This is a true story based on what really happened. The names were changed to preserve the privacy of those involved. I dedicate this story to Travis.
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Mom Takes It in the Ass & I Do, Too
Son catches his mother anally masturbating herself with her seven-inch dildo.
An attractive 45-year-old woman sat in the empty waiting room of the psychiatrist's office fidgeting with her purse and talking to herself.
"I never should have made this appointment. If I was crazy to have sex with my son, I was even crazier to come here," she said incoherently mumbling to herself.
She looked as if she needed a drink and/or a cigarette but she didn't drink or smoke. Having heard horror stories of psychiatrists prescribing dangerous anti-depressant drugs and committing people who they thought were dangers to themselves and/or to the public, understandably tense, this was Liz's first time seeing a shrink. As if she wanted to leave, not knowing what to expect, what to say to the psychiatrist and how he'd react to all that she needed to tell him, she appeared nervous.
A blonde with big, blue eyes and very large breasts, she was a shapely albeit petite 105 pounds. At only 5'2" tall and 5'5" tall with her 3" heels, a complete albeit compact package, she was as sexy as she was short. Her round ass was just as curvaceous as were her big breasts. If only she was twenty years younger and 5 inches taller, with her shapely body, she could have been a Playboy Playmate.
Dr. Reed opened his door and with her his only patient, he focused his eyes on her.
"You must be Liz. Welcome. Please come in," said Dr. Reed extending his hand. If this went well, he was Liz's new psychiatrist.
Just as she was glad that he was the only one in the office and that she didn't have to deal with a receptionist, she was glad that he hadn't kept her waiting very long. She was already feeling awkwardly embarrassed having to seek out the help of a trained professional. With her not seeing his last patient leave, he obviously had one way in and another way out of his office. When she was done baring her soul to the good doctor, she was glad that she didn't have to walk through a waiting room of patients but could just leave by the side door that was obviously hidden in his office.
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He was a distinguished looking man of about 65-years-old with grey hair at the temples. About 5'10" tall, he appeared to be a trim 165 pounds. He looked a little like who she imagined George Clooney's older brother would look like when wearing tortoise shelled glasses. A real gentleman, something she wasn't used to seeing in her everyday life, he held the door for her as she walked in his office. Albeit, in the way she felt with most men leering at her, sadly even with him, she could feel him undressing her with his eyes.
Something she never expected a psychiatrist doing, without her even looking up at him, she could feel him staring at her big tits and her shapely ass. A learned man who was also a medical doctor, she thought he'd be above all of that sexual nonsense. With her having a body similar to Coco Austin, Ice-T's wife, Nicky Minaj, or Kim Kardashian, she always received lots of admiring looks, uncomfortable leers, heated stares, and whistles from men. As if she was walking around naked, her pretty face, big tits, and round ass was an attention getting, sex magnet to men. Only, just because she dressed sexy and had the shapely body to match, she wasn't a whore. She was the single mother of a twenty-five-year-old son.
"Hi, Doctor Reed. I'm please to meet you," said Liz shaking his hand with trepidation.
If her weak, perspiring handshake was any indication, she was nervous. Feeling that he had the ability to read her mind by her body language, she feared that he would judge her. Instead of reading her mind and/or judging her, he gave her a warm and understanding smile. His comforting smile allayed her nervousness somewhat.
A comfortable place with both masculine and feminine touches, obviously to make his male and female patients feel more at ease, nonetheless his office looked like the office of a psychiatrist. With a large world globe in the corner, he had bookcases surrounding the room filled with professional books of psychology and psychiatry mixed with some fictional classics. A bust of Dr. Sigmund Freud took possession of a place of honor on his wall across from his desk. The drapes, rug, and pictures were more colorful and feminine than the masculine cherry wood that subdued the room. The chair in front of his desk was comfortably cushioned and the couch was a dark, red leather worn with deep wrinkles, no doubt, from having to listen to so many crazy stories while having to support so many patients.
"You may have a seat in the chair in front of my desk or you may lie on the couch if you'd prefer. Please sit wherever you feel more comfortable," he said remaining standing while watching her select her seat.
In the way of a David Steinberg comedy routine where he played a crazy psychiatrist, as if selecting her seat was a psychological test, Liz looked at him gazing at her. Not knowing which seat to choose, she nervously looked from the chair positioned in front of his desk before turning to look at the couch against the wall that ran perpendicular from his desk.
"Where should I sit, Doctor?" She shrugged while looking at the doctor as if he was a college professor using her seat selection to grade her final exam. "Does it matter where I sit?"
He gave her a calming smile while she laughed nervously.
"Does it matter where you sit?" As if talking to him, he looked to Freud's bust positioned on a shelf on the wall. "Does it matter where she sits?" He returned his focus to Liz. "I can assure you that it doesn't matter where you sit, Liz," he said.
She walked towards the couch.
"Ohhh," he said nodding his head as if there was some hidden significance in her choosing the couch.
She looked at him surprise when he reacted to her choosing the couch and instead walked toward the chair in front of his desk.
"Ahhh," he said raising his eyebrows above the lenses of his eyeglasses.
Liz didn't know where to sit now.
"I'm so confused," she said moving her fingers to her mouth. "I didn't know choosing a seat had such psychological significance."
Doctor Reed gave her another calming smile.
"I can assure you that it makes no difference where you sit, Liz. Pick any seat, any seat at all. Wherever you're most comfortable sitting is where you should sit," he said reassuring her.
She looked again from the chair to the couch.
"I'll sit on the couch then," she said looking at him indecisively as if ready to change her mind and sit on the chair in front of her desk. Sticking with her decision and with red her favorite color, she sat on the couch.
Waiting for her to be seated, the doctor sat in his chair when Liz made herself comfortable on his couch. He smiled at her and she turned her head to return his smile.
"Now how may I help you?"
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He made eye contact with her bright, blue eyes with his soft, brown eyes. With the couch awkwardly positioned against the wall and with him sitting behind his desk, she had to turn her head completely around the armrest of the couch to make eye contact with him. Having seen psychiatrists on television before, she would have thought that he would have taken a seat closer to her, perhaps at the head or by the side of the couch so that she wouldn't have to turn her head so uncomfortably much.
"It all happened so fast, Doctor, that now it's just a blur that feels more like a nightmare or a bad dream," she said incoherently rambling between her tears. "Still upset, as if it had all been planned, I'm just so shocked how it all so suddenly happened. Only, I'd never plan having sex with my son. I'm not that kind of mother. I'm a good mother.
Already bored before she mentioned having sex with her son, with his curiosity piqued, he leaned forward and sat on the edge of his chair.
"There, there now," said Dr. Reed.
Liz wiped her tears from her eyes with her fingertips before speaking again.
"Sometimes I don't even believe that it really happened. Feeling guilty that it was all my fault, I blame myself. I'm so ashamed Doctor. I'm so very ashamed," she said turning to look at him again but this time with panic. "I don't know where to start, Doctor," said Liz. "Truly, I don't," she said bursting into tears.
Dr. Reed opened his portfolio to reveal his note pad and removing his pen from the slit in the leather that housed his writing implement, he had his pen at the ready to write what he obviously thought was important.
"It's always best to start from the beginning," he said.
Liz pulled a hanky from her purse to wipe the tears from her eyes.
"I'm so embarrassed, Doctor, so very embarrassed," she said. Obviously by continuing to call him doctor, she had respectful admiration for him. "I'm mortified actually by all that happened, all that I've sexually done with my son, and all that he had sexually done with me but," she said turning to make eye contact with him again.
She paused.
"What is it? You can tell me. I'm not here to judge you. I'm here to help you," he said.
She let out a big sigh.
"Feeling so very guilty now, I'm embarrassed to tell you that during the whole time, I was sexually aroused at the same time," she said.
She looked up at the doctor to see what reaction he showed to her being embarrassed and sexually excited at the same time.
"You shouldn't beat yourself up by feeling guilty. Just as it's quite normal for a son to have sexual feelings for his mother, it's quite normal for a mother to have sexual feelings for her son," said Dr. Reed.
Liz dried her tears with her handkerchief.
"With my bedroom door wide open, what was I thinking? It was as if I wanted my son to catch me anally masturbating myself. Only, I didn't know he'd come home. I thought he was working," she said.
An experienced professional, he showed no reaction to anything she said. With Dr. Reed an older man by about twenty years, he gave his patient a warm, fatherly smile.
"Don't be embarrassed. Whatever you tell me in confidence stays in this room," he said. "Everything we say in this room is confidential and is protected by law."
Obviously needing his reassurance to begin, Liz turned her head from her comfortable position on the couch to look over at the doctor again. She was tempted to lie on the couch the other way so that she could face him but with the shortness of her skirt problematic, no doubt, she'd give him a continual and constant between her legs view of her bright, white, bikini panties. No doubt, just like all of the other men in her life, he'd more be staring at her panty clad pussy than he would at her beautiful, blue eyes.
"It's my son," said Liz. "Now that I had sex with him the one time, something that I totally regret doing, he expects to have sex with me every morning and every night. He won't take no for an answer, Doctor. He touches me through my clothes, he feels me through my nightgown, and he walks in when I'm taking a shower to fondle my naked body. He parades around me without wearing any clothes and he always has an erection. Sometimes I feel compelled to stroke him, suck him, and fuck him so that he'd go away and leave me alone," she said.