Driving along the interstate, Donna tuned her radio for the tenth time, looking for some entertainment to get her mind off of the remaining hours of tedium. To be honest, to get it off of the fact that she was taking her son away to college as well.
She took a look at the boy sleeping beside her in the BMW. He really wasn't a boy anymore at all, he'd grown into a fine-looking young man. Brad was 19, and he had put some muscle onto his lean 6' frame in the last year. His beard had thickened, though he rarely grew it longer than a stubble, and his gangly appearance had settled into a confident athletic build.
Although they were hidden in his sleep, his most striking features were his piercing blue eyes, and his dazzling smile, which brought out faint dimples. These features he had inherited from her, Donna was blessed with the same, she was a natural beauty. She enjoyed watching him around girls his age, as they were almost all enamored of him, and even some of the moms had a hard time keeping their eyes off of him when he wasn't looking.
She sighed and turned back to the radio. She was going to miss him a lot more than he'd miss her in their first year apart.
Donna found a talk radio station; some psychobabble call-in show was on. "Family relationships with Dr. Susan."
"This might pass some time," she thought, as the scenery flew by.
The caller was a woman, upset by the relationship between her sister-in-law and her nephew. She considered it inappropriate and wanted the doctor to agree that she should confront her brother about it.
"Now, what do you consider inappropriate?" asked the psychologist.
"Well, at Thanksgiving, they went to get some groceries. They were gone for a while, and when they came back, my sister-in-law immediately went up to shower. I noticed that her blouse was rumpled, and she had a little pine straw in her hair. Later, when I was in the bathroom, I noticed that her panties were in the trash bin, and they were torn open and just soaked with semen!"
"So, you were inspecting her panties?"
"Well, that's not the only time. Once when I was visiting them at home and my brother was away, I saw him sneak out of her bedroom early in the morning, he was naked, and he had lipstick smeared on his face. His penis was dripping semen! And later, he walked up and stroked my rear end as I was washing dishes. Before I could turn around, he had his hands on my breasts and was kissing my neck! I look very much like my sister-in-law from behind, but when he saw that it was me, he tried to pretend that he was joking around, but I had felt his erection between my cheeks! Now my son never does those things with me!"
"So, Teresa, how did you feel when your nephew began to touch you sexually? Were you excited?"
"Well, really I was just surprised, and..."
"And?"
"Well, my neck is very sensitive. So, when he kissed it, and pinched my nipples, I guess I kind of responded, a little."
"Responded?"
"Um, well, I kind of leaned back into him, but I didn't know who it was!"
"So, you leaned back into a man's erection while he fondled you, and you didn't know it was your nephew, you didn't know who it was at all?"
"No! He called me 'Mommy'!" She stopped cold; this wasn't sounding like she'd meant it.
"Now, Teresa, we need to talk about this. When you realized that it was your nephew and not your son who was pinching your nipples and rubbing his erection against your ass, were you disappointed?"
"Well I was... I mean no! You're turning my words around! It's not right that my nephew is doing these things to his mother!"
"So, he's sexually attracted to his mother. Could it be that you're jealous that your son isn't attracted to you in the same manner?"
"Yes he is!" she retorted. "My son..." Caught again, she went silent.
"Your son what? Go on Teresa, nothing to be ashamed about, this is all just relationship issues that we're addressing."
"Well, I know that my son is sexually attracted to me, but I have never allowed him to act on it."
"And you know how?"
"I've found his computer on some pretty graphic pornography sites that focus on boys and their mothers having sex. I know that he peeks at me in the bathroom; both of our rooms share one bath, and it's not hard to see through the gaps in the doors. And last week I walked into his room to get laundry, and I found a pair of my panties under his bed. They were a mess, they had semen smeared all over them."
"Just to be sure, the next day I wore a pair of very skimpy panties and left them on top of the clothes in the hamper after work. He took them into his room, and I watched him smell them and then masturbate into them. He was looking at his computer with a video of a son licking his mother's vagina."
"So, Teresa, here's the question that you need to answer. How did you feel..."
The caller tried to interrupt, but the doctor continued, "Listen to me and answer truthfully, how did you feel, physically, finding that your son fantasized about you sexually?"
There was silence, then she meekly answered, "excited."
"You purposely left a pair of sexy panties, wet panties, for your son to find. You purposely watched him masturbate with your panties, to your scent. You were sexually stimulated. You were excited, your vagina was wet, your heart was pounding, you felt flushed, and your nipples were engorged, weren't they?"
"yes"
And you masturbated. You masturbated fantasizing about making love with your son."
"Yes, I did," she whispered.
The doctor was speaking in a low tone now, hypnotic, delving deep into the woman's psyche. "What else did you do?"
"I wore the panties."
"You wore the panties?"
"I waited until he fell asleep, and I took the panties with his cum in them, and I wore them."
Donna realized that she was holding her breath, and she was starting to lubricate into her own panties. This was better than porn!
The doctor's continued on to recommend that the woman consider seeing a therapist, but then she shocked Donna with her next comment, "You know, Teresa, incest isn't the high crime that it's been cranked up to be. Many of us are attracted to our sons, and in many cases a situation will come up where we may act on it. It can be a very loving and very natural and nurturing relationship between a mother and her young son, and it may set a good basis for future caring and loving sexual relationships."
"Doctor, you said 'us', are you saying..."
Now the doctor was the one backed into a corner, and she hesitantly admitted to having a tryst with her own son during a camping trip when he was 20. They'd been trapped in a tent for a day due to heavy rain, and he had convinced her to smoke some pot, then a game of cards had turned into strip poker. She wasn't sure how, there was a dare involved, but she had ended up on all fours with her son licking her from behind, and ultimately had felt him slide his cock inside her. But, though somewhat embarrassed to be admitting it on the air, she had no regrets about the 3 days of adventurous sex with her son that had followed, in the tent and in the outdoors in those woods. They had made love with their hands, mouths and, well, had made love over and over. She had allowed him to ejaculate in her each time without a condom, something he'd never experienced before; skin on skin lovemaking.
She felt that she'd been given an opportunity to teach and share a wealth of information with her son, grown incredibly close to him, as well as enjoyed unbridled passion with a young virile man. And, to this day, they would still find opportunities to be alone occasionally, away from her husband and his wife, and enjoy passionate intimate lovemaking.
Donna was breathless, and unexpectedly turned on. Jesus, had she really heard that? How could a tale of incest arouse her like this? She glanced towards her son, and gasped. He was awake, and had obviously heard at least some of the story, his mouth gaped open and his eyes were wide. He looked at his mother, and when his eyes dropped, she realized that he was looking at her breasts. She looked down, her nipples were engorged, her thin bra and sundress unable to disguise their condition. She moved her arm to cover them. Then, to make things more awkward, she saw him move his hand in his lap, unconsciously adjusting his erection.
As the radio doctor continued to talk about the love between a mother and son, Donna quickly switched the station, uncomfortably commenting, "the things you hear on the radio these days!" But as Brad looked out the window, she found herself again taking note of the bulge in his jeans, which he tried to disguise with his arm. It seemed to have subsided, she thought, then chastised herself. That was her son! But over the following two hours in the car, in the breaks in conversation, her mind wandered back to the image of the mother in the tent, on all fours, being licked and fucked by her son.
When Brad fell asleep again, not only did his erection return, she could see it move, and after a while a small wet spot appeared in his workout shorts. "He must be seeping pre-cum", she thought, and if he could have seen her panties, he'd see similar evidence of her arousal. She imagined slipping her hand slowly down inside the waistband of his shorts, feeling the slippery juices for herself. Sneaking a taste of his cream.