm not good at math or percentages or as one reader suggested, fractions.
My Sister and I recently had the opportunity to sit down and discuss some of things I have written. As I said I had a couple of reasons for bringing it up to her. The first was to gauge her reaction so far to what I wrote. She's not a big fan on how far I drifted away from the truth, preferring the first 2 stories over my third, as those are much closer to what actually transpired, outside of the sister/sister sex that is. She did admit that they turned her on quite a bit though and that she masturbated while reading them...so I guess I must have done something right.
My girlfriend, did suggest that the reason she liked the first one the best was not only because it was much more true, thus more easily relatable to Sarah (true stories are hot!), but because she still harbored sexual feelings for me!
Well duh!
Of course you don't need to be Sigmund Freud to guess that. We admitted a long time ago that we both harbor sexual feelings for each other. That's the whole point of this! As Sigmund Freud once said:
Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways.
So come forth demon emotions and let us do battle!
I also thought I might try to write one from her point of view. So I asked her to write down some of her thoughts. You can guess how that went. Her first response was to tell me she wasn't a writer. The second one was that it was kind of embarrassing.
Apparently it was ok for me to air our dirty laundry but when I asked her to do it, (even as a proxy) she clammed up. But I eventually got a super long, rambling email that I will use to help write this story from her point of view. As way of explanation the parts of the story told from her point of view are generally true.
The second reason is that I needed time. As Sarah has already said she's not a writer. So it took her a bit. Then of course I had to compile it and then transfer it into my own prose. Try as I might it still comes across as sounding like me.
I also wanted to include the wedding into it and once again wanted to make sure Sarah was ok with me telling it, as well as get her input. The wedding story is true but I had a hard time blending the fact with the fiction into the existing storyline. I struggled a bit here wanting to tell the (true) story from her point of view, while still keeping it fresh and interesting while not repeating myself too much. So in the end I ended up splitting the story in two. 4A told from Sarah's point of view is true. While 4B is told by the fantastical ramblings of a sexual deviant. Yours truly!
A few months ago my girlfriend asked me a pretty relevant question, one to which I didn't really answer at the time.
Knowing full well the attraction that exists between my Sister and I, she will often indulge my fantasy by pretending to be my sister (I have a hot story about it, that I may try and develop a story about). After a particularly satisfying bout of sex one night, she asked if I thought if Sarah and I actually did screw our brains out, would it be a one time thing? Do it once and get it out of my system? Or something I felt I would want more than once.
It was an important question. One that I felt deserved an honest answer. Not only to my Girlfriend but to myself.
Honestly...? I don't know. I really don't think that is the correct question to be asking anyway.
My reasoning is that the attraction has been there for a long time. Maybe even longer than either one of us realize. It reminds me about a story I once heard about a Lion trainer. He raised a Lion from a cub into adult hood. Everyday he fed the Lion by hand. One day after feeding the Lion, he decided to show off the trust that the Lion and he shared, so he stuck his hand in the Lion's jaws. The Lion of course promptly bit his hand off.
The reasoning here is very simple, a Lion doesn't stop being a Lion just because you feed it.
Only by overcoming our baser instincts, wants and desires...are we truly human. What separates us from the beasts, is the ability to deny ourselves that which will bring instant gratification. Thus I'm certain it would be something I wanted more than once...but the real question is rather- Am I a big bad Human or a little pussy cat Lion?
Well I can tell you what this pussy wants...but so far I have been able to deny myself that gratification.
If your reading this, try and understand that, its not only the account from my memories but my sisters' as well...which differed from mine in surprising ways. Oh not as to what happened but things that were said or the sequence of events. Know that I am also looking back at this from the experience of now and trying to capture our mood, state of mind and reservations that we had then. Things are different now. You see its no longer a question on IF she and I will ever sleep together, but simply a matter of when.
XOXO Tiff
SARAH-
So where do I begin? First let me say that I don't consider myself or my sister a weirdo. Incest wasn't something I had given much thought about before that which, we call "the incident." It was just some peoples kink. Like BDSM or feet or spanking. Whatever does it for you, right? That all changed the minute I witnessed my younger sister masturbating while sniffing my panties.
I do wonder sometimes how many other women out there get turned on by incest, though. I mean it's not really something that you can discuss in a casual conversation, now can you?
Growing up in my family was both a blessing and a curse. We were all close and hardly ever fought. We were also taught things like sexual attraction to members of the same sex, different color or ethnicity, was perfectly normal. I think Tiffany said it best that there was very little drama in our house. Our Mother taught us to be free thinkers and accept everyone for who they were not who we wanted them to be.
Of course our Mother was also the most embarrassing woman on earth as you may have heard. Didn't matter what the topic was - Bowel movements, masturbation, your period - didn't matter, everybody poops right? I remember her having a 10 minute conversation with my Cheerleading coach and 2 other moms about the diarrhea I was suffering from, before cheering at a big game with our arch rivals! Thanks Mom!
Was I always attracted to girls? Probably...I certainly like guys as well, but there is just something about a pretty woman that I find irresistible. I don't think I ever seriously considered it though until my sister informed us that she liked girls. That got the old brain box churning let me tell you. Tiffany was always the brazen one though. Adventurous and bold. I can't tell you how much I admire her.
I can certainly understand why Tiffany had the hots for my friend Jessica. Jessica looks an awful lot like Megan Fox. So yeah, she is smokin' hot.
I can also tell you that Tiffany is a lot more beautiful than she's saying. She calls herself merely pretty. Uh uh...she is beautiful, with a rocking body and beautiful hair. Take it from someone who has seen her pussy she's a natural red head too!
Why haven't we acted on our mutual attraction? Well part of it is the anticipation. Like prolonging your masturbation and denying yourself release because you know when you finally cum its going to be epic! Also she's my sister and I love her and don't want to hurt her. Simple as that! That's not to say that we haven't done things that go beyond the bonds of normal sisterhood! She and I have "fooled around" a number of times. And of course there is a tremendous amount of sexual tension between us so who knows what will happen!
My life changed that day. For better? Hmmmm...hard to say. In some ways, yes. In others? Not so much. Why? Because of an itch I have always been afraid to scratch!
I had been planning on going out with Jessica, her boy friend and a guy whom I was planning on fucking that night. I was in the midst of a dry spell and I had been thinking about it most of the afternoon. So by the time I got home my panties were absolutely soaked.
Jessica and I were planning on getting ready at my house before heading out to meet the guys. We when got in the door, we exchanged pleasantries with Tiff and headed to my room.
As I said, we needed to freshen up a bit before heading out. I dropped my jeans and wet panties near my bedside table. Maybe it was fate or just an accident but Jessica who was changing about 6 ft away from me lost her balance removing her jeans and stumbled. She had to put her hand on the wall to keep from crashing over. In the process she was bent over with her butt sticking out giving me quite a nice view of her thong covered pussy. I wondered what it would be like to be intimate with her. Talk about your foreshadowing.