My motherâs name is Melissa; we all called her âMissyâ when we didnât call her mom. Everyone in my family had a nickname except for dad (probably because he was the one who gave them out). We were four boys and no girls. My oldest brother Phillip was called âBossmanâ - and he was. I for one always did what he told me. He doesnât really fit into this story because he moved out when dad did and I saw very little of him as I grew up. They were gone by the time I was eleven. Phillip was nine years older than I and he never slept with mom.
Johnny was âDragonâ or âD.Manâ, probably because he seemed to breathe fire when he was angry (often) and had a fierce temperament. He and dad never got along and at nineteen, he was the one mom took to her bed after dad left. I always liked him because he took me to the movies all the time told me all about the stars. I saw him kiss mom once and D.âs hand ran down over her behind. At eleven, I wasnât quite sure what was going on but I knew something was. I heard some strange explanations when I saw Johnny coming out of momâs room one morning but I learned that we didnât talk about it and we certainly didnât mention it outside the house. I got all the details seven years later.
Dragon left and got married about a year and half after dad and the Boss left. I was almost thirteen then and I was turned on to the max by his new wife Karin who was dark haired and big breasted like mom. I visited them a lot when they first got married just to look at Karin. I think she knew why I looked at her so much but she thought I was âcuteâ and always had a warm smile for me.
Things got heavy and complicated when only Tango and I were left in the house with mom. It wasnât hard to see why dad had called Paul, âTangoâ. He loved music and never stopped dancing. He was thin as a rail and I donât think I ever saw him stand still. At the time I found Tango in my motherâs bed, He was twenty three and she was forty three. When I saw what I saw, I was sixteen and I wished I was him.
Missy makes you look twice. She has large almond shaped eyes and thatâs what probably defines her look. When sheâs made up, her expressive face, full lips and jet-black hair (helped a little now) makes her look like an exotic princess. Even without the curves of her body, she exudes a sensuous aura. The curves are there; I was aware of them from a very young age. One of my favorite things was when she would hug me to her breasts and tell me, âYouâre Missyâs little man.â
When I got older, my fantasies always began at her breasts. I would hold them and run my fingers over them until her long nipples stiffened. I probably imagined them to be long because you could see their outline through most of her bras; my imagination turned out to be more right than wrong.
My name is Greg but I never heard anything but âBabeâ or âBabyâ when anyone in my family called me. I was the âsurpriseâ. After having three boys, three years running, I guess my parents decided to call it quits. Seven years later, I showed up (plansâŠahh yes)
At sixteen, it was no longer a mystery what Tango and my mother were doing in the middle of the night; I wanted to see. In the years since sexual awareness had descended on me, thoughts of my mother were never percolating far from the surface. I thought she was unspeakably sexy and obviously so did Tango and the Dogman. Dad probably once did too but he decided to trade her in for a ten year younger version when he moved into his CEO position.
It still makes me laugh to think what I went through to watch them that night. I almost killed myself. Momâs bedroom is at the back of the house on the second floor. There is a skylight â enough said? I looked down and Tango was on top of her doing what he was always doing, moving. He was in her and her legs were wrapped around my brotherâs back. I almost came because I started moving and my cock was pressed against the roof. I waited for him to get off her so I could see her naked. When he did, it looked like she had pushed him off. He threw on his pants, said a few words to her and left. Mom sat up over her knees and her elbows covered her breasts. Her face was in her hands. I couldnât see much and I was distracted because she looked like she was crying. I found out a few days later why.
I confronted Tango when we were alone. He was the one who was the nicest to me and I could come to him when I was in trouble, but this was different. My heart was beating hard when I said, âI want to know about you and mom...I want to know what its like.â
I could tell he was about to play dumb and deny it but he probably heard in my voice that I wasnât going to be bluffed so he started with, âLook Babe, itâs complicated and youâre too young for this nowâŠwhen you get older weâll talk about itâŠâ He started walking away. I grabbed his arm.
âTango, I want to know nowâŠsheâs my motherâŠand I live here tooâŠand I heard her crying when you were in thereâŠâ
âManâŠyou knowâŠsheâs moodyâŠsheâs always cryingâŠoh shit, all rightâŠwe sleep together sometimesâŠI know you know itâŠwe have sexâŠbut itâs getting to be too much, I never know what she wantsâŠone day she wants it then she goes off and says Iâm not sincere â whatever that means, so then I canât go near her for a weekâŠIâm tired of it and anyway she knows I have a couple of girls at work⊠so I told her I was going to move out soonâŠbut youâll come visit me wonât you Babe?â He gave me an affectionate slap and did a few steps as if he was boxing. I wanted to ask him what it was like to fuck our mother, actually be inside her but I knew he wouldnât answer. It didnât keep me from getting hard just thinking about it.
When Tango left, I moved into momâs bedroom and fucked her every night â in my fantasies. Actually in reality, for two years the closest I got to that was having talks with her about how I should behave with girls and what women like. Mom went out with lots of guys and most of it amounted to nothing. She always acted just like the Missy I always knew but I could never look at her and not think of Dog and Tango being inside her and why she didnât want me to do it too. I guess I built up some resentment over that one. It was a hard two years for me until they passed.
I was surprised when I heard a key in the lock at 9P.M. on a Saturday night. âMomâ I said, âAre you okay; why are you home so early?â
âOh honey, I think Iâm just going to give up...itâs ridiculousâŠjust a waste of time.â
âWhat is Missy?â
âGoing outâŠthe whole man-woman thingâŠit just gets worse instead of better. I donât just mean just tonight, which was a disaster, butâŠI donât knowâŠthey all want to get in your pants and then when they do they havenât the slightest ideaâŠoh Iâm just ramblingâŠforget itâŠif not for you baby I would think there isnât a man worth the time of dayâŠI donât think Iâll ever find someone to love this wayâŠprobably the sanest thing I could do would be just to give up sex.â
âMom, youâre just forty fiveâŠsomehow I donât think thatâs going to happenâŠnot with your track record.â She laughed.
That kind of banter between us wasnât unusual. Weâd started talking her sex life â without the details of course and my sex life â which didnât have too many details.
âI have an ideaâ I joked, âWhy donât I become your boyfriend and then youâll have a guy you can depend on and Iâll have the best looker Iâll ever get.â
She came over and kissed my head, âYouâre so sweet Baby.â
Of course it was a dismissive kiss, given without an inkling that I wasnât joking at all. The hard evidence of that was in my pants. The low-cut black dress had set me off, but she didnât have to wear sexy clothes to set me off. I knew what was underneath even if she wore flannel pajamas; beautiful pink tipped breasts and what I now thought of as the âsucculentâ pussy that Iâd seen fleetinglyâŠthe best body I could ever hope to fuck⊠And thatâs exactly what I wanted to do.
I guess because of my brothers the âsheâs my motherâ thing never meant anything to me and I really wanted her no matter what. At that point I was ready to translate fantasy into reality. I started planning how I would become Missyâs lover; and I hoped my plans didnât turn out like most plans - a list of things that donât happen.
My first ploy was to do things with her I had never done; she didnât have many girlfriends and kept pretty much to herself. Now I said âyesâ when she asked if I wanted to go to a movie on the weekend. I said âyesâ to lunch with her when we both had a day off together. I even agreed to go shopping with her. I complimented her on her dress and on her looks. I once even went so far as to tell her she had great boobs. I saw her face color as she gave me a playful smack on the arm.