Chapter 1
It is amazing how one's world can change in a single day. In Jennifer and Jimmy's case, it was one night or more specifically, one morning on a deserted beach. Neither Jimmy nor Jennifer knew what that one night of love would mean to their lives. They only knew that their life would never be the same.
On Sunday, Jennifer and Jimmy were in a fog, almost a hangover. They could remember most of what had happened at the party but neither one of them was prepared to discuss it. They slept most of the day, getting up to eat dinner and watch some TV then go back to bed. There were few words spoken.
Jennifer was concerned about the moral and legal implications of what she had done...not to mention the fact that she was the adult and should have controlled the situation.
Jimmy, on the other hand, felt that he had taken advantage of his mother. He hadn't known that there was going to be drugs at the party and worried that his mother's surrender to him was somehow related to that. The moral and legal implications didn't really enter his mind yet.
It was in this state of mind that they awoke on Monday morning. At breakfast, they barely looked each other in the eye. However, when the other was not looking, they stared, their hearts fluttering with an excitement and a closeness that they had never felt before.
"Are you going to be home at your normal time?" Jimmy asked his mom, his voice sounding loud in the quiet kitchen.
"Uh yes, I have a late meeting but I should be home by six. Why?"
"Well, I just thought I would fix you dinner. Maybe I can pick up some steaks and throw them on the grill."
"That sounds wonderful sweetie," Jennifer said, looking at him and thinking for the millionth time what a wonderful son she had. He was as good a lover as she had ever had. Suddenly there was an unwanted flashback of Sunday morning on the beach. She felt her face become flushed and she looked away.
"Great, I'll have everything ready when you get home. Love you," Jimmy said and kissed his mother briefly on the lips. He almost lingered longer but fear made him pull back and hurry out of the house.
The first person Jimmy saw at school was Todd. He was the one person that he really didn't want to see.
"Hey Jimbo," Todd said out of the window of his car as he pulled up on the parking lot in his BMW.
"Hi Todd," Jimmy said, continuing to walk.
Todd parked his car and hurried to catch up with him. "Great party Saturday night huh?" Todd asked.
"Yea it was good," Jimmy said in a noncommittal tone.
"You and Jennifer disappeared. We were looking for you because we all had breakfast together."
"Uh, sorry but Jennifer had to get back to the dorm, finals you know."
"Yea, I guess we'll be there next year. Listen Jimmy," Todd said, for the first time not calling him Jimbo. "I want to apologize because things got a little out of hand at the party. I wanted to have a little fun but I didn't expect it to go that far."
Jimmy stopped and looked at Todd. He searched his face to see if he was being truthful. He wasn't sure what he saw in his eyes but it almost appeared that he was being sincere.
"Hey man, I know I can be a real jerk and I admit I am attracted to Jennifer. If you want to punch me in the mouth for that, go ahead," Todd said with a smile.
"I don't want to punch you Todd," Jimmy said, beginning to believe that Todd was trying to apologize. Besides, Todd weighed about 30 pounds more than he did.
"Everybody says you are a good guy Jimmy. I know I put on a big show, driving around in my fancy car, but I'm not so bad."
"Todd, why are you telling me this?" Jimmy asked, trying not to sound irritated.
"I don't know man. I guess that I just don't want you to think that I'm a jerk and I wanted to apologize for acting like one."
"Alright, apologize accepted," Jimmy said, with a little smile in spite of himself.
"Great man, see you around," Todd said as the two shook hands then parted.
Jennifer had a very difficult time concentrating on her work that day. Several people had asked her what was wrong. She made up an excuse of a headache, which wasn't entirely false. The thoughts and emotions that were running through her were almost overpowering--love, fear, doubt and a thousand worrisome questions. What if someone found out? Did anybody know? She knew that several people, including Jimmy, had seen her giving Todd oral sex. God what if Todd's parents found out that some 35-year-old mother was having sex with their teenaged son, not to mention sex with her own son? Moreover, there was something in the back of her mine. It was a nagging thought that she couldn't put her finger on. Then her face paled as she remembered Shelly.
Chapter 2
When Jennifer arrived home about six fifteen, Jimmy was outside cooking steaks on the grill. She saw that there was a red rose lying next to her plate on the table. There was also a little box with a ribbon. Her heart did a little flutter at Jimmy's thoughtfulness. She hurried upstairs to change.
"Can I do anything to help?" Jennifer said as she walked out onto the deck.
Jimmy turned and saw that his mother was dressed in a pair of shorts and a pink blouse that was tied around her waist, just under her breasts. The top buttons were open, leaving an enticing view of her cleavage. Her hard nipples could be seen poking through the thin material. His heart fluttered as he looked at her pretty eyes and freckled face. "You can help me fix the salad. I'll be inside in a minute."
Several minutes later, Jimmy joined his mother at the counter, fixing the salads.
"How was school?" she asked.
"Okay. But something strange happened."
"What?"
"Well, Todd came up to me and apologized for what had happened at the party," Jimmy said, taking a bite of a carrot. "He almost seemed human."
"I told you he wasn't a bad guy," Jennifer said, only half in jest.
"He also said that he was attracted to you," Jimmy said. Jimmy could see her tense as she stood next to him.
Jennifer stopped and put her knife down, then closed her eyes and sighed.
"What's the matter mom?"
"Everything and nothing," she said elusively.
"Having second thoughts about what happened?" Jimmy said hesitantly.
"Yes," she almost whispered. "It was so wrong."
"I know," Jimmy said quietly. "What are we going to do mom?"
"I wish I knew."
"Mom, I never want to hurt you."
"I know, but it's not your fault Jimmy. I'm the one that should have controlled things." Jennifer turned away from Jimmy as tears came to her eyes. "I don't know what we are going to do."
"It's going to be hard to be around you now. I guess I could move in with Uncle Fred in Boston for the summer, then I'll be heading for school anyway," Jimmy said reluctantly. Now he felt like he was going to cry. "I have to check the steaks," he added quickly and rushed outside.
Jimmy was standing over the grill when he felt his mother come up behind him. She wrapped her arms around his waist and laid her cheek on his back, holding him tight. "I love you Jimmy and I don't want you to leave." Tears began to stream down her cheeks.
When Jimmy heard his mom say she loved him, he lost it and began to cry as well. He was embarrassed and didn't want to turn around but he felt his mother pulling him to face her. When they were facing one another, Jennifer buried her face in his chest and began to sob. They stood crying for long time, holding each other.
Finally, Jimmy pulled back and looked into his mother's tear streaked face. "We'll work something out mom, we have to. God I love you." He lifted his mother's chin and brought his lips to hers. This time it wasn't the quick peck he had given her this morning. This time is was a passionate and emotion filled kiss. Jimmy's arms wrapped around his mother's back and his hands caressed the soft skin of her bare back. The kiss lingered for a long time. When Jimmy heard his mother moan and felt her groin press into his, he slid his hands down until they were holding her buttocks. He could feel his penis begin to harden.
Jennifer pulled away breathless and said "Jimmy please." She wasn't sure what she meant by "please".
Jimmy began to kiss the soft crook of her neck. Slowly his lips moved up her neck, leaving goose bumps behind. When he reached her ear, he used his tongue to circle it and then push inside. He heard his mother moan. "God mom, you turn me on so much," he whispered.
"I can tell," Jennifer said with a smile in her voice. She pulled back and looked up at her son. He was so tall and handsome that it made her shiver. Then she made a decision and began to slowly slide down his body.
Jimmy's eyes opened wide as he watched his mother kneel at his feet. He moaned when she began to pull the zipper of his shorts down. "Oh God mom," Jimmy moaned when his mother reached inside his shorts and grasped his almost fully hard penis. He watched with some amusement as she tried to pull the long shaft out of the small hole in his shorts and underwear. "Wait," he said and unbuckled his belt and pushed his shorts and underwear to his feet.
Mother and son were breathing hard as they stared at each other. She was looking at his long, throbbing erection and he was looking at the top of her head.
Jimmy watched in the pale light of the late afternoon sun as his mother opened her mouth and let her tongue begin to lick the swollen head of his penis. He moaned when she sucked the large head inside, continuing to lick it with her tongue. Soon Jimmy's hips began to move back and forth, as his hands grasped her head. However, when he felt like he was getting close, he pulled his mother's reluctant head away. He saw her look up at him in surprise. He knew that she had been prepared to swallow his juice. He would have loved that, but he wanted something else.