Chapter Two - Swallowing it all, Hook, Line, and Sinker, Mom Takes the Bait
"About me? Why suddenly now are you having problems writing about me," she said looking at him with disbelief, before looking down at his book filled with erotic stories about her, "when you never have before?"
"Now don't get mad and don't take this the wrong way," he looked at her, while waiting for her to give him a nod of affirmation and when she did, he continued. "But I've been trying to write about you naked and I just can't," said Jason trying to control the sexual excitement that he suddenly felt by the thoughts of agreeing to strip naked and her sitting in his room and on his bed naked.
Had he stuck a pin in her, he wouldn't have gotten more of a reaction. Had he torn her cross from the wall and the thrown the picture of Jesus with his Apostles at his Last Supper in the trash, he wouldn't have received an angrier stare. Had he ripped open her blouse, which he so wanted to do, he'd never evoke such a disgusted look.
"Don't get mad? Don't take it the wrong way? How can I not get mad and take that the wrong way, when my perverted son is stuck trying to imagine me naked, while writing a story about me, his mother, naked? Oh, boohoo. That's just too damn bad you can't imagine me naked. Newsflash, Jason, you're not supposed to imagine your mother naked," she said lecturing him in the way that she always did.
When she acts like that, so confident in herself and so angry at the world, is when he's attracted to her the most. Filled with opinions and ideas, his mother is a real woman and not some empty headed, cute, little ass or a blonde piece of fluff, that he dated in the past. Obviously, none of his prior girlfriends measured up to Mommy. None of his girlfriends could fill her size 7 shoes.
"All that I've written so far for this story is garbage," he said continuing in hopes of trying to explain the difficulty that he was having in trying to write her nude character with the hopes that she'd take pity on him and strip naked.
"Garbage in is garbage out, Jason," she said with a satisfied motherly look. "Writing incestuous stories about your mother is garbage from the start. Trying to imagine me naked is fruitless. You will never see me naked," she said wrapping her arms tighter around herself and crossing her legs to make herself look like a pretzel.
"It isn't believable," said Jason ignoring his mother's comment and persevering, in spite of her negative opinion of his creative work, albeit incestuous writing, along with his hint of wanting to see her naked. "My writing, suddenly, about you is all forced. For the first time in more than 3 years, I may not have a story to enter in the National Nude Day contest and if I don't enter a story, I won't have a chance to win any money. Moreover, I'll lose all my fans."
She looked at him unflustered by him wanting to see her naked and about him not winning any money, that is, until he mentioned fans. As if his writing became realer because there were readers, she softened.
"Fans? What fans? You have fans?"
She looked at him with a face full of surprise that her son would have fans reading his stories about her. A flash of sexual excitement crossed her face, before she returned to being his mother.
"Yes. Mostly older men, of course, but tens of thousands of people from all around the country and all around the world, United Kingdom, Australia, Japan, China, India, Germany, France, Spain, and the Netherlands write comments and e-mail me about my stories and about you, Mommy."
"They write to you about me, your mother, having sex with you, my son, and about you, my son, having sex with me, your mother?"
"Yes, Mommy, they do. They love my stories. They love your character. They think you're hot," said Jason feeling his cock twinge and so wanting to tell his mother that he thinks that she's hot, too. "I even receive comments and e-mails from some women, too, who have a secret desire to have sex with their sons."
"Gross," she said making a sour face, as if having just bitten a lemon. "I don't know how a mother could ever have sex with her son. That's just so perverse."
"Just because it's a son's sexual fantasy to have sex with his mother or a mother's sexual fantasy to have sex with her son, doesn't mean that either will go through with it. Incest is just a sexual fantasy for most, more for some and less for others. Just reading about the possibility of having sex with your mother or with your son is stimulating enough for most people to masturbate over the thought of having incestuous sex," said Jason suddenly wondering if his mother masturbates and if she does, what arouses her enough for her to masturbate.
"So, that's what these stories are? In addition to being a sexual fantasy, writing about me naked is fodder for your masturbation? My son writes masturbation stories about me being naked? That knowledge makes me sick to my stomach."
"You could look at it that way, mother but, truly, they are just stories to me," said Jason having a hard time letting go of the image of his mother lying on her bed with her legs spread, while she masturbated herself over having sex with him.
Who knows? Maybe she's being so resistive to his stories of incest because he struck a familiar chord. Maybe she's just as attracted to him, as he's attracted to her. Only, being his mother, she had to show more restraint. Being his mother, unable to run wilde, she must set an example. Being his mother, she can't force her son to have sex with her in the way that he'd like to force his mother to have sex with him.
"Then, I don't understand how imagining me naked, while stripping for Nude Day, should be a problem for you, when you've already written so very many stories about me naked," she said with her face flushing red. "You've imagined me undressing, you've imagined me masturbating, you've imagined me taking a bath, giving you a blowjob, taking me to your prom and to your bed, and having sex with my naked, drunken body," she said breathlessly, as if his hot bedroom and/or his stories were beginning to get to her. "What more is there possibly to imagine that you haven't already imagined?"
"It's not at all like that, Mom. My stories are not just about incestuous sex. My stories are about real people, people who aren't incestuous perverts, but people who come together at a time, when they need love the most."
"Your stories are filthy pornography," she said pointing a finger of shame at him, as if her next line was going to be that he'd burn in Hell for all that he's written about her. "Love has nothing to do with your stories. Sex, sex, sex, your stories all about sex, forbidden sex, and incestuous sex."
"My stories are real stories with a beginning, a middle, and an ending," said Jason ignoring his mother's comments and persevering in defense of his stories. "All of my stories have a plausible plot, tension, dialogue, imagery, description, and character development. Any time I write about having sex with you," he said looking at her, as if imagining having sex with her, "it's always written in a loving way and not in a crass or pornographic way. Any time I write about having sex with you, it's more about love than it is about sex."
"I don't care how lovingly you think you write your story, the fact that you're writing about having sex with your mother cannot disguise the fact that you're writing about incest. You can put a leash on any animal, but only a dog is a dog, and your stories are trash, no matter how you present them," she said looking smugly satisfied with herself for voicing her opinion in such an articulate and metaphoric way.
"I write stories that are believable and stories that could happen between any mother and son, under the right circumstances. In all of my stories, always there's a reason why a mother and son come together, be it for love, comfort, sex, or something else, a tragedy or even a death in the family, no matter what their relationship, mother/son, father/daughter, or brother/sister, we're all humans. We all have needs sexual or otherwise."
He watched her unfold her arms and uncross her legs. Was she softening? Has he worn her down and won her over, just a little bit? He didn't know. Not able to be in the head of his mother, not able to know what she was thinking and feeling, sometimes, she was so hard to read.
"I did noticed that about your stories, many of them are about real life issues and about real people," she said distinctly softening.