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I had a couple of tickets to a big concert and I was looking forward to hearing some of my favorite bands. There were seven of them playing. Those classic rock bands break the bank for the tickets, but hey, I love the music. So did Gwen. We had it all set up and it was going to be a blast.
We'd been going out for two months and I felt like we were ready for the next step. We had done some heavy petting, but that's as far as it had gone. I was hoping for a little progress after the concert. Imagine my disappointment when she called 30 minutes before I was supposed to pick her up, told me she was sick and couldn't get out of the bathroom. Well, that sucked. I was holding two tickets and I really didn't want to go by myself.
I called Kit and asked her if she was interested. Kit is my little sister. She's a big fan of Halestorm, and they were going to be playing. She jumped at the chance and promised to meet me outside her dorm.
I pulled up and Kit was waiting. She ran over and jumped in, giving me a kiss on the cheek before she got the door closed. "Thanks for taking me, Bub," she said. "Why aren't you taking Gwen?"
"She is dying along the Oregon trail from dysentery," I joked. It was an old saw between us. My name wasn't Bub, or even Bubba; we weren't even from the South. She'd called me "Bub" since she was born, even though my name is Mason Harrison. Our dad's historical hero was George Mason and I was named after him. Kit was actually Katherine, but I'd called her Kitten most of her life, and she was Kit since she was now a grown-up college girl.
She looked over at me with those big blue eyes. "Well, she seems to have made a miraculous recovery. Isn't that her?"
I looked, and it was. Either she had some fast-acting medicine or I was being played. As we watched, a blue sports car with a big gay spoiler on the back pulled up. It was one of the new Shelbys. Who puts a spoiler on a pony car? Gwen ran across the street and jumped in. There was some blonde guy in a sweater vest in the car, and there was a parking sticker from the engineering school on the bumper. The tires chirped and away they went.
I was stunned for a minute. I shook it off and gave a mental shrug. I was going to a great concert with my little sister. She was my favorite girl in the world, and we were going to enjoy the hell out of this. Whatever thoughts I had about Gwen were obviously castles in the clouds.
Gwen and I had been going out every Friday and Saturday night. We were supposed to go to the movies that Friday night. She called me half a dozen times that week and left messages. I didn't bother to call her back, and I had a date for Friday night with a girl I met that week at the grocery store. She was a cute little thing who had waited on me at the deli. We'd talked a few times before, and she was very quick to jump on going out.
About seven-thirty, my phone started buzzing. It didn't stop all the time we were having dinner. It stopped during the movie, because I turned it off. I didn't turn it back on until I got home, and I had five voice mails, four Snaps and 22 texts when I finally turned it back on.
All the voice mails, Snaps and all but two of the texts were from Gwen. I listened to the first voice mail. She wondered where I was and told me we were going to be late if I didn't hurry. The first text wondered where I was and what was wrong with my phone. I sighed. I might as well get it over with. I called her.
She was pissed off. "Where the hell were you?" she yelled. "I got dressed and waited and you never showed up? What the hell is wrong with you? Couldn't you at least let me know?"
"I thought you were busy," I said. "Engineer boy wasn't available?"
"What are you talking about?" she asked. "You know we planned this two weeks ago."
"Yeah, that's what I thought about the concert, too," I said. "Did you forget that Kit and you live in the same dorm?"
"Oh, shit," she said. "That wasn't what you think, Mason."
"How do you know what I think?" I asked. "Are you a mind reader now? I'll tell you what I think; I think you lied to me, left me holding a 75-dollar ticket and went off with engineer boy. Is that not what happened?"
"No, that's not what happened," she said. "I mean... it isn't what you think."
"Yeah, you mentioned that. I guess I can add thought reading to your other talents. Goodbye, Gwen," I said. "Have a nice life." I ended the call and it wasn't thirty seconds until she called back. I let it go to voicemail and she just kept calling. That went on for five days and then when I came home from work, she was sitting on the front step of my apartment. She looked like hell. She was crying and shivering with cold. She needed a tissue and there was a little pile of them beside her on the steps.
She jumped up when she saw me and came running, throwing herself on me and sobbing her heart out. "I'm so sorry, Mason," she was sobbing, over and over again. She was obviously freezing, and I took her arm and guided her inside. I sat her on the sofa and covered her up with a blanket. I went and made her a cup of hot chocolate, and she was still shivering when I brought it to her.
She held it in her little hands and she was shaking so hard that she could hardly sip it.
"Jesus, Gwen, how long have you been sitting out there?" I asked.
"Three... three hours," she managed to get out. "You were late, Mason. I couldn't leave until I got a chance to talk to you."
"Gwen, I wasn't taking your phone calls," I said. "What about that would make you think I wanted to talk to you?"
"I know you don't want to talk to me," she said. "I fucked up, Mason. I was stupid, okay? I did something I despise in other people. I'm an honest person. I don't lie, but I lied to you. I'm very sorry and I needed to ask you to forgive me. I'll never lie to you again. I don't know what came over me. I'm very sorry."
"Okay, I forgive you," I said. "Was that all you wanted to say?"
She looked at me like I'd hit her. "I was hoping that you'd ask me out again," she said. "Give me a chance; I'm dying here, Mason. Just give me a little crack, a little sliver of light and I'll make sure you never regret it."
"I don't like being lied to," I told her. "If you got drunk, puked on my sofa, cheated on your taxes or poisoned your neighbor's cat, I wouldn't think it was any big deal. Hell, if you were a thief or smoked weed or got in fights, I'd just smile and tell you to stop it. Lying to me is on a whole different planet. Then sneaking off to go out with some dickweed on top of that? I don't think I'm interested in you, Gwen. I don't like that kind of person; I don't hang out with them and I certainly don't date them."
"I'm not like that," she said. "I don't know what I was thinking."
"How do I know that?" I asked. "You seem to be pretty good at it. That indicates to me that you've had a bit of practice."
She made a little wail of despair. "I don't... I've never lied to you before. I know I fucked up. It was just... Brad asked me to go someplace I always wanted to go. There was a party at Tiara's. You know the mansion parties are by invitation only. Brad had an invitation. You know I've always wanted to go."
I went over to the hall table and opened the drawer. When I came back, I handed her the envelope. She opened it and gasped.
"You had an invitation? Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't want to go," I told her. "I don't give a shit about going to some high-society party. I was going to a concert with my girl. I was stupid enough to think that would be pretty special. It was. I took Kit and we had a blast. I hope you enjoyed your party. Now, it's time for you to go, Gwen. Don't come back. Don't call me, don't text. If you see me, just wave. I'll wave back and we'll be cordial. I don't want anything to do with you. Do you understand?"
I got her out the door, but she didn't get it. She called me once a week for three months. I saw her around campus and she always made it a point to talk to me. I was civil, but never more than that. I dated quite a bit, but there was never that spark I'd had with Gwen, and I really didn't want anything serious. Getting burned wasn't much fun, I had discovered. I was very hesitant to get involved again.
By the time I graduated, I was ready to leave college life behind. I'd kept part-time jobs and had a couple of paid internships, but I was ready to start making some real money. I got a pretty sweet job offer in Memphis. I'd been there once in high school when the basketball team took a trip down to play in the same arena where the Grizzlies played. Beale Street and the hotel were all I'd ever seen. I knew I liked the barbeque, so I went to the interview.
I took the job, got in a nice condo and settled in, living the dream. I was making very good money, and being single, I didn't spend that much. My social life was non-existent while I was getting up to speed with the job, but I began going out some with the people from work after about six months. That's when Kit called me.
"Hi, Bub!" She was as excited and bubbly as ever. "How would you like some company this weekend?"
"Hi, baby girl. I guess it depends on who the company is. If it's you, I'd love it. If it's you and what's his name... dickweed, I'll be half as thrilled. No, less than that."
She laughed. "I know you never liked Frank, Mason. Umm... it turns out you were right. I dumped him about a month ago. I thought he was done with the drinking until he puked and passed out every weekend. I was wrong. Anyway, it would just be me. Guess what, Bub?"
"Well, I kinda need a hint here, Kit," I said. "You wrecked your car again?"
"You're so mean! A girl has two little accidents and she never hears the end of it! No, I got an offer to come and interview for a paid intern position in Memphis. How cool is that? If you'll let me, I'll come and stay with you this weekend and we can hang. The interview is Tuesday, so I could come down Friday night, I could hang with you all weekend and see how the interview goes. Did you have plans? I don't want to be a bother."
The truth was I would never turn down an opportunity to hang out with her. "No, I don't have a thing I can't do some other time," I said. "Are you flying, or driving?"
"I'm gonna fly," she said. "The company bought my ticket. That's good, don't you think? They must really be interested."
"Yeah, they must want you pretty bad," I said. "Who wouldn't, though? You're the smartest person I ever met and I don't doubt for a minute that you're going to graduate top in your class."
"Thanks, Bub, but we both know you're smarter than I am," she said. I didn't know that. I knew she was way smarter than I ever was. I wasn't about to argue, so I just asked her what time she was getting there and we ended the call with me planning to pick her up at the airport.