Mother, aunts, and grandmother all once worked as strippers.
Author's Note:
This is a true story as told to me by Valentino that he wanted me to write and share about his mother, Elizabeth, his aunts, Victoria and Isabella, and his grandmother, Mary.
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'I hate my mother. I really, really hate her,' thought Val while pacing his room. 'I love her but I hate her, too. Maybe if she wasn't such a bitch and treated me better, I wouldn't hate her,' he thought while clenching his fist. 'Even though I'm a 22-year-old grown man, she treats me as if I'm a 12-year-old child. I'm sick of it. I'm just sick of the way she disrespects me.'
Valentino took a big breath while thinking about his love/hate relationship with his forty-something-year-old, demanding, and sometimes, impossibly, difficult mother.
'Maybe, if she didn't treat me with contempt and shuttle me off to private schools, I wouldn't hate her as much as I do. Conversely, maybe, if she wasn't tall, blonde, shapely, and beautiful, I wouldn't love her in the lustfully way that I do,' he thought. 'I feel so torn. As much as I want to tell my mother what I really think of her, I want to have sex with her. As much as I want to tell her that I'm done with her and go live with my grandmother, I want to make passionate love to her.'
He continued pacing around his room with rage while brooding over the love/hate relationship that he had with his mother.
'It's as if she blames me for ruining her life by becoming pregnant with me. Yet, now that I'm an adult, able to care for myself, and able to make my own decisions, all of that misplaced hatred is in my past,' thought Val after finally coming to terms with his controlling and demanding mother.
Then, forget about forgiving her, his vengeance was renewed when he uncovered his mother's secrets. His dastardly plot for revenge started when he found his mother's hidden trunk that contained her sexy, sexual secrets about her scandalous past. Hidden away in another life, more than twenty-five-years ago, part of her past and now a long, forgotten memory, his mom worked as a stripper. Looking at her now, a sophisticated lady of wealth and fashion in the way that Julia Roberts became in Pretty Woman, his mother still looked good enough to dance around a pole while removing her clothes.
Unless they recognized her from 25-years-ago, no one would ever know and/or imagine that she worked as a stripper. Yet, before she married his wealthy father, from the ages of 19-years-old to 22-years-old, his mother, Elizabeth, worked her way through college as an exotic dancer. An easy way to make some fast money while working less hours, better than waiting tables while hoping for tips, he was shocked that his mother was once a pole dancer. With strippers and prostitution going hand and glove, he wondered what else she did for money other than stripping.
With her undressing for money, did she have sex for money, too? Always sexually attracted to his mother before, now that he knew she was a stripper, a whore, and possibly a prostitute, instead of hating her, he was even more sexually attracted to her. A bittersweet relationship, he was torn between his hate for his mother and his sexual lust for her. Yet, with his agenda resurfacing of wanting to get even with her for her mistreatment of him, he wanted to belittle her and embarrass her in the way that she belittled and embarrassed him.
Something that may never happen, even though he had found naked photos of her in her trunk, he wanted to see her naked in person. Wanting her to undress for him, he wanted to watch her strip naked. Then, once she was naked, he wanted to touch and feel his mother everywhere that a son should never touch and feel his mother. Once she was naked, he wanted to have incestuous sex with her. Once she was naked, he wanted to make out with her while making tender love to her before fucking her hard and fast.
'I love you, Mom,' he thought with his sexual lust superseding his unrepressed hatred.
Quite the paradox, and not knowing what to do with the absurdity of his incestuous feelings, even though he hated her so very much, he loved her so very much, too. A prisoner to his mother's sexuality and beauty, he sexually wanted his mother in the way that a son should never want his mother. He wanted her to stroke and suck his cock after he fingered and licked her pussy. He wanted to give her multiple, sexual orgasms with his fingers, his tongue, and his cock while watching and hearing her cum. He wanted to cum in her mouth and in her cunt.
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He couldn't help but wonder if his father, her ex-husband, a stuffy banker, knew his wife undressed for men a few years before he married her. Quite the scandal, especially for someone like him, a man of wealth, power, and influence, Val couldn't help but wonder if his father married his mother because she was pregnant with him or because she was sexy and beautiful. With one reason motivating the other reason for a marriage proposal, perhaps both reasons were why he married her. If it wasn't illegal and if she wanted him as much as he wanted her, he'd marry his mother.
'Mom? Will you marry me,' he imagined saying while down on one knee and holding up his college ring to her?
Perhaps, another secret she's keeping from his father was that he wasn't his father. If only his Dad knew her background as a stripper, maybe he would have married someone else. If only he knew her background as a pregnant, unwed whore, maybe he would have wanted her to have an abortion. Yet, with his mother a good Catholic, even though she no longer goes to mass, and even if she prostituted herself in the way of Mary Magdalen, she never would have aborted her pregnancy and terminated her son.
Knowing his Dad in the way that he does, respecting him and fearing him at the same time, it was hard for him to believe that he'd marry a woman who was a stripper and a whore. Only, when seeing his mother now, the furthest woman from a whore, he'd never peg her for a stripper. With her even fooling him, her son, he couldn't imagine her removing clothes for money and/or having sex for money, too. As if she was born again as a virgin, she acted as if she was a woman who'd never have sex for money.
'Oxymoronic, I don't think there are any strippers that are virgins,' he thought while laughing to himself. 'I don't think there are any strippers who wouldn't have sex for money.'
For shapely women to strip themselves naked while sexually teasing men for money, they're whores. As cultured and high-class as his mother pretended to be, clearly, she was still a whore. Smelling like a rose after swirling around in shit, she was nothing but a whore who came into loads of money after his father married her and divorced her with a big, divorce settlement.
'Whore,' he thought!
Maybe too late to reject her, perhaps, his Dad discovered her secret, sexual life later, long after they were married. Maybe, no secret, he knew who she was all along. Who knows? Perhaps, because he discovered she had worked as a stripper was the reason why he married her and/or also, was the reason for why he divorced her, too. Maybe, he never discovered her secret and they divorced because he had a younger woman on the side, which he did. Obviously, deserving one another, as much as his mother was a selfish bitch, his father was a cheating bastard.
Perhaps, even after their divorce, it was still his mother's secret that she continued to keep from her husband about her sexy past. Who knows? No one really knows what goes on behind closed, bedroom doors? With everyone pretending to be something and/or someone they're not, unless educated with a PhD in psychiatry, no one really knows one's true self. Even then, much like priests who are disgraced pedophiles, many psychiatrists openly admit that they are more mentally disturbed than their patients.
With his mother now so refined, so well-mannered, so sophisticated, so ladylike, so morally moral, and matronly modest, hard to believe, he couldn't imagine her dancing around a pole to music while removing her clothes. Now that he knew that she worked as a stripper, he wished he was there to watch her strip naked. He wished there was an online video of her undressing. He'd love nothing more than to masturbate while watching his mother strip herself naked and imagining having sex with her.
He imagined her sitting in the back of his father's Rolls Royce wearing a mink coat and nothing else. With her wanting for nothing and having all the money she'd ever need, it was hard for him to imagine men sticking dollar bills in her G-string while feeling her nearly, naked ass and fondling her nearly, naked breasts. It was hard for him to imagine his mother giving men lap dances while shaking her big tits in their faces. It was hard for him to believe that she'd be desperate enough for money to allow men to grope her and/or to have sex with her.
A mystery to him, having never been to a strip club, he couldn't even imagine what she did in the VIP room. What do strippers do in the VIP room? Do strippers have sex with men? Instead of just dancing while stripping, do women prostitute themselves in the VIP room? Bad enough to think of his mother as a stripper and a whore, he couldn't imagine her prostituting herself, too. With her so very rich now because of his Dad and their divorce settlement, he couldn't imagine her stroking, sucking, and fucking strange men that she didn't know for money.
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