Chapter 06 - Mother and son forced to sleep in same bed
"Don't worry about me Jay, I will be ok; I'm a big girl. Right now your feelings are more important than mine. I am the one that is sorry for all that I have put you through; I am the one that disrespected you and your dad. I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you that is if you will let me. I will do anything you want to make you happy, even if it means you not wanting to have anything to do with me after tonight, if that is what it takes for you to be happy I will do it. But I pray that you still want me in your life. All you have to do is say it Jay, tell me what I can do to make you happy and I will do my best to make it happen."
The extent of his mother's statement that she 'would do anything to make him happy' would be revealed to Jay later on as he discovered more about his mother.
Barbara took her son by the arm pulling him closer to her kissing his forehead. Jay returned her affection by giving her a hug. He felt closeness with his mom he had not felt since she moved out, but it was a different feeling than before; with all that had happened, all that had been said she felt more like a friend than his mom.
As he held her in his arms Jay's leg went in between his mom's discovering she had nothing on below the shirt except for her panties. He was not sure what he expected, he had seen her jeans draped across the back of a chair before he turned out the lights. He had to admit, Barbara's inner thighs felt smooth and soft against his. Jay felt the beginnings of an involuntary erection; 'what the hell, how could this happen,' he and his mom had just experienced the worst argument of their lives and now he was getting hard?
Barbara pulled Jay tighter against her body, her breasts pressed hard against his bare chest with only the thin material of her t-shirt between them. (Obviously he had not put on the shirt she bought him to sleep in) She threw her leg across his snuggling closer to him pressing the top of Jay's thigh hard between her legs; his penis pressing against her stomach.
When Jay's thigh brushed against the crotch of her panties Barbara's pussy instantly reacted to the unexpected touch. Her juices flowed despite her only intention being to snuggle close to the only man she had left in her life. But Jay's thigh was not the only thing that had aroused her vagina; Barbara could feel Jay's erection pressing into her abdomen. Her thoughts immediately went back to that day on the couch when she 'accidently' held her son's cock in her hand honored with the brief opportunity to stroke its magnificence while she was 'dreaming'.
Relinquishing to her carnal urges, assisted by the effects of the wine, Barbara felt the need to the rub her pussy against Jay's thigh, once, maybe twice, that would be all. Her pussy ached for attention, just feeling his thigh touching her was not enough. She rocked her hips forward, then back; Barbara swore she felt Jay's cock jerk between them.
The six beers had eliminated any concern by Jay for what his mom was doing when she pressed her stomach against his penis. She was the one that had left him and his dad and been a whore with other men. As Barbie, his sexy birthday date his mom had practically threw herself at him. Then his mom stroked his cock in her sleep as he admired her beautiful smooth mature cunt on the couch. Now they'd had a terrible argument, even though he had apologized for the way he spoken to his mom he was still upset with her for what she had done to his family, he really didn't care what happened.
She was no longer the mom that he thought he knew; she was his mom by definition only; tonight as far as Jay was concerned she was just a hot horny woman rubbing her pussy on his leg. He was not going to make any advances toward her but he was in no mood to stop anything she did either. This woman was not the same woman he had known as he was growing up and when he felt her start to hump his thigh he pressed his leg harder against her wet cunt.
But women this sexy did not do things like this, they did not make the first move, they could find sexual satisfaction anywhere they wanted, surely he had fallen asleep and he was dreaming. He would wake up in the morning and this would all be over, what was happening only existed in his mind.
But it was real, Barbara was moaning softly as she rubbed her cunt on his thigh; she was pressing her pussy harder against his leg as her movements became more deliberate. The crotch of Barbara's panties were drenched and left a trail of slick liquid along the path of her movements. She was moaning louder now as she masturbated on his thigh. Then suddenly her body shook, Barbara buried her face hard against Jay's shoulder in an attempt to muffle the vocal sounds indicating she was cumming.
As she came down from the high of the orgasm it was like reality smacked her in the face; 'what had she done? OMG she had just masturbated on her son's leg!' Barbara held still awaiting Jay's reaction; it seemed like an eternity but was more like only four or five minutes, thankfully he did not respond to what had just happened. Or would it have been better if he had responded? What was he thinking? Was he mad at her again? Was her son discovering how much his mother loved sex; how much she needed sex; how she could not control her libido especially when under the influence of alcohol? Was he ashamed of her?
Barbara loved Jay, but her love was no longer just that of a mother for her child. It was evident from the argument that their relationship had changed from mother and son during her separation from Sam. After his dad's death Jay had become an independent young man capable of making it on his own. Much like his feelings for her, she now also saw Jay as an adult male friend, a man, a much younger man; a man that was more of a friend than a son. With Jay being the only man in her life she loved him as a very special male friend as well as her son.
A flurry of emotions raced through Jay's mind; they were lying face to face, without thinking he kissed Barbara on the lips; not a deep passionate kiss, more of a quick peck, but their lips touched just the same. When he pulled his head back she heard him whisper "I love you Barbie."
She was stunned that Jay kissed her on the lips, and she was at a loss for how she should interpret his words. Were his emotions confused because of the stress he had gone through today dealing with the anniversary of his dad's death? Was it the beer? Had the argument change the nature of their relationship for Jay like it had for her? Did Jay no longer think of her as his mom? Barbara felt it was safe to assume that his actions indicated he was not mad at her for using his leg as a masturbatory device.
But why did he call her 'Barbie' rather than mom or Barbara, what did that mean? Perhaps that was his way of rationalizing getting an erection in bed with his mom? It was too early to tell what kind of relationship they would have from this point on. No matter what their relationship developed into it was out of her control.
"I love you too Jay."
Knowing they needed sleep Barbara rolled over pressing her butt against Jay's still hard cock, wiggling her hips pressing his stiff rod between the cheeks of her ass as best she could with panties on. She reached behind her pulling Jay's arm over her side positioning his hand on her large breast, outside the t-shirt at first, then she moved his hand down and slid it underneath placing her son's hand on her bare tit.
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Barbara woke first due to her habit of getting up early; Jay's hand was still under her shirt on her breast. At first she was shocked at the location of her son's hand until she remembered she was the one responsible for putting it there just before they went to sleep. She smiled as she recalled the intimacy she had shared with Jay after their argument; maybe the argument had been the best thing that could have happened for the future of their relationship. His mom had no clue the roles each would play in the relationship that would developed between them.
Looking over her shoulder she saw Jay was still asleep, when she pressed her butt against his crotch she was surprised to feel a hard penis against her ass, but for Jay to have an erection was not unusual, a man normally gets hard when he sleeps, especially a young man. The condition of Jay's cock rekindled the need between Barbara's legs; it was 5:00am, at least two hours before Jay normally gets up for school. Unable to resist acting on her desires she felt it was safe to carry out her erotic thoughts as this was the time he would most likely be in his deepest sleep
His erection had felt wonderful last night pressed between her ass cheeks, and even better this morning, but her panties and his boxers were in the way; perhaps, if she were careful not to wake him, she could remove the barriers between the two of them. Barbara slowly slid her panties to her knees then reached behind her and carefully pulled her son's penis through the opening in the front of his boxers. She was reluctant to let go of the firm young cock but she knew time was limited.
Positioning her ass the same as it had been moments before Barbara wiggled her hips causing Jay's cock to slide deep into the cleavage of her round cheeks. She thought 'OMG this feels so fucking good', it had been a long time since she had felt a real dick against her ass this way. Flexing the muscles in her butt Barbara discovered she could squeeze the cock between her cheeks; she was startled when Jay moaned pushing his prick even deeper into her valley of her ass.
Afraid she had woken Jay Barbara held very still hoping if she had woke him up he would quickly fall back to sleep; she knew pulling away would most likely guarantee he would wake up. Quietly listening to his breathing Barbara felt confident it was a false alarm, he was still fast asleep. Rocking her hips slowly she was stroking her son's cock with her ass; god his cock felt good sliding up and down between her cheeks, but she stopped again when Jay moaned a second time.
Soon his cock easily sliding between the crack of her ass but this time she was not the one moving, Jay was humping his dick between her cheeks. Barbara was afraid to look back fearing if she did it would cause his penis to fall out of her ass cleavage. While it was not intercourse it was the closest thing to fucking she had experienced in more than a year, and she definitely did not want it to stop. She carefully rocked her hips in the opposite direction of Jay's movements creating longer strokes as his cock slid against the tender skin of her butt.