Jane, my mother suffers from severe migraines, during the day she would soldier on after taking medication, hoping it would suppress the pain. In the evening she would go to bed early, close the curtains, change into a nightdress, taking at least one sleeping pill, depending on the severity of the migraine, spend all night lying on top of the bed. She always left her bedroom door open I assumed a habit from listening out for me when I was a baby. Before getting into bed I would stand at her bedroom door watching her while she slept, hoping that her nightdress would have ridden up or slipped down to expose some part of her body.
Becoming more adventurous sometimes I would stand at her bedside leaning over pretending I was kissing her. The first time I actually made contact with her lips, was accidental, while leaning over pretending to kiss her, slightly lost my balance and our lips lightly touched. Backing off immediately I froze expecting some reaction. Subconsciously she must have felt my touch because her lips moved in a sort of puckering fashion, but fortunately she didn't wake up. When the opportunity arose, I would kneel at her bedside and apply light kisses on her lips, terrified in case she woke up and discovered me, however, excitement overcame my fears.
Certain she wouldn't wake up I became more confident, leading to a greater sexual awareness, which increased my determination to experiment on my mother. The kissing persisted for quite a while as I enjoyed watching the movement of her mouth, afterwards thinking perhaps she was searching for my lips. One night I dribbled a spot of saliva onto her lips and watched her tongue slowly sweep across her lips drawing it into her mouth. Another night as I kissed her, I ran my tongue across her lips and became amazed as she partly opened her mouth sufficiently for me to insert my tongue.
Some nights while I knelt beside her, kissing and watching her mouth, I would slide a finger across the top of a nipple as it became swollen beneath her nightdress. I loved to watch her nipples become enlarged knowing it was a reaction to the attention I was paying them, wondering if I dare give them a little squeeze. Becoming bolder, occasionally, when she was wearing an appropriate nightdress, one with shoulder straps, and lying in a convenient position, I would slip the strap off her shoulder, pull it down her arm, dragging the material to uncover her breast, to expose it. I would lightly touch her breast, feel her nipple and sometimes gently suck it. It was about this time that I began to masturbate at the bedside while touching her. Of course I had been masturbating for several years but I needed to work out how it could be done while I touched her and without it shooting all over the place and soiling the bed covers.
It would often be necessary for me to run errands to, and for Mrs. Brown, also a widow and a friend of my mothers, who lived just around the corner in the next road. Sometimes to give her a message, sometime to take things around to her, occasionally to collect from her. This particular day it was early morning when my mother sent round to collect something. Mrs. Brown answered the door still wearing her cotton nightdress that couldn't be seen through, and believe you me it was far from sexy. The problem was Mrs. Brown had these huge breasts, much bigger than my mothers whose are fairly big, but they had always fascinated me. Usually they were slung in a bra but that morning they were roaming free, swinging, bouncing, jumping as she walked, she was one big bitch. She sat at the table preparing something for me to take back to my mother, her tits were resting on the table or more like the table was holding them up, I just couldn't take my eyes off of them. Looking down the open neck of her nightdress I could see some cleavage, and also her large nipples noticeably standing out beneath her nightdress, I was mesmerized, unable to take my eyes off her.
She caught me staring at her and challenged me. "Are you looking at my breasts young man?" It felt like I was blushing, and then began to perspire, stuttering as I tried to answer. She laughed, "It's alright Mark I like men looking at me and I especially enjoy you looking at my breasts, I know you do it all the time. Would you like to see them?" I nodded. She slipped her arms out of the nightdress and lowered it to her waist. Looking at them in the flesh they were big and not as pretty as I expected, but I told her they were beautiful. She asked me if I would like to feel them and suggested that I should sit in the armchair and she would sit on my lap. They were surprisingly heavy, not at all what I was expecting, although they felt soft and spongy and I enjoyed fondling them. She lifted one up to my lips, "Would you like to suck it?" The nipple felt fantastic in my mouth, and with my nose buried in her flesh I was really enjoying myself.
Mrs. Brown, Irene is her name, placed her hand in my lap, obviously checking to see if I was aroused, and she wasn't mistaken I had a hard on which she found immediately. I felt her undo my pants and fumble around trying to get it out as I sucked one tit, and squeezed the other. Pulling her nipple from my mouth, dismounting from my lap, she knelt between my legs, unbuckled my belt and pulled my trousers and jockey shorts down. I may have surprised her because she gasped when she saw that I certainly wasn't small in that area. She placed her nightdress over me and began to jerk me off while I continued to fondle both breasts. "Kiss me Mark, please kiss me" I kissed and played with her tits until I shot my load in her nightdress, she wiped me clean, stood up, allowed me to pull my pants up, hugged and we kissed before suggesting that I had better get home. "Mark you mustn't tell your mother what we did, and if you like you can come back anytime and we can do it again, would you like that?" I said I would. Irene said that she knew I went out a lot of evenings with my friends, but if I would prefer I could go around her house instead and we would spend the evening together. We arranged to meet Friday evening.
Friday evening I thought Irene looked sensational, beautifully made up, hair immaculate and her clothes were really sexy. Semi-transparent blouse which allowed a limited visibility to her bra, a short billowing skirt and nylons. "Mark how nice of you to call." I never answered as she slipped her arm through mine and we headed towards the sitting room. She stopped turned towards me and said, "How do you think I look?" I told her that I thought she look beautiful. "Then you must say that you think I'm beautiful not just say nothing. We'll go back and start again." We walked back to the front door, she stood in front of me. "Mark how nice of you to call." She slipped her arm back through mine just as I was saying "Irene you look beautiful tonight" and replied as we headed for the sitting room "Thank you darling." And so began my training, my gentleman training as Irene called it.
We sat and talked for a while then she asked if I would like a coffee and suggested we have it at the table. Then we went through the routine of assisting a lady to sit down by holding her chair then easing it in closer to the table. Continuing to talk we drank our coffee, then after I had to assist her to stand by easing the chair out from behind her. We sat on the sofa together continuing to talk only this time Irene was explaining how to recognize all those little signs which shows a woman is interest in the man. She then showed me how a man can get a woman to become receptive to his advances, stopping at the point when I put an arm around her waist. We played the whole thing starting at the front door over and over again. It didn't look as though I was going to get any further that night, it looked as though the breast thing, the reason for my visit, wasn't going to happen. However just before I had to leave and we were sitting on the sofa when she allowed me to progress with my arms around her waist, to pull her close and kiss her. Of course then we had to practice kissing which included the French kiss. Finally the last couple of minutes she allowed me to unbutton her blouse and caress her breast through her bra. When we kissed goodnight she said there was some improvement.
It was well over a week before I saw Irene again, not being sure whether our assignation was a regular thing or just a one off. My visit was only because mother had asked me to take a message, and when I arrived Irene was more concerned as to why I hadn't contacted her, than the message. When I explained that we had not agreed a second visit and I wasn't sure whether she wanted to see me again, with that in mind, she said "I want you to visit me at least once a week so that we could progress our sexual activities." I appreciate that we had been kissing, and allowed to fondle and suck her tits but that was the first time sex had been mentioned, and now I was becoming intrigued. She asked me to stay, but I couldn't mother was expecting me to return home almost immediately. We had a quick kiss and cuddle while I unbuttoned her blouse, and a quicker squeeze of her tits, before going home, leaving her lying on the sofa, blouse open wide and her bra up around her neck.
Some progress was being made, but not always in the direction I was expecting or hoping for. My next visit saw the start of my ballroom dancing lessons, Irene considered that it was a good way to meet girls, with an excuse to hold them close, and always be comfortable in their company. Over a couple of years she taught me most of the ballroom dances but they only became a prelude to foreplay and sex. Usually after a lesson we would lie together on the sofa kissing and cuddling ending with me sucking her nipples. It was after the third lesson when we retired to the sofa, and had reached the stage when I was sucking her tits, she asked me to put my hand up her skirt. She told me to slowly slide my hand up her leg, then tell me to stop and slide my hand back down, then slide it up again but a little higher. Each time I slid my hand up higher, she spread her legs a little further, until my hand came in contact with her panties.