Forget about talking about it, mother and son finally agree to have sex.
Part Sixteen: "Have you ever thought of me in a sexual way?"
Armed with her true, incestuous, sexual confession, she was so ready to tell him everything.
"Have you ever thought of me in a sexual way?"
Have I ever thought of you in a sexual way? With him asking her the perfect question in encouraging her to confess her sexual feelings towards her son, she swooned at the thought of what she was about to say next after asking her that question.
"You first," she said. "Have you ever thought about having sex with me?"
This was it. Finally, this was really it. Forget about stepping over the imaginary line of incest and forget about just discussing masturbation, they've already crossed the line and continued running down the incestuous playing field for a touchdown. With each one confessing their sexual fantasies to the other regarding their thoughts when masturbating, they were on the precipice of having sex. One way or the other, as if doing a 10 meter high dive, it wouldn't take her much to push him off the cliff for him to take the incestuous plunge with her or to scare him away.
"I have while masturbating," he said not even having to contemplate in formulating his answer in confessing his response.
She recalled all the times she thought of her son in a sexual way and even more since he's been living back at home with her. The culmination that put her over the edge was when she saw his cock when catching him masturbating. As if wishing it was her hand instead of his, she watched him stroking himself. Mesmerized by his big, hard cock, never expecting him to do so and surprised when he did, she just stood there while watching him cum.
Wanting to mount him and ram his stiff prick inside of her warm, wet pussy, it took all the self-control she had not to move to him and take him in her hand before taking him in her mouth. It took all the self-control she had not to strip off her clothes and have sex with him right then and right there. After watching him masturbating and cumming, within just a few minutes, she was in her room with her bedroom door closed. She was so sexually aroused that she masturbated herself with the thoughts of having sex with him. With her standing at a cliff without wearing a parachute, she was already over the edge of the precipice and it was up to her to bring him along with her.
"While you're masturbating, have you ever thought of me naked?" Not even waiting for him to answer her question, she asked him another. "Have you ever thought of having sex with me?"
While thinking about his cock in her hand, in her mouth, and in her pussy, she thought about him last night when she was masturbating herself to the thoughts of watching him masturbating himself. In the way she thought about him ejaculating cum all over his chest, his stomach, and his hand, she thought about him cumming in her mouth and in her pussy.
"Yes in answer to both of those questions," she said being openly and honestly.
Never thinking they'd ever be having this conversation about masturbation and incestuous, sexual fantasies, oh my God, this is so sexually exciting to be discussing mutual masturbation with her son.
"What do you think about when thinking of me?"
It would be easier to tell him what she doesn't think about when thinking about his naked body and his hard, erect cock.
"It's different for a woman than it is for a man," she said skirting the truth by temporarily evading the issue while her brain caught up with her horniness.
If only he knew that women are much more sexual than men. If only men knew what the sexual beast they'd unleash by sexually satisfying their women, most men couldn't handle it. Too much sex for them, most men wouldn't want the amount of sex that their women crave, need, and want. Most men would be shocked if they only knew what dirty sluts and nasty whores their supposedly kind, loving, and innocent women really were.
"How so?"
She wished she could tell him the truth instead of having to make up something to assuage him. Only, if she told him the truth, no doubt, he'd think of her, his own mother, a whore. Even though she's only been faithful in her marriage and sexually intimate with only one man, but with her husband never fully sexually satisfying her, she's always had sexual thoughts. She wished she could tell him that deep down inside she was a dirty slut and a nasty whore. Perhaps in another life she was a wicked prostitute. What would he think of her then if she told him how horny she always is and how much she masturbates? She only wished she could confess that she wants to have sex with him. What would he think of his mother then?
"Well, I think more about holding you," she said. "I think more about hugging you and comforting you rather than having hot sex with you," she said with a little laugh while lying through her teeth.
Hugging him her ass. If anything, forget about making love, she'd rather he'd fuck her and fuck her hard. She'd rather he'd strip her naked and force his sexual way upon her. She'd rather strip him naked and tie his wrists and ankles to her bed so that she could have her wicked sexual way with him.
Being that she'd never had anal sex but always wanted to try, she'd even allow him to fuck her where the sun doesn't shine and where no son should ever fuck his mother, if only he wanted and if only he so dared. Definitely, a preemptive given, she'd suck his cock. At the very least, if that's all he wanted and with her willing to be satisfied with just that, she'd allow him to cum in her mouth and she'd swallow.
Have I ever thought about having sex with you? He's got to be kidding. Duh? A better question would be, since you've moved home a month ago, have I not stopped thinking about having sex with you? If only he knew how much she sexually wanted him, wouldn't he be surprised? With her husband no longer touching her and giving her any kind of physical affection, emotional satisfaction, and sexual attention, she's suddenly transferred all of her sexual feelings to her son.
"Tell me more in detail," he said with a perversely look on his face.
Hiding her lust, she looked at him and smiled her innocence. A mother lusting over her son was immorally abnormal but a son lusting over his mother, according to Freud, was completely and oxymoronically normal.
"You first," she said unwilling to totally expose herself in playing this sexy game until he exposed himself first.
Not wanting to upset the apple cart and/or rock the boat prematurely and before she could get him neck deep in hot water, she needed him to immerse himself in the incestuous waters first before she'd save him by swimming with him to shore. There, as if a remake of from Here to Eternity, titillating her in just thinking about it, instead of Burt Lancaster and Deborah Kerr acting their parts, she'd finally have her sexy beach scene with her son.
"I have," he said seemingly unashamed and unembarrassed that he's had forbidden sexual thoughts of his mother.
Just sitting here now, with him about to tell her his secret lust for her, she couldn't remove the sexy scene of her son stroking himself before cumming. A full mouthful when watching him ejaculate, there was so much cum. If he had asked her to, she would have licked his cum clean from his stomach and chest. If he had wanted her to, she would have sucked out the last drops of cum from his cock. With great pleasure and sexual passion, she would have licked his cock clean.
She imagined stroking him but instead of him cumming all over his chest and stomach, she imagined him cumming in her mouth. She'd do anything to taste her son's cock as her ultimate evidence that she sexually satisfied him with her hand and mouth. Further, she imagined looking up at him with her bright green eyes while swallowing every drop of him. Scandalous in her sexual desire for him, if only he knew what she'd do to his hard, young body, he may be surprised.
"In what way?"
She stared at him while imagining his answer. She imagined him taking her in his arms to kiss her, French kiss her. She imagined her son feeling her ass with one hand while feeling her breasts and fingering her nipples with his other hand. She imagined her son stripping her naked before pushing her back on her bed and taking and with all his pent up, incestuous passion for her. Up and down and up and down, she imagined him pounding her pussy. She imagined herself screaming with an orgasm. She imagined him sweating while fucking her pussy hard, really hard, and hard enough for her to be happily sore the next day.
"Well, to be totally honest, I've thought about exposing myself to you numerous times." He paused while looking at her while no doubt waiting to see her reaction to what he just said.
He looked at her as if he was about to expose his cock to her now.
"And why didn't you expose yourself to me?"
She looked at him while imagining his cock dangling in front of her face.
"I felt funny. I felt perverted. I feared you'd ask me to leave the house if you didn't feel safe being alone with me," he said.
If only he had exposed himself early, maybe they would have been having glorious sex by now.
"I could never feel unsafe with you, Jason. You're my son. My flesh and blood. I love you, perhaps a little too much," she said with a sexy albeit dirty laugh.
She imagined him naked. She imagined herself naked. She imagined his naked body sweating all over her naked body.