I was watching TV with my mother and sister. Of late, I was hornier than I'd ever been in my adult life. So much so that on a number of occasions over the past couple of weeks I'd had cause to scold myself for eyeing up the bodies of my mother and sister, and thinking inappropriate thoughts, not to mention the sneaky 'accidental' touching I engaged in. I wondered if it was like this for men all over the world in these trying times. I lived for the moments when one or the other would innocently give me a glimpse of private parts, especially my sister, whose big boobies which she almost always lugged around unharnessed had become magnet to my eyes in those days and nights of sexual and social drought.
It was nearing five months of lockdown due to the covid 19 pandemic. In my home it was me, mom, dad and my younger twenty-two year old sister. A month before the lockdown dad suffered severe back and hip injuries in an accident, which he laughingly said had happened at just the right time; he was known for being funny. The doctors said it would take about a year for before he walk again, unaided. When not in bed he was in a wheelchair. He spent most of his time up in his bedroom reading or listening to music, as he wasn't a big TV fan, save for news and sports which weren't being played because of the crisis. So it was usually me, mom and sister spending time downstairs, mostly in the living room.
We'd stocked up well before the lockdown, and continued to order delivery service supplies when needed. I took over the caring of dad's vegetable garden, so we had fresh vegetables and also fruits from the many fruit trees in our yard. In four months nobody had left the house. We were determined that we were not going to meet the virus, if it wanted us it would have to come and get us.
I'd seen on Facebook some funny pics of homemade face-masks, one of them, a mask made from a bra cup. We were watching TV when a news item came on about face masks being hard to get because of persons buying up and hoarding. I told mom and my sister Helen about the bra post and they both found it funny.
"You could let me have one of yours, Helen, so I could make a mask, you don't wear them anyway,"
Mom laughed.
"To go where, in the garden? ... You don't go anywhere," Helen said, laughing.
Mom laughed again.
"But, on second thought, never mind; with one of yours I'd have to make a hood," I declared, light heartedly, just trying to be funny.
Nobody laughed. For one minute straight I could actually hear the silence and feel the tension in the air.
"Charles, why do you always have to say the wrong thing ... how could you make a remark like that?" my mother said.
"I'm only joking mom ... I wasn't trying to be mean or anything. You understand, right Helen?"
Helen shook her head in the affirmative, albeit with a serious face, but mom was not finished.
"Joke mih ass ... you know how sensitive yuh sister is about her breasts. Boy you really gotta learn what to say and what not to say ... how many times I told you that?"
"I'm sorry Helen, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings ... you know I love you." I pleaded.
Helen shook her head, "Is okay, I understand."
Helen had big boobs. I'm not an expert in guessing bust size, except for A cups, maybe, which didn't take much experience or knowledge to spot, but I guessed Helen's to be around 40, or is it DD they call it. They were really huge, and she and mom is always talking about the difficulty in finding proper bras. Mom's was big too but not as big as Helen's. While mom appeared to be accepting of, even if not totally comfortable with hers, Helen had not reached that level of maturity or resignation, and seem to literally hate her boobs. Though she never went out the house without bra, not even in the yard, when indoors she rarely wore one.
I think one of the reasons Helen disliked her boobs, was because it just wasn't proportionate with the rest of her. She was slim - well - maybe slim thick, at the most, five foot seven, and didn't have the standard ass of a black woman. Her ass though not flat, as in laughable flat, was not what one would call big; it was just an ass, even though she was shapely with a small waist and flaring hips. So there wasn't that big behind to match with the big front, which would have equated to knockout sexy. She had her share of sexiness though - a pretty heart shaped face leading into shapely, pointed chin, with big, lovely black eyes, a neat mid-sized nose and full sensual lips. Her skin was a smooth mid brown, lighter than mom's darker hue. She wore her hair in a wild frizzy afro style.
I sat there in the spoiled atmosphere thinking about my blunder and how I could make up for it, when out of the blue my horniness and maybe, selfish nature kicked in and showed me a way how I could make up and also have a little sexual fun. Not actual sex, of course, for that would be incest, but fun, like a little feely feely now and then. As far as I knew, Helen had only had one steady boyfriend and two or three short lived flings. The steady relationship had lasted a year and had come to an end a year ago. She was probably hornier than me, I thought.
Two hours after the family discomfort, Helen got up and headed for the kitchen to do the dishes before retiring for the night. Shortly after I got up and mom looked at me with a far from pleasant face, she was still seething, but by her expression I could guess she was signaling to me that another apology wouldn't hurt.
In the kitchen, Helen was standing at the sink, legs crossed with the toes of one foot resting on those of the other - a preferred standing position of hers when doing some chores. Her shapely but not big ass was hugged snugly in pale blue, stretchy short shorts. As I stood there for a moment deciding what to say or do without bungling either, I felt my horny cock responding to the sight of my sister's butt. The short top she was wearing did not reach her waist, leaving a couple inches of skin to be enjoyed. My cock lurched.
I walked over and put my hands around her waist, one over the bare belly above the shorts waist and the other, on and below the low waist, and with stretched out fingers, I was effectively pressing onto her mons veneris
"You know I love you Helen. And I assure you, you're beautiful, big bubby and all," I said, kissing her on the cheek and then the neck.
I felt a little tremor as my lips touched the neck
"It's alright Charles, don't worry about mom, you know how she is." Helen said.
"And you don't worry about these, nothing is wrong with them ... they're beautiful and nice to look at." I said.
I raised both hands and hefted the low hanging, big balls of flesh, then released them.
"Most men would like to have something like these to look at and to hold every day." I continued.
As I spoke I once again hefted her breasts, this time keeping them in my hands and applying a gentle massage.
"Yeah? ... I don't see them lining up," she said sarcastically.
"Maybe you don't give them a chance. Maybe you put up a wall that they can see."
I was still holding and massaging the bubbies and she didn't object or attempt to pull away.
"Look, I am lining up, right here behind you," I said, giggling.
"You don't count, you're my brother ... and that's why you're telling me sweet lies."
"No, I'm not lying Helen, you have really beautiful boobs, nice to look at and nice to hold ... look, I held them and now I can't let go, even though I'm your brother. I just want to hold them all the time," I argued my case softly, while still mashing the bubbies.
"And it's not all about guys, it's about how I look out of proportion, it's about not being able to wear certain tops ... it's about feeling a strain on my back sometimes ... it's about silly guys throwing remarks every time I go on the street."
I dropped my hands and then let them come up under the top, touching bare skin. I took the thumb and nipples between my fore fingers and squeezed them. Her body trembled and her butt bounced against my hard cock. She pulled back quickly.
"These are so nice I can hold them forever," I said.
"Seems like you've been holding them forever. You even listening to me and trying to understand? Or just concentrating on feeling up mih bubby. I think this lock down got yuh in a bad state ... yuh feeling up yuh sister," she said, laughing, once again bumping into my cock and this time letting her ass remain pressed against it.
She continued, "You better go look for some bubbies, brother, these are not the right ones for you."
"Where will I look, it's only you and mom around, and if I have to choose it's gotta be these beauties, hands down." I said, squeezing harder and feeling her ass wriggle against my cock.
"That's it then, hands down Charles," she said laughing.
I continued squeezing and I heard her hiss loudly.