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When Mom and Dad got divorced, I was actually kind of glad. I don't really remember a time when the two of them weren't fighting about something Dad had done. When it came time for them to separate, I was 15 and chose to live with my Mom.
She is a great woman, nice and friendly, always willing to help someone else and a fun person to be around. Not to mention, all of my friends find her hot. Mom is 45 years old, is 5 feet 5 inches, has tan skin, long curly brown hair that reaches halfway down her back, D-cup breasts, a toned body, a medium sized ass and a beautiful face. She worked as a secretary for a movie studio big shot, which paid the bills well enough. But since I started looking at colleges Mom seemed worried about not having enough money.
"Don't worry! I'll do two years at a community college and go from there." I tell her, but countless times, she would respond by saying that I deserve better than that. A few weeks ago, Mom suddenly started working a second job, but was kind if secretive about it. She would be there late on weekends, so I figured she was a bartender or something. Until that one fateful Friday night almost a year ago...
I open the door to the apartment, smiling.
It's Friday, I don't have to get up early tomorrow and I can just relax!
I think, setting my backpack down in my room. I take a quick look around the apartment for Mom, hoping to see her, but no such luck.
Guess she's working that other job again
, I think, starting up my play station to kill some brain cells with video games. Eventually, I get tired of this and decide to go masturbate while Mom is still out.
I go into my room, grabbing some paper towels along the way. I open up my lap top and pull up the porn cite I usually go to. Looking over the recently uploaded videos, I see nothing that really stands out. So I click on the search bar and type
masturbation
. This brings up a lot of results. I scroll past the couple I have already seen and look for something new.
Suddenly, I see a video titled,
Sexy MILF Rides Fake Cock
. The thumbnail for the video only shows the dildo, which is flesh colored, probably about 7 inches long and is realistic, with fake veins running down the length. I click on the video and take my cock out, hoping to not be disappointed with it.
The thumbnail wasn't misleading.
I think, watching as the camera focuses on the dildo for several seconds. Several seconds later, A woman steps into the shot, sitting down behind the dildo, her face out of the shot. She is wearing a lacy red bra and matching panties. The camera pans up so the viewer can see both the toy and the woman pulling her panties to the side and starting to rub her clit. Using her other hand, she gropes her own breasts, tugging her tits free, revealing her large, pink nipples.
After rubbing herself and slipping two fingers in and out of her pussy several times, the woman gets up above the dildo and slowly lowers herself onto it. As it sinks inside of her, the woman lets out a soft sigh of pleasure. I start stroking my length, enjoying this video. The woman has a fantastic body and moans softly as she starts to bounce on the toy faster. I watch more of the video, realizing that it has had parts cut out of it.
Disappointed, I scroll down, finding the name of this woman.
Alison Love,
the website tells me. I click on the name and it links me to all of her other videos. There are only a few and all of them appear to be masturbation videos, both with and without toys. I find a video that's about 15 minutes long and called
Alison Love vs. Sybian
. I click that link and it starts in a similar way the other video did. The same pornstar, completely naked steps into frame and sits down on the Sybian. The small dildo on top slips inside of her pussy and she picks up the controller. She gives both dials a small turn and starts moaning softly.
She sounds familiar... maybe I've seen her in other videos...
I think as I stroke my cock. Having seen her before or not, I masturbate to this video. Unlike most pornstars, her moans seem genuine and it seems like this Alison Love seems to really be into what she is doing. She grabs the controls and turns up both knobs, upping the settings on the sybian. Her moans become louder and she reaches down to rub her clit.
Finally, just as she cums in the video, I cum as well, shooting my load into the waiting paper towel on my floor. Once I finish cumming, I move to almost the end of the video, hoping to see this woman's face. The last minute or so appears to be one of those interview portion of a porn scene, where the director is talking to the actress. The screen fades in from black and the camera pans up the body of the same woman in the video. She is now wrapped in a loosely tied bathrobe that exposes almost her whole body and is sitting in a chair. As it pans up, the director asks, "So, Alison, how was your first time on a sybian?"
By the time the camera gets up to the woman's face, I already feel disgusted with myself. Alison Love answers, "It was amazing! I haven't cum that hard in... a really long time!" I pause the video and look down at the cum covered paper towel before looking back up at the screen in disbelief. This Alison Love's moans sounded familiar because I know her, she is my Mom.
As this realization crashes over me, several questions shoot through my head.
Why is Mom doing this? Was she planning on telling me ever? Should I say anything to her? Does this mean that every time she works late she is really in a porn shoot?
I close out the tab and start cleaning up, feeling mixed emotions about my discovery. On one hand, I am disgusted with myself for jerking off to my mother, the woman who raised me, but the kinky part of my mind keeps thinking,
she's so sexy though.
Once I finish cleaning up, I lay on my bed and start doing homework in the hope that it will distract me from the memory of seeing Mom in porn and jerking off to it.
About an hour later, I hear the apartment door open.
Do I say anything? Does she think I had no way of finding out? Should I just move on and pretend I didn't see anything?
I ask myself, feeling nervous to even talk to Mom. Before I can decide what I am going to do, there is a soft knock on my door. "You in there?" Mom asks.
"Yeah, come in." I answer, swallowing nervously.
Mom enters the room, a smile on her face, "How was school?" She asks in her usual cheerful manner.
"Okay I guess." I answer, closing my laptop and looking up at her. She is wearing tight jeans and a blouse, her usual Friday outfit.
Only question is which job are you coming from?
I think.
Mom moves into my room and frowns at me, "Are you alright, you don't seem normal? Feeling sick or anything?" She asks.
I shrug, "I'm not sure."
Mom nods, "Well I'm going to go cook dinner if you want anything."
I nod, "Thanks." Mom leaves my room and once again, I am alone. She goes about her routine while I just lay in by bed, lost in my thoughts.
Do I say anything to her?
How would I even bring that up?
These questions keep running through my head as I think about cumming to one of my mom's porn videos. Even though I feel guilty, I find the situation turning me on in a way. Like I know she's my mom, but she's sexy and looks amazing. I push these thoughts out of my head and decide to go spend a bit of time with her.
Entering the kitchen, I see Mom has changed into shorts and a tank top, what she normally wears when she is doing something around the apartment. Her legs look amazing in the shorts and her tank top shows off just the top of her cleavage. I shake my head as I sit down at the table,
I shouldn't be thinking about Mom like this!
I tell myself. Mom turns away from what she's cooking, "Feeling better?" She asks.
I nod, "A bit yeah." The two of us make small talk while Mom finishes cooking and while the two of us eat.
As I start cleaning up dinner, Mom stops me. "Is something bothering you? You seem distracted by something."
Do I tell her or try to play it off like it's not a big deal?
I ask myself. Mom's blue eyes look me over. Finally, I sigh, "I... um... saw something today."
Mom nods and with a neutral tone says, "What did you see?"
I swallow nervously, wondering how Mom is going to take this. "I was... watching porn and saw someone who really looked like you..." I trail off, waiting for her to explode in anger at me watching porn or me masturbating.
Instead, Mom blushes, her cheeks burning a bright red. She mumbles something to herself before she sighs and says, "Well, I was trying to figure out how to tell you about that..." She looks me in the eyes, "Sit down at the table and let's talk about this okay?"
I nod, "Sounds good." I sit down across the table from her. Mom does not appear to be as embarrassed as she was a moment ago.
Mom sighs, "I was going to tell you about my other job but I just wasn't sure how to do it. I didn't plan on you stumbling across it, but I did want to give you a heads up about it. I decided to get into it because one of the girls at work was saying about how she made decent money doing it, so I asked her to put me in contact with one of the directors. He said there was always a demand for a sexy... MILF he called me. I decided to do this to give you some money for college."
"So is that you work late Friday nights?" I ask, feeling happy that Mom was willing to put herself through that to help me pay for my education.
Mom nods, "Yes. Sometimes it's to shoot a scene, but most times it's more about planning the next one or doing a bit of editing on one that was already shot. How do you feel about hearing this?"
"It's hard to say. On one hand you're my Mom and it's kind of weird, but I really appreciate how much you're willing to do for my future. I'm just worried you're going to get hurt or something!"
