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Mother's Confusion

Mother's Confusion

by Je71sox
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This is the first chapter in a three chapter story. Slow build to this one.

I do not condone the behavior in this story. The purpose of this story is entertainment only. As always, rate, comment, like, and follow.

I have lived a quiet, law abiding, simple life until recently. I'm Lauren, and I come from a decent working-class family who raised me in a major city that I do not want to share. My family has owned a three-family house for my entire life. Each apartment was a spacious two-bedroom. Growing up, my sister, Becky, and I shared a bedroom. Besides the sisters' typical arguments, Becky and I have always been close. Becky has always looked out for me like any older sibling would. I followed my sister to the same university when I went to college. During our college years, we had talked our parents into renting us the second floor apartment in our house. Becky went to school for nursing while I wanted to be a schoolteacher.

During my sophomore year of college, I got pregnant by my boyfriend, John. When John found out, he immediately told me he had no interest in being a parent. Nor would he consider having a child with me. John's reaction broke my heart, and at the time, it almost destroyed me. I was devastated and terrified of being a single parent. My family rallied around me, telling me they would support me every step of the way. Nine months later, my son, Greg, was born. I continued to go to school because all I had ever wanted was to be a schoolteacher.

That was twenty five years ago. Things have changed since then. We all still live in the same house I grew up in. My parents live on the first floor. Becky lives on the second floor with her on-again-off-again boyfriend and her nineteen year old daughter, Jessica. I was living alone in the third floor apartment for the past three years until my son Greg moved back in last year. Our house has been paid off for years. Luckily, none of us have the burden of paying most of our income on rent.

Greg was twenty four when he moved back home. He had been living with his girlfriend for three years, and they broke up because my son refused to marry her or talk about a timeline for children. I never told Greg this, but his girlfriend was in the right. After four years of being together and three years of living together, he should have made up his mind on whether or not he wanted more. But...I was happy to have him back home with me.

Like the rest of us, Greg was obsessed with work. College wasn't for him, so he went into the trades and was working on becoming a licensed electrician. I wouldn't say he had commitment issues; it was more like he has always known what he does and doesn't want. When he wants something, he goes all in. When it comes to women, they have always thrown themselves at him. He's a good looking man. Greg is roughly six feet tall with brown hair and dark eyes and he has always kept himself in great shape. Even though I am his mother, I know why women salivate over him. Add the fact that he had strategically placed tattoos all over him; he was a sexy looking young man. We have always been close, with no secrets between us.

Which brings me to how everything started. I still can't believe everything has changed since a year ago when he came back home. I had gotten lonely during the three years that I lived alone. I would work, then come home and continue to work on my students' papers in the evenings. I was used to being scantily dressed, and wine had become my best friend. Once Greg came home, I tried to dress more appropriately and cut back on my wine intake. Sometimes, I was more successful than others. Everything started innocently one night while Greg and I were watching TV on the couch. I had on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt and more wine in me than I should have. Greg asked, "How come you don't go out more and live a little bit? You're super hot and shouldn't be shuffling back and forth from work to home every day. You do realize that you have a right to live and have fun, right, Mom?"

I was taken aback at my son calling me hot but brushed it off as he had to say that about me. Don't get me wrong, I am ok looking. I have been described as cute, and like my son, I have kept my body in shape. I am petite at five-foot-three, with black hair and brown eyes. At forty-four, my body held up. I still have my perky b-cup breasts that look bigger because of my slim waist, slightly wide hips, and small, firm, round bum. Like I said, I am cute, but no one has ever called me hot before Greg. While blushing from my son's compliment, I told him, "Thank you, sweetie. I like my life. You don't need to worry about me. I appreciate you and how you worry about me. But, trust me, I like my life," I lied. He was right, I hadn't dated in years, and I would get lonely at times. I had never been a floozy who slept around with different men. I was a mom, then a teacher, and I always placed my needs at the bottom of the list. We talked about nothing for the rest of the night while I continued to drink more wine than usual. When it was time for bed, I was noticeably wobbly on my feet. Greg walked me to my bedroom and helped me to bed. He covered me and was walking out when I said, "Too old to kiss your mother and give her a goodnight hug?" I don't know what made me say this to Greg. Maybe it was my loneliness and wine catching up with me. Or my need for human contact. As soon as the words left my mouth, I felt a shiver down my spine from embarrassment.

Greg stopped at the door before turning around and giving me a big smile. "I'll never be too old to give my mom a hug and kiss goodnight," he told me as he walked back to the bed. I was surprised when Greg got to the bed, he pealed the blankets back, exposing me to him. He climbed into the bed next to me. I lifted my head, nestling his arm under my neck. I wrapped an arm around my son before resting my head on his chest. My son ran his fingers through my hair and kissed the top of my head while asking, "Is this ok? Are you comfortable?"

All I could think of was my poor son. He was stuck consoling his lonely mother. Although, having a man hold me felt good, even if it was my son. "This is perfect," I said in a hushed tone. Before I knew it, I was passing out.

My dilemma hit me the following morning. I woke to our bodies being intertwined with each other's. We slept on our sides, facing each other. One of my legs was wrapped around my son's waist. One of Greg's legs was nestled between my legs and his face was hovering between my shoulder and neck. I could feel his warm breath on my neck, causing chills throughout my body. More importantly, I could feel my son's penis settled against my mound. I felt small against my son as thoughts whipped through my mind. I thought about how vulnerable I would be if this were any other man. I knew my feelings were inappropriate, and our embrace was going to be embarrassing if he woke up. The warmth flowing through my body caused me to flinch, which created friction as my slit rubbed against my son's throbbing penis. I knew I needed to get out of bed and protect both of us from what was sure to be a humiliating experience for my son. Slowly, I started to untangle our bodies, trying to keep from waking him. Once removed, I slipped out of bed and hurried to the shower.

The experience of being in bed with my son like that caused me to lose my breath in the bathroom. I stripped my clothes, reached between my legs, and felt the dampness that the situation caused. I felt horrible and humiliated that the embrace caused me to get wet. I quickly got in the shower and tried forgetting about my body's reaction. When I got out of the shower, it dawned on me that I hadn't brought any clothes with me. I wrapped a towel around me while thinking about what to do. I thought, 'Greg doesn't know what happened, right? I'll just go to my room and wake him so I can get dressed.' As I walked into my bedroom, wrapped only in my towel, I noticed that Greg was still asleep in my bed. I had hoped he had woken up and gone to his own room. I was struggling with what to do or how to act. My head was debating whether I should wake him and ask him to leave or if I should quietly attempt to get dressed while he was sleeping. I decided to let him sleep as I quickly dried off and started to dress. I watched Greg through my stand-up mirror to make sure his eyes were closed. I felt sneaky getting dressed while my son was feet away from me. I don't know why my behavior suddenly changed this morning. I knew everything I was doing was inappropriate.

Once I was dressed, Greg woke up. I felt the redness forming on my face as I heated up. I tried to act normal as he got out of my bed. "G...G...Good morning," I stuttered from nervousness.

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Greg appeared oblivious to my nervousness. "Morning, Mom. How'd you sleep? I slept like a rock. I didn't realize how comfortable your bed was," he said as he stared at me with his big, toothy smile.

Unlike him, I had different thoughts about our sleeping arrangements. I felt flush and was having a hard time speaking. I also couldn't make eye contact with Greg. "Yeah...Um...I think I um...Slept good...I um...Hope I didn't make you uncomfortable or keep you awake," I said nervously.

Greg giggled as he removed his shirt. "No, not at all. I was out cold all night. I'm just glad it's Saturday, and I don't have to work today. I'm going to jump in the shower. Do you need to use the bathroom," he asked.

I was struggling as I looked at my tall, handsome, muscular son standing there without a shirt. My thoughts were frantic. How could I feel this flustered from looking at my son? I thought to myself. Why was I thinking about him this way? "No...Um...Yeah, I'm good. I...I...Took a shower already," I stammered through my words.

As Greg headed to the doorway, he made a comment I wasn't prepared for. "Thanks for the visual, Mom," he said with a laugh.

I quickly responded, "Sorry, I know it's not a good visual." As soon as I said that, my body tensed up. My hands clenched the towel I was holding. My eyes were tightly closed as I felt the embarrassment run through my body. "Fuck! Sorry, I didn't mean to say that!" I scrambled to clean up my verbal blunder.

Greg chuckled as he told me, "Relax, Mom. We're just joking with each other. It's nice to see you joke with me. Even if we disagree on the visual."

Once Greg had left my bedroom, I was able to breathe again. Between our entanglement this morning, me getting dressed while he laid there in front of me, and our brief back and forth about how I look while in the shower had me gasping for breath. I have never been overly confident when it came to men. I also did not sleep around. I was struggling with my son calling me hot last night and then telling me he liked the visual of me taking a shower. Add that to our compromising position this morning; I agreed with him that I needed to live a little more.

I eventually left my bedroom and went to the kitchen where Greg was sitting. I had gotten my bearings back and was able to speak coherently again. I asked him what he had planned for the day. Greg told me, "I have some errands to run, then no plans. Jessica wanted to play some video games, so I may do that with her. She's never played video games, so I figured I could boost my confidence by destroying her. What about you? What are you doing today?"

At this moment, I realized how naΓ―ve my son may be. I know that Jessica is his cousin, but she's still a female. She and her friends stare at Greg all the time with glazed looks in their eyes. Even though he's an adult, I'm still that overprotective mother. I always watch women around my son. Even my sister, Becky, would comment about Greg being attractive. Becky was much more blunt about things than I was when it came to men. Her daughter, Jessica, was more like me. We were more shy and not very outgoing. At the same time, Greg was more like my sister, Becky. They were confident and would say exactly what was on their mind. I told my son, "I don't have anything planned. I'll probably spend the day buried in a book. Maybe later we can have a movie night," I asked.

Greg told me, "Sure, we can do that if you want. Jessica will get tired of losing at some point." Greg then got up and went about his day.

While Greg was out, I was struggling to get the thoughts of this morning out of my head. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get the thoughts of his penis resting against my mound out of my head. I went from obsessing over it to fantasizing about what could have happened. These thoughts drove me to lower my hand into my sweatpants. Again, I was wet from the thoughts of my son. I traced a finger down my slickened slit. I slowly rubbed my clit while thinking about my son. My breathing was heavy as I was about to have an orgasm when I heard the apartment door open. I quickly pulled a blanket over me. I quickly yelled out, "Greg, is that you?"

"Yeah, Mom. Me and Jessica are going to play some video games in my room. Do you need anything," He yelled back.

I sat up, keeping myself covered, and I looked at them standing in the doorway, taking their shoes off. "No, I don't need anything. Is it raining outside," I asked, not knowing what the weather was like because I sat on the couch all day fantasizing about my son.

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They both looked drenched as they stripped off their wet sweatshirts. Jessica had what looked like sweatpants in her hands when she said, "I'm going to change. My clothes are drenched. It's snowing out like crazy, Aunt Lauren."

Greg then chimed in, "Ok. I'll change while you're in the bathroom."

I had forgotten that Jessica was going to be here today. The only reason I sat up was because Greg had almost caught me playing with myself. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to complete the task of having my orgasm. And now, I wouldn't be able to finish with both of them here. These walls were thin, and I would be too paranoid that they would catch me pleasuring myself.

Once Greg went into his bedroom, I got up and went to the kitchen to get something to eat. I was soon met by Jessica who was getting food and water for Greg. I told my naΓ―ve niece, "Careful catering to Greg's every need. Guys are lazy, and they will take advantage of you doing everything for them."

Jessica smiled as she thanked me for the advice. "It's not a big deal, Aunty. I don't mind doing things for Greg. He's good to me. I like doing things for him."

I watched her as she heated up food for him and got him water. I felt bad for my niece. I often wondered if she was a virgin. She was a good girl during her high school years. She never got into trouble and, like me, she was a homebody. Jessica had the same curse as me. She was cute. Jessica was a couple of inches shorter than me, with a cute face and dark hair, but she had light blue eyes. Jessica's biggest issue was her chubbiness. She was a thick girl. Not fat, but plump. Short thick thighs, a big bum, a little bit of belly, and bigger boobs than me. If I had to guess, I'd say she had c-cup breast size. Even if she weren't my son's cousin, she would never have a shot with him, I thought. "Well, I'm glad you're doing it, otherwise I'd be stuck doing it for him. Don't let him walk all over you, is all I'm saying. Have fun playing the games," I told her as she walked out of the kitchen to bring him his food. As she walked away, I noticed how tight her sweatpants were. It was easy to see that she had no panty lines. Her pants hugged her mound and ass. I thought the poor thing didn't realize she had no chance with Greg.

I could hear them having a good time as I lay on the couch, flipping through channels on the TV. Every once in a while, I would get up and peek through the slightly opened door to check on them. They were both sitting on his bed with the stupid game controllers in their hands. I didn't want to admit that it bothered me that Jessica had my son's attention and that she got to be in bed with him, having fun, even though they were only playing video games. Was I jealous, I thought?

Greg came out of his bedroom about an hour later to take his dishes to the kitchen. I asked him if everything was ok. Greg seemed to be in a good mood, "Yeah, everything is good. Are we being too loud? I can close the door if we are disturbing you. Jessica set me up. She actually knows how to play."

I got up so I could face him. I was shocked that he was dressed in only a pair of shorts. I don't know why I thought he was dressed inappropriately. This was how he typically dressed around the house or in the summer. I couldn't believe how sensitive I had become around Greg since this morning. The last thing I wanted was his door closed while he was barely dressed. "No, hunny. You don't need to close the door. You're not bothering me. I'm probably going to take a nap for a little bit," I told him as he walked by to go back to his bedroom.

I looked up to see if he had closed his bedroom door, which he had not. His door wasn't wide open as it was previously. The door was slightly cracked. I quietly got up to be nosey. I snuck to the area of the living room so I could see his room without being noticed. From where I was standing, I had a clear view of the two of them. I watched as they playfully tried to slap each other to distract each other while playing their video game. They were having fun with each other. I could see the smiles on their faces. Then, I watched as Jessica stopped using her game controller. She must have been eliminated, I thought. Then, Jessica laid on her stomach, placing her head on his thighs as Greg continued to play the game. Even from this distance, I could see the look in my niece's eyes. She was hoping for more from my son. I may not be the most experienced woman when it comes to intimacy, but I knew that look. Curiosity wouldn't allow me to look away.

I watched as Greg slammed his controller down on the bed. He must have been eliminated, too. Jessica turned over on her back. Her head was still on my son's thighs, except now, she was looking up at him while he sat there. They were talking, but I couldn't make out what they were saying. I could clearly see Jessica staring up at him when Greg started to lift her shirt from her belly slowly. Greg placed his hand on her bare midriff. I waited for Jessica to move his hand or protest his touch, which she didn't, even when his fingers moved around her stomach. I couldn't believe my son was touching his cousin like this. I was frozen in place, waiting to see what would happen next. I watched his fingers slowly move around her waistband. She fidgeted and stared at him while they talked. It was obvious my niece enjoyed my son's touch. Even from my limited view, I could see the look in her eyes. I watched as my son toyed with this young woman. He knew he could have his way with her. The rubbing stopped as they continued speaking when Jessica sat on the bed. When I saw Jessica stand up, they appeared to be ending their fun for the day.

I quickly moved from where I was standing before they came out of my son's bedroom. I hurried into the kitchen when I heard Jessica yell, "Bye, Auntie. Enjoy your movie night." I yelled goodbye from the kitchen as I hid there with my heart racing.

I waited to hear the door close before returning to the living room. I assumed my son was in his bedroom, giving me time to calm down. To my surprise, my son was sitting on the couch when I got to the living room. I flinched when I saw him. He asked me if I was ok. I told him, "Yeah...Um...I'm just surprised that you were already in here."

Greg started laughing, "I told Jessica to go downstairs. I didn't want her ruining our movie night." I was struggling to keep eye contact with my son. The thoughts of how smooth he was with Jessica scared me. Thoughts of being in bed with him this morning ran through my head again. I was now wondering if he knew how we had slept. Did he deliberately position us that way to test me? My thoughts were broken when Greg followed up, "Are you ok? You're kinda staring off into space."

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