I could smell bacon when I woke up. I lay in bed and stroked myself hard, as I thought again about my mother and all the videos I had waiting for me. But before I could do anything more about it, she knocked on the door and said that breakfast was ready.
I threw on some gym pants and a t-shirt. The pants were baggy enough that I figured by boner wouldn't show through. But by the time I went to take a piss and headed downstairs, I was soft enough to not be a distraction. Until I saw her at the sink, wearing that white robe, and my heart skipped a beat.
She served me bacon, eggs, and toast. Then we chitchatted as we ate. This was the morning before Thanksgiving, so she had a lot on her mind about what she would cook and how she would get it all done.
I mostly just watched her as she talked to me and to herself, and as I stuffed my face with breakfast. Then she caught me looking at her.
"What?"
"Nothing. Just glad to be home."
"Shut up or you'll make me cry!"
I smiled and she dabbed at her eyes. She was always so sweet and tenderhearted towards me. Then my sister started trying to climb out of her seat and broke the moment.
Mom wrestled her back into her chair and said, "I need to go back to the store this morning for the stuff I forgot. But I hate to leave you, even for a few minutes."
"I'll drive you," I said. And the smile she gave me lit me up.
I took care of the kid while Mom got dressed. She must have already done her milking session that morning since she didn't mention it. Which made me wonder what she had been wearing under that robe. I pictured something lacy and red, and assumed that was still what she had on underneath her yellow sweater and jeans after she changed clothes.
The three of us got in her car, and I drove us to the grocery. The plan was for me to wait in the car with my sister while she ducked in for just a few items. I pulled up to drop her off, but she said, "Oh! Wait! I forgot my purse!"
I handed her my wallet. "Just use my debit card. It's your account anyways."
She grabbed it and said thanks, and I parked the car. I took my sister out of the car seat to let her climb around and play, so when Mom got back to the car, she put the groceries in the back seat and strapped her back in. Then she got in the front and didn't say anything.
"Get everything?"
She didn't respond, didn't look at me.
"Mom, you okay? What happened?"
"Just take me home," she said. And she handed me my wallet. And that's when I realized what I had done. Oh shit. We were both mortified.
We didn't say another word on the drive back, and when we got there, I was about to jump out of the car, but Mom reached her hand out and grabbed my arm. We still didn't look each other in the eye, but she held onto my arm, almost desperately. Her hand was clenched onto the material of my t-shirt.
I reached over with my other hand and took hers. I just said, "I'm sorry Mom." And I slipped out and went straight up to my room and shut the door. I sat on the bed, opened my wallet, just to confirm, and the yellow sticky note was gone.
It was a few hours before she knocked on the door. I was in bed with the lights off, wishing I were asleep or dead. She opened the door, and before I could say anything, she just put her finger to her lips, "Shhhhh..."
She was wearing her white robe again. The house was quiet, so I assumed the kid was down for her nap, and maybe Mom had been in the basement milking. Despite my embarrassment, that thought excited me.
She sat on the edge of the bed, and took her finger away from her lips. Lips that were, I saw, very red. Redder than when we went to the store. And she was wearing more makeup and longer lashes. She looked like she did in the videos, in the soft light from the window and the door. She was still my mother, but she was something else too. I felt the spell she had inadvertently cast over me, and its effect in person was staggering.
As she sat there, she didn't know what to do with her hands, like she was struggling with a decision that might change everything.
"Mommy?" I asked. And I saw the relief spread across her face and arms and posture. She reached out and stroked the hair from my eyes.
"Sit up, Baby," and I did, as she straightened pillows behind my back. Then she turned on the bedside lamp. And she opened her robe. The yellow sticky note was between her breasts, "DairyBoy19". My dick strained against the weight of the covers when I saw her. Because I knew now that she was truly mine.