Author's Note:
Please take note of this story's category and tags, in case the subject matter might not be to your liking. Also, note this is a follow-on chapter in a multi-part series. If you haven't already, please start your reading with
Chapter 1
, otherwise the story won't flow well and might be a bit confusing.
This is a work of fiction. The plot is fictional. The characters are fictional. In other words, it's
not real life
. Any resemblance to person(s) living or dead is purely coincidental. All fictional characters in this fictional story involved in fictional sexual activities are 18+ in their completely fictional lives. If you think you recognize a real-life someone in this story, you lead a more colorful life than the author. :-)
Lastly, and most importantly, I hope you enjoy the story!
-BizMe
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Mom, Aunt Clara & My Wandering Mind: Part 4
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My head was swimming as Aunt Clara led Mom into the kitchen to discuss the 'rights and responsibilities of a caregiver' according to Aunt Clara's treatment plan for me--a treatment plan that, thus far, had resulted in my getting spanked by my stepmother (and later my aunt), fingered in the ass by my aunt (and later my stepmom), and jerked off by both Mom and Aunt Clara (twice)!
Now, as I lay naked on the couch in our living room, I wondered how this 'therapy' was ever going to actually help me. How could corporal punishment, naked humiliation, and sexual depravity help cure me of absent-mindedness and timidity--problems I'd had as long as I could remember and probably longer? And even if it did help, was I now doomed to an eternity in Hell for the incestuous things I'd experienced with family members?
I could try to argue I was the victim, an unwilling recipient of these so-called treatments. I certainly didn't consent to the spankings--well, not exactly, and not at first, anyway. Still, I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy what Aunt Clara called the 'pleasurable corrections.'
My fate was sealed, either way, I supposed, either by lying through my teeth or by acts of incest. One way or the other, I was going to Hell. Or
maybe
... maybe there was some legitimate justification for the way I'd been manhandled by Mom and Aunt Clara?
As much as I resented Aunt Clara for her high-brow education, I assured myself that there must be some justifiable logic behind such an extreme or, as Aunt Clara called it, 'non-traditional' treatment plan. Maybe I just wasn't smart enough to understand it.
Besides, there was no doubt in my mind Mom loved me and she was in support of it. She'd already sacrificed so much of her life to focus on me. I had been her priority since even before Dad left us like a two-bit gambler trying to hide from his bookie.
And since Dad walked out on us, Mom had given up on her career, her aspirations, her dreams, and her love life.
She wouldn't suddenly turn sour on me after her entire life had been dedicated to doing what she thought was in my best interest, would she
?
No, I could trust Mom. The real question was whether I could trust Aunt Clara and I quickly decided I had no other choice. I
had
to trust Aunt Clara. Mom was at her wit's end trying to help me with my problems with inattentiveness and my recent angry outbursts.
She deserved better than that from me. I knew she did. But neither she nor I had been able to find a solution to my problems.
If Aunt Clara's secret, possibly illegal, surely immoral, non-peer-reviewed, and unstudied methods for curing inattentiveness and timidity had even a snowball's chance in Hell of working, I owed it to my stepmom to try.
Besides, everything Aunt Clara said about her qualifications was true--being a tenured psycho-therapist with a successful practice, a peer-reviewed researcher published in multiple journals, and a highly sought-after guest lecturer at colleges and symposiums across the country.
If not as a family member, she can at least be trusted as a professional, can't she? I mean, of course, she can
. I asked and quickly answered my own question in a single thought.
I was certain she loved Mom and, even though she had always seemed more distant with me, I was pretty sure she loved me, too. That didn't change the fact that she was condescending and bitchy more often than not, though.
As I continued trying to comprehend everything that had happened so far in the craziest day of my life, Mom and Aunt Clara chatted non-stop in the kitchen.
I rose from the couch and tiptoed toward them only stopping once I'd reached the arched doorway where I hid, just around the corner.
"You have to take care of yourself before you try to care for others," Aunt Clara lectured her. "You know there's a reason the stewards on an airplane tell passengers to put their own oxygen mask on first, before trying to help someone else, even their own children."
"I know that," Mom agreed cautiously.
"You'll be of no use to anyone else if you're not first taken care of yourself. You can't help Andy if you're not..."
"I get it, Clarissa, I do. It's just... well, it's been so long since I've..."
"Gotten laid?"
I heard a smack and presumed Mom had just slapped Aunt Clara's arm.
"That's not what I was going to say. I was going to say it's been a long time since I've put myself first... for almost anything."
"I couldn't agree more, Mary. When was the last time you went shopping?"
"I went to the grocery store yesterday after..." Mom started to say.
"No! Not grocery shopping.
Real
shopping! Like we used to do in college? At Victoria's Secret and that store off the interstate just outside of town?"
"Oh, Clarissa! That was... We were... Oh, I'm not young and..."
"And what? Horny?" Aunt Clara pressed.
"No!"
"Aren't you, though?" Aunt Clara obviously disagreed. "I think that worn-out latex cock in your nightstand might disagree."
"Clarissa! Be quiet!"
I'd already known about Mom's dildo. I found it the same way Aunt Clara did when Mom sent me to her room to get something else from that drawer.
"Or the vibrator egg?"
I didn't know about 'the egg' and decided I would do some snooping later to see what that was about.
"Clarissa! Andy might hear you!" Mom begged.
"You think he hasn't heard
you
before? You're not exactly quiet, as I recall," Aunt Clara continued to pester.
"Clarissa Emanuelle,
please
," Mom begged again, though she let out an odd giggle at the same time.
Emmanuelle
? My mind quickly started to wander.
Wasn't there some super sexy movie with that name? And that's Aunt Clara's middle name, too? Well, Aunt Clara might not be as hot as that one woman but she's pretty damn hot. Her long slender legs...No
! Somehow, I'd just stopped myself and it surprised me when I did.
"I think you've just repressed all those feelings because you're so preoccupied with caring for your son."
"It's not just that," Mom confessed quietly.
"Then what else?" Aunt Clara asked.
"I'm not... who I used to be. I'm not... young... or pretty... or desirable."
"That's so not true and you know it! Why, even Patrick has said you're a MILF, Mar."
"A what?"
Oh, come on, Mom. You've got to know what MILF stands for
! I said to myself, surprised that Mom could be so out of touch.
"Oh my, so you're behind the times a little," Aunt Clara guffawed. "A MILF. A Mother I'd Like to Fuck?"
"Oh my God! Patrick said that!?"
"Don't act so surprised. I bet Andrew has fantasized about you, too."
What
?! I startled at Aunt Clara's words and then tried to suppress what I knew was true... that she was right.
"What?! But he's my son! And... and.. Patrick is my nephew!" Mom protested.
"And? Patrick's also a strapping young man with a whole lot of barely controlled libido running through his veins. Same with Andrew. And I'm pretty sure the fact that he's family didn't stop you from drooling when you saw your son's hard cock earlier, did it?"
"Clarissa!"
"Well? Am I wrong?"
I leaned in closer, eagerly waiting to hear Mom's answer.
"I... Clara... I just can't bring another man into my life. He could end up just like my shithead ex-husband. He could be worse! And I still need to figure out how to help Andy! And..."
"And, and, and. All excuses. You're just full of them, Mary. And don't think I didn't notice you not answering my question. You
were
drooling when you saw your son's cock, weren't you?"
I heard Mom shuffle her Feet under the table but not answering.
"Oh my Gawd," Aunt Clara huffed. "You're thinking about it even now, aren't you?!"
"Ugh! I
am
, Clara! I'm a terrible person! And a worse mother!"
Wow
! I had no further thought than that.
Just, Wow
!
"No, Mary! I'm telling you this therapy isn't only for Andrew. It's for you, too. You're not a horrible mother. You're the
best