I have never told this story to anyone before, but since it is a favorite memory of mine I thought I would share it. I have relived it several times in my mind as I bring myself to another climax over again.
Several years ago my husband left me and our son to our own as he traveled from one woman to the next. Not that I regret it now, but then it was very hurtful. I raised my son the best I could and tried to show him all the love I had to make up for his dad's short comings. As Donnie grew I saw the changes in him from a boy growing into a man. I noticed on occasions the swell in his jeans,( I know a mother is not supposed to look but I couldn't help myself), it was very noticeable. I once walked in on him masturbating and was immediately shocked, embarrassed, and hypnotized. I guess I stared longer than I should have before I said excuse me and left. As wrong as it was I couldn't get the image out of my mind or the wetness it brought to my mound.
One Friday night Donnie was getting ready to leave for a weekend camping trip with his friend and his friends dad. I planned to go out that evening with a co-worker for drinks and ( in my mind) hopefully more.
"Mom are you sure you will be alright?" Donnie ask me. "I am sure, I am going out with Bill tonight for a drink. I will be fine, enjoy your weekend." I told him.
"Bill from your work, really Mom!"