On Saturday evening, I came home after playing basketball with friends. I arrived late and Mom already ate. I took a shower, dressed casually and Mom, Ruth, served me dinner in the kitchen while she and her best friend, Stella, sat in the living room, a hearing distance from me.
Usually, I ignored their chat because it was about the latest gossip, food receipt, or dressing fashion. But then I heard something else: "Ruthy, your skin looks so young and shiny all the time but even better today. Why can't you tell me what are you using? I'd like to use it too and promise not to tell anybody else."
"Stella, I like you but promised to never tell the secret ingredients. But instead, I'll give you a bottle, and you can see if it works for you."
Stella sighed, "OK, I'll try it at home. May I look at the large container you keep it in?"
"Sure." They left the living room and entered Mom's bathroom.
They came out 10 minutes later, and Stella said, "The smell is so familiar, but I cannot put my hand on it."
Mom smiled, "The lotion has multiple ingredients. No wonder you may smell one or more." I watched Stella holding a small bottle with the whitish lotion inside.
I thought to myself how all of it started.
...
Mom and Dad divorced 6 years ago. The official reason was irreconcilable differences, but the real issue was Dad's philandering ways. There wasn't a single young girl at work he didn't try to bed, and several of them he succeeded. Initially, for my sake, Mom tolerated his behavior, but when I was in high school, she said, 'Enough is enough,' and cut the cord. Dad begged her to accept him back, promising he wouldn't do it again, but to no avail. The wealth was divided equally, and since then, I stayed with Mom and occasionally visited Dad.
Unlike Dad, who insisted on good meals every evening, forcing Mom to spend much of her time cooking his favorite meals, neither Mom nor I cared much about food, so she found herself having a lot of extra time on her hands. She applied and got accepted to work as a counter saleswoman at a cosmetics shop downtown. The salary wasn't the issue, but it filled her mornings. In the afternoon, Mom usually went to exercise at the local health club and twice a week did yoga.
Since her divorce, she underwent a radical change. In addition to starting her new job, she increased her time in the health club and began swimming too.
I noticed her chubby appearance changing, and her figure slowly turned more appealing. I complimented her on looking good but didn't think about her more than 'it's nice to have a mother that looks good.'
Until then, my mind was focused on friends, sports, and succeeding in school.
When I turned 19, my best friend, Marty, visited us and said, "Sean, your mother is a real MILF; she must be surrounded by admirers."
I laughed, "Of course she is beautiful. After all, she is MY mother."
However, Marty's words got stuck in my brain, and I started looking at Mom differently.
The realization that Mom was attractive and so close to me, yet I was not paying attention to her looks surprised me. Like other guys my age, now and then, I was watching porn and noticed Mom's figure wasn't that different than the starlets on the videos. She was now 5'4", 125 pounds, dirty blonde shoulder-length wavy hair, blue eyes, and full Angelina Jolly-type lips. But her biggest asset was her D-cup breasts that stood high on her chest.
I recall asking her the following evening, "Mom, since Dad left, you turned into a beautiful woman. Isn't it time to find a new man and settle with him? Not every man is a jerk like Dad."
She smiled, "Honey, in the first year after the divorce, I tried my luck with 3 guys that Stella recommended. All 3 were nice but not very interested, likely for being overweight. About a year ago, I tried my luck online, but it was obvious the 2 candidates did not see ME. They were after my body. No, Sean, I am no longer on match sites. I gave up, knowing that at 43 my chances of finding a good guy are slim."
"Mom, are you kidding me? You are gorgeous, smart, a good cook, and have a lot to offer to any man. Why give up? You have at least 40 more years."
"That's OK. I have you, and until you marry, you are mine."
"Mom, I love you, but please reconsider."
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The summer vacation I spent mostly at home and on occasion saw her moving from the bathroom to her bedroom wearing only a bra and panties. She looked amazing.
One day, when Mom was at work, I checked her drawers. The upper one had her bras. All were soft and made of cotton or silk. They were all D-cup and smelled fresh.
The second drawer contained her panties. She had many panties of different materials and colors. Most were low cut, and there was even a thong one. I wondered when she wore that pair... Then I went to the laundry basket. I found 2 used bras that smelled like Mom - mild sweat and a faint perfume. Next, I smelled her used panties. The odor was totally different. It was musky and... intoxicating. All 3 pairs smelled more or less the same, and I was hooked.
Slowly, I became obsessed with Mom. I had no idea what was happening, but my love for MOTHER turned into obsession for ATTRACTIVE WOMAN. I realized it was perverted and likely interpreted as Oedipus complex, but knowing the theory did not diminish my desire to have her.
One evening, I saw her peeling potatoes on the sink. I came behind her and hugged her waist, "Mom, you work in the shop everyday, exercise in the afternoons, and watch TV in the evenings. You never go out. It's time to see that there are places to go. We can go to the movies, or the nearest park, or even take a trip somewhere."
She gazed at me and said, "You are a good son, and I am proud of you. You turned out to be a handsome young man and doing well at school. I do not see a reason why you don't spend your time with a nice young girl rather than an old maid. I am doing fine, and I like watching TV programs."
"Mom, I love you more than all the spring chickens who care about chatting and texting all day long on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. I wish to spend more time with you and in the process, take you away from your routine and boring life."
She grinned, "Sean, I don't know why all of a sudden you become so persistent. OK, I'll go with you to see a movie, but if you choose one that has too many killings or zombies, I'm going to leave in the middle."
I hugged her, "Tell me what kind of movie you prefer."
"Anything romantic, whether drama or comedy, would be OK. Even an action film is acceptable, but to see 200 men being slaughtered on screen is not for me."
I smirked, "Will it be acceptable if I find a romantic comedy with no more than 100 dead?"
"Oh, shut up. You know what I mean."
I checked the local theaters and came up with 2 options. I mentioned to her A Family Affair with Nicole Kidman, and Titanic in the landmark theater.
She said, "I heard so much about Titanic but never saw it."
"Good choice. It has romantic moments and good music, but remember the end of this famous boat, so don't blame me when passengers die."
Mom laughed, "I won't blame you. But I may cry if it's too sad."
...
We went to see Titanic on Thursday evening. That afternoon, she went to yoga and then exercised at the club. Afterward, she took a shower and dressed up. She looked fantastic: A short blue dress that hugged her figure and 3" heel shoes with matching colors.
I commented, "You look great. How come I've never seen you dressed like that before?"
She blushed, "I don't go out, so there is no reason to dress up. Actually, I never used it before. On my last birthday, I felt greedy and bought the dress and shoes, although I wasn't sure I'd ever wear them. They just made me feel good about my body."
"Mom, your body is perfect. If you weren't my Mom, I'd ask you for a date."
She chuckled, "Thanks for the compliment, but with all the young girls your age, I would hardly be the best candidate to date."
"You are so wrong. You underestimate yourself. Is it related to the way Dad behaved?"
"I don't know. You are right to say I felt bad about my appearance years ago, and lately, I feel better, but many years have passed, and I got used to my comfortable routine without thinking about it anymore."
"Are you saying you lost your hormones in the process?"
"Not at all. But I am realistic, and not looking to get into trouble outside the house. In the health club, I often notice men ogling me, but after I politely rejected advances from 2 men, others just stare at my every move."
We arrived to the theater, and it was no surprise the room was mostly empty. These days, the successful old movie could be seen on many TV channels, and there was no need to pay extra at the theater.
We sat toward the back in a couple of center seats and munched on popcorn until the movie started. Mom and I talked about her exercises. She was proud she lost weight and her shape improved.
I looked at her and commented, "I may be biased, but in my opinion, you are simply gorgeous. And your dress looks like it was tailored to your body. A perfect combination. I am proud to be seen with you."
She gave me a strange look but remained quiet.