"Hey.. If you still want to shoot that video I think you should change your plans and come home after work.. you're sister decided to go up north with dad for the night last minute.. not sure when we'll have another opportunity like this, let me know asap please."
My son recently asked me to help expand his recently launched website that has been in the works for years. I wasn't exactly thrilled about his career choice but he truly was passionate about it and worked very nonstop to connect people who all share the same fantasies. Up until the day of his 18th birthday I honestly had never heard of this type of "Fetish" He confessed that it all started from watching me smoke my cigarettes around him over the years, I was the mom who had no shame smoking in the house.. in the kitchen, living room, bedroom, it was just a part of my everyday routine. I was a little weirded out at first.. but I tried to understand his situation and listen to what he had to say.
"Now that I'm 22 and I'm an adult I didn't want to hide it from you anymore.. You really had no idea something was up?"
He asked me.
"
The next few months we're a little touch and go, I tried to not smoke when he was around but it just became to much of a chore trying to step away to smoke one when he was home.
It was a year or so after his 21st birthday when he showed me the website he was working on that connected people who shared the smoking fetish and would chat about it, post stories, pictures, videos, the whole nine. I couldn't believe the amount of people that subscribed to his page.. what started as a hobby quickly became a full time job.
I scrolled threw his site one night on my laptop and came across his story about how his fetish started watching me smoke, he explained it with so much detail.. how I slowly inhaled my smoked and exhaled even slower always tilting my head back blowing it upward.. I didn't even realize I did that until reading that. Reading the comments I saw a lot of people asking if he had any videos/pictures of me smoking around the house, I'm sure he did but he would never post them without my knowledge.
I poured myself a drink as I lit a cigarette.
"Hey hun, come here for a sec"
He came sitting across from me as he watched me waiting for me to take a puff of my cigarette.
"What's up mom?"
"I was on browsing threw you're site and came across you're little background story about me smoking and how it all started.." I said sliding my cigarette between my lips taking a double pump then inhaling the smoke deeply in my lungs holding it there for a couple seconds then slowly letting it pour out of my mouth.
"Ah well, as embarrassing as it is.. I didn't want to fabricate the story, people need to know their not alone and this can be a place to let it all out and not keep it bottled up inside like I did for 10 years."
"I know hunny and as much as it's a little taboo and not "politically correct" to have an attraction toward you're mother I understand you can't control it and I stand by you... and always will."
"Thanks mom, is that what you called me down for or was their something else?"
She chuckled before taking another drag blowing a stream of smoke toward the ceiling with a snap inhale to finish it off.
"I noticed a lot of people we're asking you to post a clip or some photos of me while smoking a cigarette.. I didn't realize I was so popular on you're site." Winking at him.
