Not the usual caveats. Yep, spelling is still usually spot on as Word is kind enough to underline anything spelled incorrectly, and I still use Australian / British standard English, otherwise known as proper English. However, I now have an editor / proofreader, fellow member
OhDave1
. He offered his services being a fan of my work and I gratefully accepted. All mistakes are owned up to by the author. Please remember this is just fantasy and I'm still an amateur.
Comments and feedback are appreciated as always.
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My baby, my baby
She's all that I need
Hanging around
She's all I need
She makes my world feel so good to me
- 'My Baby' by Cold Chisel
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"Oh, daddy!"
That brought me to a screeching halt around three steps away from my daughter's bedroom door. It was the moan of a young woman exploring herself. Or, if I wanted to put it crudely, the noises of a young woman in the throes of masturbation and hoping an orgasm would arrive imminently.
It was 11pm on a weeknight. I always went to bed at the same time on a weeknight. And since she was a little girl, I always checked on my daughter before going to bed. When she was a little girl and her bedtime was earlier, she'd be fast asleep. I'd make sure she was tucked in, kiss her cheek, and leave the door open so a little light shone through. If she had nightmares, she knew exactly where to go, her parents' bed where daddy would keep her safe from the monsters.
As she got older, I still popped in to say goodnight. By the time she was a teenager, and we had relaxed until the time she had to go to bed, I'd find her awake most of the time, sometimes reading, sometimes on her phone, sometimes already asleep. But her face would always light up with a smile when I knocked and pushed the door wider.
"Daddy!" she'd exclaim happily, even during later teenage years. It was a ritual by this stage, my daughter eager for a hug and kiss from her father. I'd worried for years that eventually she'd close the door and not want that hug and a kiss any longer. But the door was ajar and that was her signal to me that she wanted that last bit of affection before she went to sleep.
My daughter knew I went to bed at the same time every night. It was three weeks since she'd turned eighteen. I wasn't stupid. I was more than aware she masturbated. All young men and women explored themselves. I didn't ask but knew there was a chance she was already sexually active. I didn't ask, she didn't tell. It was just another sign my little girl was now a young woman.
"Oh, Daddy!" she cried, "Oh, Daddy, please fuck me."
Leaning against the wall, I had to keep myself under control. Hearing my little girl moaning and crying out in such a manner was causing a reaction in my body I didn't want. I was getting hard. I should have turned around and just gone to bed, but my feet were stuck in cement, and there was that small part of me that did wonder what exactly she was doing to herself. Just her fingers? Had she bought sex toys? A dildo? A vibrator?
Shaking my head of those thoughts, I took another deep breath and was ready to take another step forward when she cried out again.
"Yes, Daddy!" she cried out, "Oh please cum in me, Daddy. Fill my hot little pussy with all your potent cum!"
Then she cried out and I think I heard my little girl have an orgasm not for the first time. The moan and whimpers coming from her room would have caused even an impotent man to achieve an erection. There was near silence for the next couple of minutes, willing my erection to go down, before I turned around and walked back half a dozen steps. Ensuring I was whistling, I knocked lightly on her door.
"Hey, sweetie," I said, pushing the open ever so slightly. She was lying back underneath her covers, her cheeks bright red and her forehead looking rather damp with sweat, "You okay, sweetie?"
"Just fine, Daddy. Feeling a little warm tonight."
I bet, is what I thought, considering the noises I'd just heard, and there was no missing her scent in her room. It was a scent I'd grown used to recently. This was just the first time she'd been so flagrant regarding her masturbation. Walking over to her bed, I sat on the edge as she sat up, her vest top hanging loose. She'd taken to wearing tops around the house that showed off her cleavage, as my daughter had been blessed with a pair of C-cup breasts, verging on D-cup. My wife, Erin, had given her grief for it since she'd started to develop. I also knew that she'd be wearing nothing more than panties, but had a brief thought, wondering if she was naked.
Hugging her tightly as always, she sighed happily as I kissed her cheek. "I love you, sweetheart," I whispered.
"I love you, Daddy." She leaned back and smiled. "You're not going to stop coming to say goodnight, are you?"
"Only if you want me to stop."
"Never. I love it when you come to say goodnight. You've been doing it for so long now, when you're occasionally away for work, I can't go to sleep." She paused, muttering, "Not like Mum would ever do anything for me."
I wasn't going to open that can of worms this late at night. I knew my daughter and my wife had been at loggerheads for years by now. What didn't help is that Erin, my supposedly loving wife, had grown increasingly cold towards me in the past couple of years. Whether it was jealousy of her daughter, or she was just tired or bored of our marriage, I still wasn't sure. I'd done my best to rekindle the flames of romance, but she just didn't seem interested.
Hugging her for a couple of minutes, I finally leaned back and kissed her forehead. "Goodnight, sweetheart."
"Goodnight, Daddy. I love you."
"I love you, Olivia," I whispered back.
Before shutting the door, I gazed back at my daughter one last time. She'd already turned onto her side, but she was watching me go. Closing the door, I took a couple of steps before stopping and sighing, running a hand down my face. I was already wondering if we needed to have a conversation. One hell of an awkward conversation, but a conversation nonetheless.
Walking into the master bedroom, Erin was already turned to her side away from me. Whether she was asleep or not, I found myself not caring. She'd shown next to no interest in intimacy for months by now. Part of me thought she was cheating, and another part actually hoped she was. It would make what felt like the inevitable divorce almost easier on my conscience. Some other fool could put up with her shit. At least my daughter was eighteen and couldn't be taken from me now.
Heading to our ensuite bathroom, I was going to have a pee when I glanced down to see my cock was hard again. Almost laughing to myself, I closed my eyes and tried to picture my wife. I then shook those thoughts away, figuring that would just kill my erection.
"No... Don't..." I muttered to myself, "That's a whole can of worms you don't want to open..."
Willing my erection to go away, I finally managed to pee, washed my hands, and brushed my teeth, before heading to bed. I didn't even consider spooning with my wife, figuring I'd earn an elbow in the gut or an accusation of trying to start something. God forbid I would want to snuggle with my wife.
I found my dreams were rather vivid that night, and most involved beautiful women, somewhat like my daughter. Her face never appeared, but there was no doubt my imagination was working overtime. I woke up halfway through the night to find myself jerking off in my sleep. That hadn't occurred in a long time.
"Fuck it," I muttered to myself, getting out of bed, and heading to the ensuite bathroom again. Standing over the toilet, I jacked off to all the images I could remember and came harder than I had in what felt like years. "Oh fuck," I groaned, watching as I shot quite the load into the bowl.
Glancing into the mirror, I was surprised I didn't have a haunted, guilty look on my face. I simply felt lighter on my feet and relief that everything was in working order. I was approaching forty and the supposed drop in libido hadn't happened. If my wife wasn't such a cold bitch, I'd still be hoping to fuck her every night of the week.
Sliding back into bed, I dropped off straight away, and woke up feeling rather refreshed when my alarm went off. I showered and shaved first before getting dressed, my wife getting up while I was dressing to start getting ready herself. She would wish me 'Good morning' and that was about it.
Heading into the kitchen to ready myself some breakfast, Olivia skipped in looking fresh as a daisy. We were all early risers in the family. Erin and I started early, while Olivia always went with me as I would drop her at the train station. If she didn't have an early lecture, she'd go to the library to study. I think she just liked to spend as much time with her old man as possible.
"Morning, Daddy," she stated brightly, giving me a hug and kiss on my cheek, "Oooh, still keeping the stubble. Makes you look even more handsome, Daddy."
"Morning, sweetheart. Sleep well?"
"Like a rock, Daddy."
I usually had toast with a coffee for breakfast. My daughter had cereal, yoghurt, fruit and a mug of tea. She always had an appetite, something I loved to see, aware of all the issues young women faced regarding their body image, which made me wonder where she put it all, though I knew she attended the gym, as she'd sometimes go with me, and still played netball during the winter.
Her mother breezed in fifteen minutes later, poured herself a coffee into her travel mug, and barely laid a peck on my cheek before saying 'Goodbye', neither of us getting a word in before we heard the front door close.