My Apology to My Stepson

I married Clark when I was just thirty years old and he was fifty eight at the time. Did I marry him for the money and security...yes I most certainly did. Clark's son Clark Jr. or CJ as he likes to be called was fifteen at the time and he had a dickens of a time accepting me. I mean I couldn't blame him, his mother had passed away a year before and he was still hurting. Clark said just take it slow Maddie and he'll come around. Well as for me I was still married to his father and therefore part of the family whether he like it or not. That and he'd be moving away and going to college in three years so why should I care. But within those three years things changed between CJ and I. We became very good friends and he even calls me mom which makes me feel good. I liked being called his mom. We found that we could talk to each other about anything and there was no subject off limits.

This morning we were in the kitchen, CJ was sitting at the table and I was cooking breakfast and he suddenly asked me an odd question. "Mom do you really love dad?"

The question caught me off guard and I looked at him, "Of course I love your father, CJ. Why would you ask me that?"

He shrugged, "Well the two of you have been arguing more than usual lately."

I frowned and nodded, "Yes we have darling but that doesn't mean that I've fallen out of love with your father." The reason why Clark and I have been arguing is because he's stopped having sex with me. He can't get it up and he refuses to take any ED medication. Good gosh I'm thirty three and I'm still in need of a good fucking. Which I haven't had in months...six months to be exact. AND Vibrators and dildos aren't cutting it.

"So what are you two fighting about mom?" CJ asked.

I smirked to myself, I can talk to CJ about anything but I'm certainly not talking to him about this. "Sweetie we're okay. In fact you need to be thinking about what you want for your birthday. And by the way happy birthday CJ." I said placing a plate of pancakes in front of him. Blue berry pancakes is his favorite and I made a happy face out of the berries on each one.

He looked down at the pancakes and frowned.

I looked at him confused, "Whats wrong honey?" I asked.

He shrugged and pushed the plate away, "I'm eighteen years old now mom so stop treating like a kid."

I was taken aback. "I'm sorry...I just thought it would nice to..."

He cut me off, "Just forget it. I'm good, okay." He pushes his chair back and stands up.

I take his arm, "Wait a minute CJ. Is something bothering you sweetie?"

He shakes his head, "It's complicated Mom you wouldn't understand."

I cross my arms and give him a confused look, "What would I not understand CJ. I mean you can talk to me about anything, sweetheart, you know that."

He sits back down, "I'm so damned confused, Mom. I have these thoughts and feelings running through my head."

I sat down across from him at the table, "What are you confused about CJ?"

"I'm fucking confused about women. I wanted to take Amy out for my birthday but..." he stopped and tears began to form in his deep brown eyes.

I take his hand, "Go on." I say.

"She called me last night and broke up with me." a tear trickled down his cheek.

My mouth dropped.

"OMG darling I'm so sorry!"

"She claims that I want too much from her."

"Okay? So what's making her think that you're wanting too much from her, CJ?" I was genuinely curious.

He shrugs, "It's a bit embarrassing mom."

I smile and shake my head, "It's about sex right?"

He blushes and nods.

"That's okay sweetie you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." I say and I get up.

"I wanted Amy to give me a blow job for my birthday. But I guess that's just too much to ask from your girlfriend, right?"

I smile and sit back down. "Not all women are into giving oral pleasure to their partners."

"Have you ever..." he pauses "You know...did that to dad?"

I quickly shook my head, "No your father is a straight ace when it comes down to sex." Which was the truth. He was boring in bed you might say. No experimentation whatsoever. I mean I really enjoy sucking a guy's cock. But it was something I had to give up when I married Clark.

"So have you given anyone a blow job, mom?"

I smiled and nodded, "I have CJ. But that is all I'm gonna say on the matter."

"Did you enjoy it?" he smirks.

"CJ I said I didn't want to discuss it."

"Ah come on mom, we can talk about anything...remember?"

I sighed and closed my eyes to avoid his pleading brown eyes. I shouldn't have said anything.

"Well did you or did you not?" he asks.

"I did and for your next question Did I enjoy it...yes." I say and CJ's Mouth drops and his eyes go wide.

"Alright!" he says pumping his fist in the air.

I can't help but laugh at his juvenile antics. As he's pumping his fist I see his free hand

slowly slide from the table into his lap. He doesn't think I noticed it. I know he's rubbing his cock. And as always I don't make a big deal of it. It's why I'm the coolest mom in the world right? :-)

"What's for breakfast?" Clark exclaims cheerfully as he steps into the kitchen. He dressed in his red and black plaid PJ's. I can't stand seeing him in those darn things. They make him look so old.

CJ quickly pulls his hand back up.

I smile and give him a little wink and I stand up, "We're having blueberry pancakes in honor of our son's eighteenth birthday.

"Oh great, those are my favorites too!" he tousled CJ's hair and took his place at the head of the table. "Happy birthday son!"

"Thanks dad." CJ says as he smooths his hair back in place.

I place three pancakes on a plate and I set them in front of my husband.

"Thanks Maddie.", he says and swats me on the bottom. I'm wearing one of my short satin robes and you know how thin those are. It stung my buttocks.

CJ laughs at my pained expression and I stick my tongue out at him and wink. Clark misses our playful exchange as he's now reading the financial report in the news paper.

I didn't mind Clark popping me on the bottom occasionally but he's never done it in front of our son before.

I put the thought aside and I fixed myself a few hot pancakes and I sat down at the table to eat. I sit down next to CJ like always.

"So son what do you want for your birthday this year?" Clark asks barely looking up from the paper.

CJ frowns and shakes his head, "I don't want anything dad."

Clark lowers the paper and looks at him and then at me. I shrug pretending not to know what's going on. He folds his newspaper and places both his elbows on the table to look at CJ. "Why don't you want anything for your birthday son?"

"I don't want to talk about it dad, okay." he snaps and he stands up and leaves the kitchen and soon we hear his bedroom door slam down the hall.

"Can we say...EMOTIONAL? What the fuck is that boys problem?"

I shake my head.

"Oh bullshit you know something Maddie. He confides in you more than he does me. Now I want to know!"

I don't like discussing the things CJ and I talk about but Clark was adamant about wanting to know. So I told him and I really felt bad about doing it too.

Clark shakes his head, "Good for her because only a slut will suck a man's dick. No man wants a cock sucking whore for a girlfriend or even a wife for that matter."

I didn't say anything because at one point in my life I was a cock sucking whore. Not only did I suck but I swallowed too." I smiled at the thought.

"What are you smiling about?" Clark asked giving me a quizzical look.

"Oh nothing darling. I just find it funny how our son has grown up."

He laughs and nods, "It seems like just yesterday he was in diapers."

Like you are now, I wanted to say but I resisted the urge so I stood up and collected the plates and washed the dishes, while he read his newspaper. That was pretty much our relationship...boring.

Suddenly Clark stands up and he slams his paper down. "I'm going to have a talk with that young man!"

"Clark NO!" I shout but he ignores me and traces out of the kitchen and down the hall.

My stomach sinks as I chase after him, but I'm not fast enough and barges into CJ's bedroom.

"Whats this about you wanting Amy to suck your cock?"

"Dad what the Fuck?" CJ shouts trying to pull his boxers back up. He'd been in the process of jerking off.

"What the hell? Boy get your pants pulled up... your mom is present!"

Yes I was present and yes I saw my son's cock before he put it away and lets just say he was well hung to be so young. It was certainly longer and thicker than my husband's cock. I quickly turned around to give him his privacy.

"Get outta here dad!"

"I will not! Not before I speak my mind. I can't believe that you would ask a sweet young woman like Amy to suck your cock! What kind of freak are you?"

CJ started to tear up and he looked at me as if to ask me why? Why did I betray him?

I had to walk away.

I ran back to the kitchen with tears in my own eyes. My husband had betrayed me as well. Damn him!! I sat down at the table and listened to him loudly berate CJ. He was literally destroying my relationship with my son and all for what. Just so he could make CJ feel bad about himself.

A little while later my husband comes back into the kitchen and I'm expecting to him accuse me of being a cock sucking whore. Because I just knew that CJ would out me.

"That fucking kid I swear!"

I spun around to face Clark, "He's not a kid, Clark! He's a man!"

He shakes his head, "Maybe I was a little hard on him."

"I will never trust you again!" I shouted.

"Ah come on darling, don't be like that." He steps close to me to give me a hug but I push him away.

"GET AWAY FROM ME!"

"Maddie please...I'm sorry." he tries again to hug me but I slap him across his face.

He touches his cheek and looks at me in shock.

I put my hands on my hips, "Do you want to know a secret about me, Clark? Huh?"

He looked at me and shook his head.

"Well I'm gonna tell you anyways. I sucked cock before I met you, Clark. Not just one but several. I guess that makes me a cock sucking whore in your book huh?"

His mouth dropped.

"That's right I sucked and I enjoyed it too. I even swallowed."

Clark placed a hand to his stomach and appeared to be turning green. He was about to puke.

"Call me a cock sucking whore will yeah!! Say it, Clark!!!"

"I will not! You're my wife Maddie and I love you."

I shake my head.

"Look honey I'm gonna give you some time to calm down okay. I'll go over to Frank's."

"Oh yeah you just do that and I want you to call him a freak too, because Gloria suckles his dick all the time!" I said vehemently glaring at him with cold blue eyes.

Clark closed his eyes and turned around and grabbed his coat and hurried out of the house...still dressed in his ugly PJ's. I watch from the window as he climbs into our Yukon and tears out of the driveway.

I'm so angry with him right now that I hope he crashes and kills himself. The Bastard!!

I walk down the hallway to CJ's room. The door is closed and I can hear him whimpering. I turn the handle to find the door is locked.

"CJ honey let me please."

"Go away Maddie!" he snaps.

I knew CJ was pissed with me because he rarely calls me Maddie. "I know you're mad at me CJ and you have every right to be sweetie. Your father had no right to come down on you like that."

"You should have kept your mouth shut Maddie! I trusted you!"

I closed my eyes it was tearing me up inside, "I'm so sorry CJ! Please let me in so we can talk."

There was a moment of silence and I was just about to turn and walk back to the kitchen when I suddenly heard the door unlock. I reached and turned the handle and slowly opened the door.

CJ was sitting on his bed with his knees drawn up to him. He glared daggers at me as I walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Honey I'm so sorry." I say reaching to touch his hand, but he quickly jerks it away.

"I know you keep saying that, Maddie." he shakes his head. "And you shouldn't have told him."

I brushed back my shoulder length blond hair, "How can I make this up to you sweetie. I love you and I don't want you to be mad at me."

"What's done is done and that's it. I will never confide in you again."

Those last words hurt me deeply and I started to cry. "Please tell me what I can do! I'll do anything CJ."

He laughed, "Anything huh?"

I nod.

"Okay then I want you to give me a blow job, Maddie. Now that'll certainly make it up to me."

I looked at him thinking he was joking. But he stared at me with brown eyes so serious.

I didn't say anything as I stood up and removed my robe and folded it neatly and placed it on the end of the bed. Then I removed my bra and my panties and did the same. His eyes went wide and his mouth sagged, he looked like a boy staring through a candy store window.

"Slide over." I say as I lay down beside him on the bed.

"Maddie you don't have to..." He quickly shut up as I lay my hand on his bare stomach and slowly began sliding it downward.

I pushed my hand under the waistband of his boxers and let my fingers play through his pubic hair.

"Can I touch it?" I ask.

He looked away "Only if you want to."

"Oh I want to CJ. I want to so bad!" I lightly let my finger tips slide across his cock. He jerks.

I smile and take his soft cock in my hand "Tell me CJ do you want mom'ma to suck your dick?"

He closed his eyes, "Oh...Shit..." he arches his back.

"Say it baby. Come on. Tell mommy you want it."

He swallows hard, "I want you to suck my dick, Mom...please!!" he said biting his lower lip.

His cock was growing so rapidly in my small hand to the point I could barely get my fingers around it. Goodness he was big.

"You mustn't tell your father?" I wink

He looks at me his expression sexy yet serious and he shakes his head.

I smile and straddle his chest pushing my bottom close to his face. Then I push his boxers down past his knees giving myself plenty of room to work. I have to admit I was feeling just as excited as he was.

CJ grasped my thighs and pulled my pussy to his face. I gasped when I felt his tongue slide slowly along my labia to find my swollen clit button. He tickled it with his tongue. Where did he learn this? He wildly sucked and licked and stabbed his tongue into my cunt.

I sucked in a breath and dropped to my elbows, "Oh CJ!"

He thrust his hips wanting me to suck him and I did. I opened my mouth and went down on him, taking his seven inch cock. I gagged just a little as the head of his dick passed against my tonsils. I take him deep inside my throat and it feels so good so very right. I have missed sucking cock soooo bad.

"OOoooo...FUCK...MOM!" CJ's exclaims his body trembling beneath me.

His excitement spurred me and I began bobbing my head up and down with such purpose. I can taste his pre-cum and it tastes so nice.

He pulls my dripping pussy to his young face and goes to town on me, stabbing his tongue in and out of me. He had me so wet that I was dripping.

I bobbed my head frantically sucking on his beautiful rod.

"Oh shit! Just like that Mom...YESSSS. I'm about to cum...!!!"

I anticipated his release...I needed it so bad. I wanted to taste his cum!" I reach under him and run my finger along his taint and after a few tickles CJ cries out and he explodes deep inside my throat. His hot semen spewed and I feasted upon it like the cum sucking whore I am. I licked and sucked every tasty drop, until his cock would give no more.

Suddenly CJ dug his fingers into my thighs and began going down on me again. He was so strong and I just love strong men. This excited me and I was dribbling again. the boy loved my taste because he was rubbing his entire face against me. The moist sound of him eating me spurred me into a full on orgasm and because I haven't had one in so long that every muscle in my body tensed and shuttered at once. and I screamed and cried a long guttural cry. As my orgasm recedes it leaves me so weak and exhausted that I collapse against him.

We're both so exhausted that we lay like this for a few minutes until we catch our breath.

"Happy Birthday, CJ." I say and I attempt to climb off of him but he hooks both arms around my thighs and pulls my pussy to his face again...OMG! Four powerful orgasms later I finally passed out.

I awaken to him inside me, pumping my pussy with his young cock. He drills me like...well a whore. His neck muscles tense and his body flexes and I feel my insides suddenly go warm and moist as he cums inside me. He drops down upon me sweaty and exhausted then he gives me a long and passionate kiss. When he pulls his lips from me he smiles and winks, "Thanks for the apology mom."

CJ makes me apologize to him twice more before Clark got home.

We are now closer than we have ever been and when he wants to get closer...I let him ;-))